Within You Or Without You の小説・ストーリー

He tried hard to shake these thoughts out of his head, but the image of them refused to come out of his head. (No, no, this is not possible. She is the age of my daughter. How do I think of her in this way? I just love Somaya, yes, but I adore her. It's over, oh my God, I have to get rid of this matter. I can't stop myself from her. That girl is driving me crazy, since I came here and took her picture. It does not leave my memory, but why oh my God. Well, I will ignore it. I will only meet with her at the dining table. I will never come into contact with her. I will control myself. This is an honesty to me. I should not think of it in this way. He goes to the bathroom and takes a shower to r

But I can’t keep it buried anymore. I press a hand to his chest, feeling the steady thud of his heart. “You don’t understand what it does to me, imagining you… gone. Do you know what I’d be without you? Nothing. A hollow sack of flesh. I’ve been caged before, I’ve been used before, but at least I could breathe through it. Without you, I wouldn’t even want to breathe.” His hands flex at his sides and I can see in his eyes how my words are tearing at him.

After about fifteen seconds her face clears as she continues. “Think of it as a door inside of you. Your whole life, unbeknownst to you, this door has been there but locked. It’s magic and the potential it holds, on the other side, has been barred from your use. But that hasn’t held you back. You’ve used everything else at your disposal to make yourself into who and what you are now.

It was… open. Infinitely. My chest rose slowly. Then fell. “This is different,” I said. No response. Not even an echo. Because there was nothing here to carry sound. Nothing to reflect it. For the first time. I wasn’t inside something. I wasn’t outside something. I wasn’t between. I just… was. That realization hit deeper than anything before. No system. No observer. No opposing force. Nothing to react to. Nothing to resist. Nothing to define me. And that.

𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚 - 𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚.

What is wrong with me? *****

I will reshape myself, a me without you. I need to find who I am without that. I need to find out who I am without you. But that is so easy to say, for right now, what am I without you? A ghost. A darkness that consumes space. I am the man that is holding the rest of my complete downfall. Raven, you have fucking destroyed me.

All the sleepiness run away from me when I saw the scene in front of me. " What are you doing?" " What do you think that I am doing?" " Why didn't you unlock the door?" " Do I need to lock the doors in my own room?" I feel like hanging myself there seeing him like that.

relationship. There's no label.... :)

I giggles. "Please forget about that one,I have something to tell you?" TBC