Talk To Myself Novels & Stories

In the empty room, I spoke only to myself. Like a madman.

He didn’t say any words I knew for sure that I was just talking to myself, but then I can also do this kind of thing as he responds when he said or talk back to me about whether I should have left him in this wood. “Do you want me to help you?” If anyone can see me doing this kind of thing, they would surely think that I am an idiot or a fool. A lunatic, or maybe somewhere to talking to himself. But then I can say that this kind of thing is necessary for me to have a setback when he tried to blame me for doing something that he didn’t ask me to do. I silent means yes. So, I can say that you agree with whatever I am saying. Well, then, without being said.

I asked her, furrowing my eyebrows. “I heard your conversation with Liam. I didn’t mean to eavesdrop or anything.” She replied slowly, her voice was smooth on every syllable. Shit! Did she hear me talking to myself? She probably thinks I’m weird. “You know, I also talk to myself once in a while. I have this tiny voice that actually resonates with me quite well.” She said to my surprise. Finally, someone that matches my level of weirdness. “Really?” “Yes. And sometimes, I’d rather talk to it than talk to people. One of the reasons I don’t have friends. I feel like the best person that can give me advice and understand me is…me.”

he replied aptly. “What would today bring for me? I hope it's good”. I washed my smutted face in the water. Glaring at the image of myself in the mirror. “It would be worth it Samantha, in a few times now you will go back to your self, that blond, bright and happy woman you have always been”. I was used to talking to myself. It was my greatest company. Today wasn’t any different. I walked back to my room mumbling absently with my head gazing down at the floor and my wooly towel swirled around my head.

CHASITY: What do you need help with? JOE: I will tell you tomorrow. Can we TALK in person tomorrow? I scoffed in amusement and rolled my eyes, noticing the fact that he emphasized the word ‘talk’ to me in the text. I do not want to talk to him, because I know deep within my heart that I will stutter. He is so freaking handsome and charming; I will look like a fool. I wanted to say no, but at the same time, I wanted to say yes. I groaned and kicked my legs back and forth on my bed in frustration. I started contemplating my answer; I must have taken too long to reply because he texted me again.

“But what’s the fun in that? Besides, I couldn’t find my phone. I went for a run this morning and I heard the juiciest gossip that I just had to share it with you.” I don’t need to talk out loud before Oliver can hear me. In fact, I don’t even need to move my lips at all. He is in my mind and can hear my thought. I’m also in his mind and hear his thought, so we converse by forming thoughts in our minds for the other person to read. But just like I converse with Manuel, my inner wolf, I often say my thoughts out loud. Tanya stares at me, surprised that I am talking to myself.

“And I heard you talking to someone. Is there anyone there with you?” Aw man. Guess I should have listened to Alexia when she told me to use the mind-link with her. My stubbornness is about to backfire on me. “There’s no one there besides me. I was only soliloquizing or whatever it is called,” To defend myself, I decide to switch to a frown. “And what’s with the questions? Can’t I do my thing in peace?” “Sorry, sorry,” he apologizes. “It just felt strange to hear you talk to yourself,”

Imagine me doing something like Bear Grylls. "Adventurer Taylen Nova. Your show could be called Novatures." I laughed. Jibin would have found that funny. Wait did I miss him? Nah. I just missed having someone to talk to I guess. "You're a weird kid." I told myself then asked, "Wait a minute, why am I talking to myself out loud?" I shrugged my shoulders. I better get used to only having myself around as a companion. I pulled the pills out of my pocket, I only had 1 left. Fridge magnets. I left the others in the car! You're an idiot Taylen.

I need to escape my own trance right now before I completely lose my sanity! “You need to calm down now, girl! Come on!” I continued to talk with myself. I even had to slap myself in order for me to just finally wake up from my shits. “That last thing that you must be doing right now is to embarrass yourself more. So you should calm down now!” Right now, I must be looking more like an insane person. I am talking with my own subconscious as if it’s a real person! “Okay!” I finally told myself.

I muttered to myself as I sat on the edge of the bed. I was so confused. I had no idea what to do. The only thing I wanted at the moment was for the dull ache in my chest to disappear. “So this is what you do?” I asked the empty room. “You lie. You manipulate. You gaslight. And you hurt people.” Was I going crazy because of him? Why was I talking to myself? My phone buzzed. I froze. Then it buzzed again. Who could be calling me? Was it Zane?