You Are Made Of Stupid 소설 & 이야기

Why do I always make a fool of myself? Oh me!! Screw me!!

Jeevika's Pov.:- Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! So stupid of me! He was collecting the bowls from the drawer to make the table before serving the food and here so stupid of me to act like a fool. What i was even thinking in the first place!? Huff! I've made a fool out of myself in front of him! And now he's making fun of me. So embarrassing!

This dumb idiot! "Because I made up the story," I croaked out, "how could you be so stupid as to believe in singing like that?" I asked angrily. As if insulting him wasn't enough, I spat at him, and even though the spittle didn't hit where I wanted it to, it still managed to grace his left foot where I watched it slowly dissolve into nothingness. Oh God, I am stupid. So stupid. I shouldn't have yelled, I shouldn't even have spat at him- because somehow I felt like an alarm just ticked off, and his cool demeanor turned into a psychotic beast in the blink of an eye.

Am I not going to die of pain soon? At this moment there’s only one thing going through my mind and that’s how stupid I am if there’s an award for the stupidest person on planet Earth it would be me. I’m so very stupid. I’m stupid for believing that we had a chance together. I’m even more stupid for believing that he’ll look at me the way he looks at his flings even if it’s lust in his eyes at least he’ll look at me and find something interesting about me. And I’m extremely stupid for thinking he’ll see me as more than just a friend

“Funny and stupid. And the best part is that you are too stupid to know how stupid you are. You think Crystal is out to get you, but in her eyes, you’re nothing. You want everything that Crystal has, and if you can’t have them, you make a fool of yourself trying to get it! You’re just a stupid bitch, and you’re trapped in Crystal’ shadow. You think you can compete with her, but you can’t, and you will never be able to. The only reason I left her for you was to use you. You wouldn’t believe how liberating it feels to say that out loud finally!”

"S-stupid...! What are you doing? You crazy woman!" ***

"I was stupid." In an expressionless voice, he said, "Well, what if you were stupid? Doesn't everyone do that?" she asked. It was as if his words didn't want to destroy something in me, but rather to trigger something. "For me, everything is a process, and stupidity is a process. When stupidity is made, the process that works is recognition, learning, and change."

"Said you were a real joy to drive." "Did I say anything stupid to you yesterday?" He changed the topic slightly, but not too far for comfort. "I remember most of it, but definitely not everything. I'm sure I let something slip along the way." "Nah," I shook my head. "You just called yourself a shitty guy a bunch of times. But that's not stupid, it's honest." He chuckled along, nodding his head in agreement, acknowledging the errors in his past behaviours. "Are we good? After last night?"

*huff* "That's not an actual reason, dumbass" Dumb??? It's not dumb! "You look stupid. Are all humans the same?" What's with him? He called me a dumbass before and now stupid, and still, I can't get angry at him. Otherwise, he will snap my neck into two. "Hahaha" He laughed hard. "You are too small and can't talk, and you stink. Your blood is not giving me a smell, and you are too skinny to eat. You are not worth anything, so I don't have any reason to spare you"

Because once when I'm alone this is me. The foolish, Stupid Broken Adassah. Who does nothing about her broken heart but to cry in pain again and again.