The Word I Wish I Said นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Oh, my poor little girl. I wished I had listened to Candice. I wish I wasn’t too soft for my own good.

LEXI “I just wish you hadn’t left. All of this could have been avoided.” He said and I couldn’t stop my jaw from dropping at his words. “So it’s my fault? Can I also say I wish you didn't walk out on me? That I wish you answered my messages and my calls?” I retorted right away. At this point, my eyes should be watering, but I was tired of crying about the past already. “And don’t tell me you never received them because I called you for hours after you stormed out of my apartment. Your phone was open, but you decided to just let it ring.”

"[ I WISH I DID NOT GIVE BIRTH TO YOU! ] •••

she muttered. "You wish"... .

She said with a calm soft voice. “I wish I had you here. I wish I had you and dad here.” I said in pain as I took a step forward Her face turned solemn. “We wish we were with you too. But we gave that up to give you a chance.” “ well I will rather not be here at all.” I said “ oh honey. And whar of the people then.” She said I sighed. “They don’t even like me.” I said “I know that’s not true.” She said

"I am so done moon... I am done wishing upon the moon."

I just wish… I just wish this tense air between us would go away. I miss the sound of her laugh, the spark behind her chocolate brown eyes, the way everything about her body makes my heart sing. I know she’s angry with me, and she has every right to be, but God do I wish I could turn back time and tell her the truth before it was too late.

I said, “I will leave now” I turned to leave me. I wished. I wish he would stop me and tell me it was a misunderstanding. But he didn't even as I stepped into the elevator.

Before I left, the nurse asked, "Do you hate me for not letting you live the life of a wealthy child?" I turned back and replied, "No, I’m grateful."

I laid there with my eyes closed as all the memories flooded back. It was like seeing my life flash before my eyes. I did not need air anymore, but I felt the need to take a breath. It was a lot to take in. I had a life with Anthony. I was happy. I had friends. I was loved. What more could I have asked for? But I did ask for more… for a life with him. My want had made a dent in our relationship. I was barely around Anthony these past two years. All because I asked too much of him. Then when he grants my wish, after I promised nothing would change how I feel… I deny him. I turned away… all because he loved me enough to tell the truth.