The Word I Wish I Said Novels & Stories

“Why? Why me?” I wish I could just erase the past couple of days from my life! I wish the memories never came into my mind haunting me! I wish I didn’t have those dreams! I wish I didn’t have a past……a long ….long past! I wish I never came to Odessa, I wish I never got the scholarship, because it all started after that!

" I step out of the spring after I have made sure that no one is around. "Just tell me what I said." I grit my teeth. 'I wish you loved me.' I freeze on my tracks. "What?" 'That's what you said, I wish you loved me.' I blink, almost sinking to the floor. "I just found out that I am extremely stupid." I whisper and my wolf snorts. 'It took you long to figure out.'

I can finally rest in peace. “My heart is broken... Sweet sleep my dark angel! Deliver us” ‘I-I’m sorry, everyone. I didn't keep my words. I can't fulfill what I promised thay I will not die now. I'm s-sorry if I leave y-you ' My wish didn't happen. My only wish that can make my life change. It didn't happen. It didn't... “R-Re...demp...tion, nev--er ca-ca...me”

that night. I still wished I had just told him to leave.. I wished I stopped him. I wished I wasn't seduced by his shoulders, his height and every other thing about him or sometimes I even wish I actually never attended that party that night, I wish something came up, I wish grandma took her drugs and didn't need to see Evelyn to do it. Then Ryan would never have existed..

Not once. I realized I hadn't said the word "dad" out loud in years. "The thing is—" I paused. Watched a little girl run past clutching a princess wand. "he wasn't completely terrible. As a father, I mean." Kyle turned his head slightly. "Sometimes I wish he had been." My voice was quieter now. "I wish every memory I had of him was bad. I wish everything he ever did was wrong." I took a breath. "It would make hating him so much easier."

I wish I соuld tаkе bасk my stupid dесіѕіоn tо believe Nеоn bасk then. I wіѕh that decision dіdn’t аffесt Carrie the way іt dіd. And I wіѕh lоgіс hаd рrеvаіlеd, but іt dіdn’t. At lеаѕt I саn іmрrоvе frоm this point fоrwаrd. I nееd a сhаnсе; one tiny ѕhоt аt saving thе woman I lоvе.

What kind of shity wish is that. "You are still there right?" She snickers. "Or do you want to go back on your words?" "Just shut the trash butthole. I will do it." Its not like it's really going to come true. If only wishes where horses. I drop my phone on the table next to me. closing my eyes then take deeo a breath. I wish that my Mr right will be the first guy I set my eyes on tomorrow. Staying still for some seconds like a magic wand will pop out from thin air and my prince will appear right in front of me, I pry my eyes open, picking my phone up.

THE END OF (YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND) First, thank you. Thank you for picking up my novel, (YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND). Thank you for opening the first chapter when you didn’t know me. Thank you for opening the second, and the tenth, and the one-hundredth, when life was busy and your time was precious. In a world full of noise, distractions, and endless choices, you chose to sit with my words. That means more to me than I can ever fit into one letter, but I’m going to try my best anyway.

I would rather not do this than die because of something I never wanted in the first place, I muttered inside my head. “Are you deaf? Are you dumb? Isn’t your tongue working? Why aren’t you saying anything?” she snapped again. I snapped back to reality and quickly bowed my head. “I—I’m sorry,” I said softly, my voice shaking. “I apologize.” My breath trembled as I spoke again. “I do have something to say. Just a little thing. And I hope… I hope my wish gets granted.” “Yes! Go on. I’m all ears. Spit it out.” My fingers twisted together nervously as I spoke.

I shrugged, trying to act cool. "Sure," I said. "Your wish is my command."