Shout Synonym

At first I thought no one can break the wall I built for my self long time ago. Nagagalit ako na walang dahilan, naiinis kahit sa kunting pagkakamali lang. I secretly date different woman in and out of the country. I'm cold. Heartless. Emotionless. But everything changed when I realized something. She's my secretary for a long time. I used to shout at her face every mistake she did. I usually put things hard on her. I made her cry every single day. But as if she doesn't care at all. She's still my secretary even I showed my darkest side to her. And that's how our story started. I fell in love and vice versa. But she left me. And now I believed, she's my karma.