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Shilou Flores is a second year college student when she get to know Kier Calamba who is a third year college student of engineering. She got their communication started from a kind of a dating app. Their communication started and continued. Shilou starts to develop feelings for him but didn't confess. Shilou has a hidden feelings towards Kier. Shilou thought that maybe after some times, her feelings for Kier would fade but she was wrong. They became friends till then. Even after that one steamy night. After that night, Shilou wants to do everything to forget her feelings about Kier. But when she was just about to start, an unexpected blessing came. ---- As a college student, I don't take love seriously because i know I'm still young for that emotion. I kind of believe on it because I've had experience from my past ex-boyfriends. And all of those experiences leaves me trauma, trust issues and such. I became a woman who always reject or friendzone those mens who try to court me. I keep on holding on my past that it cause me being a bitter woman. I get scared of committing and taking risk of love again. But those fear faded when I met him. -Shilou

Kisah cinta rumit antara atasan baru dengan bawahan yang dari sebelum bekerja sudah menjalin hubungan. Bedanya mereka terpisah dan baru bertemu lagi, tapi dahulu mereka bukan pasangan kelasih melainkan musuh bebuyutan yang merangkap menjadi pesuruh. Vasya yang malang pernah melakukan sebuah perjanjian dengan lelaki tampan semasa SMAnya, yang bernama Jaden. Sialnya lelaki itu menyimpulkan perjanjian itu secara keterlaluan dan sampai sekarang masih berlanjut bagai kutukan di hidup Vasnya. Setelah pertemuan yang sama sama dewasa ini membuat Jaden makin yakin bahwa ia harus membawa Vasya ke kehidupannya lagi sementara Vasya yang trauma karena masa lampau selalu menderita dan di jadikan babu oleh Jadenpun menolak mentah mentah. Kisah mereka masih berlanjut dengan di iringi psikopat yang hendak balas dendam karena kehidupannya terenggut oleh videonya bersama Vasya. Jaden sekuat tenaga menjaga Vasya agar tetap aman di sisinya tapi gadis itu benar benar tak bisa di atur, sosok dewasanya benar benar berbeda dengan dahulu. Lambat laun Jaden mencoba mengubah karakternya untuk bagaimana caranya bisa membuat Vasya luluh. Dengan beribu perjuangan akhirnya Vasya bisa memahami bagaimana perasaan Jaden dan merekapun mencoba menjaga satu sama lain.

Azkiya Hilya Nadhifa tidak pernah mengira jika dia akan sampai di titik terdalam sebuah luka yang meninggalkan ketakutan dan kebencian. Luka dan trauma yang mengubah diri menjadi asing bagi orang-orang terdekatnya. Mencari keadilan yang tidak pernah berpihak padanya. Melawan takdir kejam yang semakin membawanya pada titik keputusasaan. Sampai kehadiran pria bernama Kenzie Alvaro, membuatnya semakin membenci takdir itu. Entah kapan dia bisa mencintai diri sendiri dan berdamai dengan takdir. Apakah Kiya akan menerima uluran tangan Kenzie? Atau justru membiarkannya menelan pahitnya rasa kecewa dari pil harapan yang diracik sendiri oleh pria itu?

Vellza, seorang gadis piatu yang dijual oleh ayah dan ibu tirinya kepada Alfa seorang milyader muda sebagai penebus hutang. Awalnya Alfa hanya melihatnya sebagai sebuah transaksi. Namun, seiring berjalannya waktu, Vellza mulai merasuki hatinya. Jika Vellza harus menghadapi masa lalunya yang kelam, Alfa harus melawan ketakutan dan trauma masa lalunya pada wanita. Bagaimana cinta bisa tumbuh di antara mereka? Apakah Vellza dan Alfa mampu melewati segala rintangan? Ataukah justru menyerah pada takdir kelamnya?

Sylvie was willing to risk everything. She knew that the craziest thing she had done was to love Lucas Wright, the man who deceived her and disappeared from her life after his pack attacked her pack and killed her father. Years passed and Sylvie had learned to close her heart to any men. But then Ray Howard came into the picture and captured her cold and distant heart. As she investigated the incident seventeen years ago, Ray extended a hand to her and promised he would help her bring justice to what happened to her former pack. Would his patience, presence, and kindness become a way to thaw her frozen heart? What would happen if Lucas Wright returned to her life and found out he had a son with Sylvie and She hid the child from him for several years? Would Lucas help Sylvie get the justice she had been seeking for the innocent lives lost in that incident? And who would Sylvie choose? Ray, who had been by her side almost lost everything after he chose her, defying his parent’s orders. Or Lucas, who came back to redeem himself after he betrayed Sylvie and their child?

Layla Nadhira, seorang wanita yang mengikrarkan dirinya tidak mau menikah dan berkomitmen dengan laki-laki, namun ancaman orang tua membuat dirinya harus terpaksa mencari cara untuk mendapatkan pasangan pura-pura. Fernanda Bara, seorang laki-laki yang mengalami patah hati dan ingin membalaskan dendamnya kepada mantan kekasih yang tiba-tiba menikah saat mereka masih menjalin asmara. Kedua insan yang mempunyai latar belakang yang sama, dipertemukan karena sama-sama membutuhkan. Kedua insan dengan trauma dan luka yang sama, terpaksa harus mengucap janji sehidup semati dalam ikatan pernikahan dan tinggal di satu atap yang sama dengan menganut hubungan Simbiosis Mutualisme.

Fiona Garbera was forced to face a harsh false ideology that love was never enough at her early age. She grew up with the mindset that love only makes one weak, judging by her parents failed marriage. Watching her father age with a sadness that years couldn’t erase made her swore never to give love a chance until hell freezes over. But a drunk one night of sexual bliss with her new boss Colt Harper who fate made them meet again became a threat to all her years of discipline against love. Colt Harper wanted more than a night with her, he wanted her heart and was determined to change her misconception about love and this brought a crack to the walls she had built as a defense against love all her life. Fiona was caught in a dilemma of either holding on to her walls of insecurity to be at the safer side or give into the undeniable attraction between them and stand a chance to risk her heart being broken or mended forever. She had to make a life changing decision as she realized that she couldn’t stand the chance of missing out on sharing the rest of her life with the one man who had taught her that love was a beautiful emotion. Fiona was done with running away from her feelings and the uncertainty that she feels comes with love because of the trauma she had as a kid as a result of her parents failed marriage. She dared to believe that a night with her billionaire boss could lead to happily ever after as she found a partner to deal with whatever crests and troughs life threw at them and she lived happily ever after in love as she chose love over fear.

When Bonita began hoping to take their relationship to the next level, towards marriage, Benjamin was caught red-handed cheating with a graceful and seductive model. Letting go of the man she loved was incredibly difficult for Bonita. The four years they had spent together, after she had closed her heart due to trauma from a previous marriage, were too precious to just let go. Will Benjamin admit to his affair and choose the sexy model? What will become of Benjamin and Bonita's relationship after the affair is exposed?

Tidak punya pilihan lain untuk menyelamatkan usaha keluarganya, Levana Sullivan harus menjadi istri kedua dari Rave Maverick. Pernikahan yang tak terhindarkan tersebut akan berlangsung hanya tiga tahun saja, dengan tujuan mendapatkan penerus untuk keluarga Maverick yang mana Lilian-istri pertama Rave enggan memiliki keturunan. Terjebak dalam kehidupan baru yang membatasi kebebasan serta membuat hidupnya hancur, Levana mengalami trauma yang cukup berat. Demi utang keluarganya bisa terbayarkan, Levana berjuang melawan hidupnya yang penuh tekanan dan mengalami konflik batin dan cinta yang menghampirinya di tengah kesulitan yang harus ia alami.

Her mate wasn't something someone she was proud of. The person who made her suffer the most was her mate. So after running away from him, this mate bond was the last thing she wanted in her life. But he was a pessimist, believed in bond, and loved her. Would it be possible to forget the past trauma and start with him for a new life? Or was it a love sorry that was fated to end before it could start? This book contains sexual assault, violence, and mature content. So be aware before you start reading.