You're So Far Away From Me Romane & Geschichten

" I would never let you fall, you know that and I love you in case you don't Know. I tried to find my footing and as soon as he helped me stand steady I gave him a hug and he hugged me back tighte " In case you didn't know I love you too and I'm sorry for being distant and distracted. " Told you I'm not going anywhere. For the past six months I've been working through my own issues too and the time apart helped so much .

moonlight shone on his face and I couldn't take my eyes off him. I didn't know what to say I just looked at him and bit my lip. "I don't mean to be this possessive of you but, I don't know, it seems like, it feels like, Everytime you're away from me, it feels like you'll never come back, that I might never see you again, that all of a sudden all this will vanish, you will vanish, I don't know it's just a feeling or what" he shook his head and I couldn't believe his words.

"Please,let me finish.Every time I'm near you I feel so happy like a little child getting excited because his parents are taking him to a candy shop" Sophia laughs. "What?" "Yea,I know that it sounds a bit crazy but it's the truth.Not only that but when I'm away from you my heart breaks ,I be missing seeing that beautiful face of yours,I always miss that beautiful voice and that beautiful smile.I can't stop thinking about you,everywhere I go you're always on my mind and you make me feel free.Sophia,you are an amazing woman and I want you to know that I have deep feelings for you"

Doesn't matter anymore. And I turned off my senses as I drifted far away. And from the distance I could hear a distinct howl...

I wanted to be the one that dispelled the loneliness. I couldn’t do that from over a hundred miles away. I needed to be nearby. I needed to be there for her. Trying to build a relationship from afar wasn’t working for me, and it was pretty apparent it wasn’t working for her either. I had to find a way for her to give me a chance to make it right. I know I could make it right.

My dearest love, For what good is a man without a muse? You are all that I breathe. All that I yearn for. What ignites my very being. I’m writing this for whenever you miss me. Be it that I’m at a distance you deem too far, or not nearly close enough that you breathe the air I breathe.

“Still awake?” I nodded without turning around, keeping my gaze on the dark horizon outside. "I can’t feel him," I said, the words a crack in my voice. “It’s like he’s too far away... so far that I can’t reach him. My body is shaking, and I don’t know what to do.” Callis was silent for a moment, as if processing my words, before walking over to me. She reached out, placing a hand on my shoulder. I didn’t flinch, though the gesture felt far too soft for the chaos I was feeling inside.

He paused as if trying to control his words. "I don't know Ivy, okay? You've been on my mind since the day we met, hell I can't even think without you popping up in my head once it twice, every time we pretend in public to me that's just me being the most real I can be because that's the closest I can get to you, I'm trying to bury whatever this is by keeping my distance but it's not working because you're here and, I can't even stay away from you". My mouth hung a little, "What?".

What’s locked away in that heart of yours? You feel so far away from us now. So distant, like you're slipping into a dream no one else can enter. What can I do… to reach you?’

“I won't leave you alone. I will take care of you from afar. Even without you knowing. Just looking at you makes me very happy.” {Amar Trixeon}