Keeping Me Alive Lyrics Novels & Stories

"Please wake up....." "E-Erica said....." "I don't care what anyone says.... he will wake up and i know it. He will. He has to keep him alive or else I'll brake the hell loose on this ground...... HE WILL LIVE..... ARE YOU LISTENING...? KEEP HIM ALIVE." Jonathan said pointing at the sky. "Jonny..." "Stop crying..... he is alive.... he will live don't cry... STOP CRYING." "JK..." "He will live..... please be alive love." Jonathan turned to Aiden.

But being a singer in a band makes it hard, especially when it's time for the request. Their first set began with a disco and five alternative rock songs. It was okay because he doesn't get affected that much. But when the request started coming in, Anderson can feel his heart beginning to break into pieces all over again. No matter how hard he prays that people won't request sad love songs, they still did. Anderson just swallowed hard, trying to hold the tears forming in his eyes. This is the first time that Anderson has ever experienced pain like this. Lana was his first girlfriend, and he always that she will be his last. Just thinking about not seeing her again makes him want to cry.

On a bridge, where there wasn't a rail in the way? Or a neighborhood street where the little kids play? Or the Angeles Crest in the snow or the rain? What if you weren't alone? There were kids in the car What if you were remote? No one knows where you are If you changed anything, would you not have survived? You're alive, you're alive, you're alive And I know you don't remember calling me But I told you, even then you looked so pretty In your hospital bed I remember you said you were scared And so am I

FOUR YEARS LATER. ELIZABETH'S POV The music lyrics pounded in my eyes very loudly as I danced to the song. Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep If I shall die before I 'wake I pray the Lord my soul to take I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I've tasted blood and it is sweet

"Ah, ah, ah... Save me, save me! Who can save me? Pain, pain, I'm in so much pain! Please save me, or kill me, don't let me continue to live in this state! If I live like this, I would rather die, I really would rather die!" "Kill me, kill me! In my current state, can I still be alive? In my current state, I am already dead! Living like this is better than dying! Someone, come and kill me! Living like this, I really don't want it, I really want to die. Please, someone, come and kill me, kill me!"

I only had a year to find my answers, no distractions was a good way to start. "Venus, honey, are you ready?" My mom called me from the kitchen, as I opened my bedroom door. "Yes, mom be right there." I called back. Walking towards the kitchen, I was singing Famous Last Words out loud. "I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone, honey if you stay I'll be forgiven, Nothing you can say can stop me going home. Can you see my eyes are shining bright? Cause I'm out here on the other side of a jet black hotel mirror and I'm so weak..."

I’m Fine I'm opening my eyes under the sky that's so blue that it's cold The out-pouring sunlight makes me feel dizzy My breath is quickening, my heart is racing I can feel it so easily that I'm alive It's alright, even if it's not us Even if sadness erases me Even if there are clouds Even if I'm in an endless dream Even if I'm endlessly crumpled Even if my wings are torn Even if some day, I'm not me anymore It's alright, only I am my own salvation I won't ever die in this walk How you doin? Im fine My sky is clear All pain, say goodbye Goodbye My cold heart

He needs to remove them so we're not connected to this mess at all. He stays with me on the phone the entire time. As we talk, I have a hard time wrapping my head around the fact that I'm alive. I'm still here. Things turned out so differently when I thought that there was nothing that could save me.

Until I’m not being crushed by the fear that’s trying to consume me. This isn’t forever. I’ll be okay. Grandpa will find me. He’ll keep me safe. icanttakeit. This isn’t forever. Riley will find me. This isn’t forever. iwontmakeit. This isn’t forever. imgoingtodie. He’ll keep me safe. Keep me safe. Caleb will protect me. nohewont. I’ll be okay. noiwont. I can protect myself. noicant. “Riley? Grandpa?” I whisper into the void. “Help. Cal, are you there? I need you.”

It felt like I hadn't moved in ages. Yet, voices came to me through the void. "He's bleeding so much." "The baby is in danger!" "Quick!" But even at that moment, I couldn't do anything. I couldn't save my life, and neither could I save my child. Tears rolled down the corner of my eyes. I wished I had never loved you, Vesper. If there was a next life... I would destroy them.