You Make Me Feel Alive Again Novels & Stories

Not a big party, not a big hassle, just two of us, having a romantic dinner with something for entertainment to make me happy. She didn’t love me because she was in love with me. She made a bet with someone; I still don’t know with whom, and then she signed a contract with my mother. She had her motives, but she did everything to make me come back to life, come out of my depression, and motivate me to make efforts to stand up again. Hours of physiotherapy, massages, and preparing those herbal baths, herbal soups, and dishes….. “Gabe.” I snapped out of my thoughts when Celia called me in a low and choked voice.

I wanted to feel his hands on my body, his lips on mine and his weight on me. “Fuck!” I yelled in anger. “It has been ten years and still, I can't bring myself to cum without him.” I looked at the video that was still playing, and remembered sex had been different with Thida. Then, I could feel her touch, her kiss, and her body while thinking about Korn. Now, everything was different. “It has been ten years, Korn. Ten years. Why can I let go of you?” I asked myself, already on the verge of tears.

I laugh and say, "Ha-ha Let's go. We have the get-together at Ava's and we have a party to attend tomorrow and we need our beauty sleep before the Dinner and Gala." We open the door and sit inside. While she is busy starting the car engine, I switch on my bluetooth and connect it to the speaker and start playing Taylor Swift's latest album. We drive away, singing loudly and jamming to the song. I roll down the window, allowing the cold wind to enter. I look outside, admiring the beauty of my neighbourhood and I repeat to myself that everything I achieved is definitely due to the hard work I put in. I couldn't help but think to myself,

And the wick on that candle will never be the same again; it will be black, some of it burned away forever. It can be lit again, but after another breath, there’s even less of it than there was before. Over and over again that light would be blown out till there is nothing left. I’m that candle. I’m at the end, and with just one more breath I will be gone. There will be nothing left of me. There’s no coming back after that. I’m alone and I’m on my last breath. But then I look at Blake and he makes me want to try to find that light again.

You and I were seeing so many different faces We're just cruising right on through this life with a playlist And everything is right Never really thought I would make it Found someone who I don't think I'll ever replace and I'm emptying my heart, so you can just take it I'm living my best life And I feel so alive With you by my side We can make a life I've got nothing to hide Driving so fast Every town passed Never look back We're good at that 'Cause I feel so alive Damn, you look good tonight... We're driving through rain Running through sun And looking at plains We're cruising through towns Moving all around But you stay the same We like to run away We're ditching all our pain and living f

And when the world comes back— It breathes. Not broken. Not whole. But alive. And for the first time since this began— That feels like enough.

I said, “Don`t worry, we are the winning team.” “What you don’t get is that, he can`t kill you but he can kill us. Have you thought about that?” “My Guardian Angel won`t let that happen.” I spoke to myself then said, “You won`t die. I promise.” We went back to others, “Doctor, I know you are not alone on that facility so we gonna give you money to buy your partners out and you gonna hire the best Doctors money can buy.” I said, “You will do that legally so.”

I sighed satisfied and complete, for the first time in a year, I felt complete. God, I fucking missed you, Axel. I never realized it until I heard you again, I didn’t feel your body against mine, your breath on my skin. And I finally felt complete, at home because you’re my home, you’ve always been, and I know you do, too, only you haven’t figured it out yet, but I know you feel the same way about me as I do about you, I know we were created to be together.

But from the silence that’s held me chained to my grief. Tonight, I let myself live again. And God, it feels like coming back from the dead.

I asked her teasingly, and she sobbed aloud again, hitting my chest, making me laugh lightly. Flashback Ends: I came out of my trance when my phone started ringing. The shrill sound of the ringtone destroyed the feeling of happiness that I felt once again and brought back the agony of losing both Cynthia and my child. I flipped myself on my back and rubbed my chest lightly while sniffing a little. Tears had wet my ears too. I took the phone from the bed and took the call after wiping my eyes.