Novel & Cerita Tuhan Aku Lelah Dengan Semua Ini

I finally say, the weariness evident in my voice. "I'm tired, Adam. I just want to be alone right now." It's not the full truth, but it's close enough. I am tired, but it's more than that. I'm tired of the games, the misunderstandings, the pain. I'm tired of trying to fix something that might be beyond repair.

It still does. I lied, alright? I lied that I was fine with it already. I lied when I said that I am okay and that I am not bothered by it anymore. Because the truth is I am bothered by it, and I am not okay with it. I still am not. And I hate myself for that. But I am also tired. I am tired of hating my parents, Luke, and everyone that's been shitting on my life. I am tired, and I feel like I am already drained of...just everything. And I wanted to just take a damn rest already.

I sighed. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of fighting.

Why does it have to be this hard? “I’m tired…” “I know…”

"Go away, Mirelle. I am tired." I am really tired of everything.

"I'm tired, Jude. I'm so fucking tired of all of it." I understood that feeling, felt it settling into my bones like something permanent I'd never be able to shake. The exhaustion that came from fighting for so long, from losing so much, from surviving when maybe we shouldn't have. "So what do we do?" I asked quietly, my coffee long gone cold in the cup I still held.

But… I can't seem to tell what was that… Hah… this comfort… I'm Tired… I Want… to… Sleep…. Yeah .. Maybe I should just shut my eyes for now… I am tired… Very…. Tired…

Can someone please wake me up when everything's fine? Who would enjoy a life where problems come one after another? I am just trying to survive. I am just trying to change my fate, but what are all these? "Haa…" I'm tired…

I don't know this feeling but I hate it It sucks. ~~~~

Nandito ako sa aking kwarto ngayon nakatanaw sa labas habang malakas ang ulan at patuloy na pag buhos ng aking luha. Hindi ko alam kung kailan matatapos to hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan titigil to gusto ko ng matapos ang lahat ng to, gusto ko ng matapos ng lahat ng pag hihirap ko. At kahit ilang beses ko siguro sabihin ang salitang ito ay wala paring mangyayari. "I'm tired being stupid amd begging some attention, I'm fucking tired." Sabi ko sa sarili ko.