Without You By My Darkest Days Lyrics Novels & Stories

Sasha eyed me resentfully, snarling, "You must be feeling so smug right now, right, Celeste? Do you think you've won just because Jonah refuses to see me now?" I wanted to roll my eyes at her. "What makes you think Jonah is such a fine catch that I'd want to fight over him with you? He's nothing but trash in my eyes. I wouldn't even want to pollute the oceans by tossing him in. Since you like him so much, hurry up and take him away."

Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you A long endless highway, you're silent beside me Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin' Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones They took you away on a table I pace back and forth as you lay still They pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me" Hold on, I still want you

I'm falling for you . . . it's no secret that I'm in love with you between your minimum wage job and sweet lips chapped from the bitter cold that has become my eternity but my god , do i miss the way you crinkled the sheets and poured too much coffee your words came undone with the touch of my lips and your ribs shattered under the weight of the world and all at once you went from everything to nothing and my lungs filled with dirt and the dead flowers that could easily be mistaken for my youth and on the sixteenth day of my brokenness i stitched myself back together ; piece after piece diamonds hiding in the back of my head reminding me of the boy that was once mine // there is no longer a

You can just sit and watch that person suffer. You’ll be mine someday, I’m sure of it Your life is my life I won’t be able to live without You for even a single moment. Where sunlight will be cast upon darkness. Our haven will be there My destination is there, where Your traces are. I won't let that thing have you you. I will reduce the pain. I will do anything that I can to reduce your pain to help you. I promise.

It doesn’t make since. “Raven, got one approaching at your six.” Dustin reported into my earpiece. Turning around I saw him. “Vampire,” he was completely hidden within the shadows, but it didn’t matter how hidden he was. Since that night my brother died the darkness has never left me and from time to time it slips through and whispers things to me.

There goes my heart shaking And you are the reason My heart keep bleeding I need you now If I could turn back the clock I'd make sure the light defeated the dark I'll spend every hour Of everyday Keeping you safe I'll climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Cause I need you to see That you are the reason

I pulled at my shirt, wrinkling it, as if it were strangling me. "Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!" I screamed loudly, reaching out for support. My legs buckled beneath me, and I fell to my knees, still screaming and clawing at my shirt. I felt a cold, clammy hand on my shoulder, and then, everything went black. The world was silent and still. All of my senses seemed to fade away, leaving me in a state of utter darkness.

At 5’8”, I usually felt quite composed, but right now, I felt like a mess of dark brown curls and wrinkled silk. With Marissa and Cleo, a mess was acceptable. We had seen each other at our absolute worst - breakups, food poisoning, and the disastrous "perm incident" of 2019. Even my mother’s death when we were small. I hurried to the intercom by the door. "Hello?" "Hey, girl!" Marissa and Cleo chimed in perfect, practiced harmony. It was a sound that acted like an instant shot of espresso to my nervous system. "Hiya! Come on up," I trilled, pressing the buzzer to release the secure door downstairs.

"What if I mess it up again? I'm so tired, Danny. Tired of trying." "You won't mess it up," I said. My heart ached. "You're going to fight, and I'm right here. Call me anytime—day, night, it doesn't matter. Don't you dare think you're alone in this. I'll drive down there right now if you need me. I will." "No, don't," she mumbled. Her voice was small. "I just... needed to hear you. I'll try. I promise. It's just... hard."

Can't seem to find my own way home I'm wandering, searching for the light Hoping for something to make things right In the dark, I stumble and fall Trying to make sense of it all But the shadows are too much to bear And I'm struggling just to breathe the air But then I hear a voice that's clear and bright A melody that breaks through the night And suddenly, there's hope in my heart A chance for a brand new start So I follow that sound, so melodious, so sweet And as I do, my spirit takes flight I emerge into the world to find That I'm not alone, that love is kind And though the darkness still may come I know that I'm not undone For I have courage to I can walk along In the dark, I found my wa