Tadc Jax Angst Novels & Stories

Jake persuaded. "Jake's words are right. So you can get more portions. deals?” Jax asked. Jace's anger seemed to recede. "Are we cool?" Jake asked. "Okay. But if you want to do it again, take me. Or, at least tell me beforehand," Jace said with a deep sigh. "I promise," Jake said, grinning widely. "Where is Ann now?" he asked. "She's having a spa massage and resting," Jax said.

And if a priestess couldn't control her heart despite literal vows to the Goddess, what chance did I have of managing a bond that pulled me toward three men simultaneously? --- "We're going out," Jax announced as soon as Tova and I got home. He was at the foyer, leaning against the doorframe with that reckless grin I'd come to associate with trouble. "Out where?" "Somewhere fun." He pushed off the frame and came closer. "Wear something you don't mind getting drinks spilled on." Then he leaned closer and whispered into my left ear. "No panties." I let out a gasp. "Jax, what are you talking about?"

Jax felt the bed vibrate under her struggle. He leaned over her, his forehead pressing against hers, his sweat dripping onto her cheek. "I’m here. I’m not going anywhere. Breathe with me, sunshine. Just breathe." "It hurts," she sobbed, the words ripped out of her. "Jax, it hurts so much." "I know, I know," he choked out, his own eyes burning. He felt the phantom pain in his own chest, a desperate, tearing sensation that mirrored every tightening knot in her body.

They had been out there for about 4 hours, she didn't want to approach no one to avoid panicking, so she sat still and chewed on her nails, an action she hardly partook in, as a matter of fact she felt gravely irritated by it but her anxiety was at its peak right now and it seemed to be the only thing that yielded her solace. "Can I get you something to drink" Elizabeth asked and Adira met her gaze "no, no I'm good" "Adira" the nurse began "please" "iced coffee, thank you" Elizabeth nodded and left forthwith, she needed this break as much as anyone else. The nurse had returned right in time, the doctor had called for Adira and was advancing towards her. "Miss Jacob" he called again. "yes, ye

"I keep trying to connect to Lexi, but I can't. These fucking powers are next to useless!" "I see." Tarsi seemed to be struggling with something. "Ugh. I don't usually do this, but step into my office." The mirror rippled and Jinx was invited into a room with a long couch and a chair which Tarsi made himself comfortable in before he started tangling a few colors of auric yarn. "Lay down and vent." "I am not sure I'm okay with this," Jinx said, even as he threw himself on the couch. "I banged my shrink in the military to get a pass to fly. That's not going to happen here, is it?"

Maybe it was the residue of the adrenaline from the outlanders' camp that fueled my anger towards them because one minute I was trying hard not to cry and the next minute I wanted to rip their heads off. He had the decency to stay quiet as I tossed a screaming Addison out in the hallway. Throwing the covers off him, I was momentarily relieved that he still had his pants on. "I didn't." Jace grounded out, his eyes filled with amusement and anger. "You are disgusting Jace, and I hate you." I wiped the angry tears that brimmed down my face furiously with the back of my hand but it was useless because more tears kept falling. Frowning, he looked away from me, his caramel blonde hair had lost its

We left Derek to sort out their belongings. In the restroom, Angel confided in me, "Cassie, I’m embarrassed to ask this, but I trust you more than anyone else. My brother, Dax, has anxiety and depression. During the day, he appears normal, but at night he suffers from vivid thoughts and panic attacks. I’m worried about him. He’ll be alone if I’m not there." Her concern deeply affected me. "I’m sorry to hear that," I said, offering her a comforting smile.

“He says I'm fat and his mom hates fat people. Right now, he's with his ex, now girlfriend, in New York, probably eating his mom’s poorly made mac and cheese. Oh God, it makes me angry thinking about the fact that I gave him my virginity after waiting—” I stop talking because right now, Jaxon's twitching. At first I think it's my imagination but he's twitching and when I look at his eyes—they're narrowed and going amber. “Jaxon, I think it's better I don't talk about other men.” I whisper, rubbing his arm up and down to calm him. He jerks and blinks twice, as if coming back to himself. “Yeah, yeah.. you're right..” He exhales and rubs his face, looking away.

I wanted to scream at the sky, to demand some kind of cosmic accounting for how far this had all spiraled beyond anything resembling reason. Jaxx hit the gravel hard, his hands catching his weight at the last second. He let out a wet, rattling cough, a dark splatter of blood spraying across the grey stones directly beneath his face. His shoulders shook violently as he tried to drag air into his ruined lungs, and the sound of his labored breathing carved itself permanently into my memory, a sound I knew would haunt every silence for the rest of my life.

Others stared at the ground with clenched fists, the weight of loss pressing down on all of them. Jax stood at the head of the table, shoulders slumped, eyes sunken from another sleepless night. His side still ached from the raid wound, but that pain was nothing compared to the hole in his chest. He had barely spoken since they returned from the Viper meet. The club was fracturing — arguments in the halls, blame being thrown in every direction. Hazel’s disappearance, Mikey’s death... it was too much.