The Word I Wish I Said นิยาย & เรื่องราว

She said, sniffing between words. "No, don't say that; you have everything to live for. You…" "I have nothing to leave for!" She interupted. "Do you know how it feels not to make your own choices, and have the freedom you deserve? Do you know how it feels to lose the only person who understands you the most? Do you know how it feels to be banned from being with the one person that your heart yields for? If you do, you won't be telling me this right now." She wailed.

grandma worriedly said to me. "I have thought of it and I am decided to make my second wish," I speak with conviction and full of determination. Deep inside I am really scared of what will happen after my second wish but I have to do this not only for myself but for everyone I cared for. "Missy, all you have to do is say the magic word," Dylan instructed me. I shut my eyes close, took a deep breath, and slowly let it all out before I say those magical words... "I wish for you to fully restore all of our memories.

Sandhya replied. “Guys you all didn’t understood my words at all.” Asha said shaking her head. “Asha! Please do tell us what did we misunderstand?” I asked her confused. “Ok. That day do you remember what I told you guys? In that I used ‘I hated’, ‘I wanted’ and ‘I wished’. I talked in past tense guys.” she replied rolling her eyes. “That means..” I staretd saying but didn’t continued.

And in its place— Hope. Freedom. Strength. Like maybe… just maybe… I can still move forward. My lips part slightly. The words leave me before I can stop them. “I wish I could have that...” I whisper.

I wish, I haven't married you. And above all I wish, I never loved you. But the brutal truth is, no matter how much I wish, nothing is going to change now. But that still doesn't stops me from wasting my time, thinking, how I could have done things differently. ........................................... #Day 12

"I missed out on a lot of things, huh?" "I wish I could say..." I stopped myself before I could complete the sentence. I realize how powerful my words are now. I do not dare accidentally use it. "Go on, wish for it," he said, teasing. I shook my head and gave him my best attempt at a smile. "I shouldn't," I whispered. "I was about to say something about next time." "I get it," he said. "Wish for it." No matter how much he teases me, I still can't say that wish.

I whisper. I don’t want to say goodbye….

“Please don’t say anything else…” “I’m sorry, Shantal. I wish I could’ve been made perfect for you, I wish I could’ve been all that you wanted—“

I wished everything was that smooth. ....

I tried to start a casual conversation but ended up crying harder cause I still feel alone. How I wish I can hear her voice today. How I wish I can hear her say that she loves me. I wish she can tell me that everything will eventually turn out fine. "Sorry for talking to you at this state. Sorry, Mom. I just need you right now." I said before covering my mouth cause I'm afraid that someone might hear me weeping. "I wish you're here, Mom. I wish I can tell you my pain. I wish you never kept all those burdens all by yourself so that we won't be suffering like this. Apart from each other. I'm sorry for being like the man who is the reason why of all your pain. I just miss you, Mom. I love you."