I woke up this time not afraid but confused , the voice wants me to find him or her , but it was man voice so afterall him ! , I don't know who would ever go where he don't know exactly is , and guided by a mere dream , a mere dream !!, may be I was feverish or ate too much , I don't know ..
I went to my mom's room , but couldn't find her , beside the room was a total disaster, I have gotten worried.
" hi Emerald where is my mother ,I can't find her" .
Emerald trembled and looked around her while pushing on her hand tight " I , I,... I don't know " and she saw something or someone behind me and started to run away.
"Alayas is in the capital , I sent her there "
I felt so frozen out for instance , I couldn't move or breathe, and my throat went on drought brought by just the thought that it could be , could it be .... , him , the mocking in his tone , is it him !!
"Mais!!! , is it your name? , I haven't seen you in a long long time ..."he waited silently for my response but I couldn't even move "aren't you gonna look at me when I am talking to you , what manners did she gave you ? That's what is expected from a lowly alohrian " he said with irony .
I am standing still yet trying to pick up the fragmented pieces of courage inside of me
" donnot say something like this about my mother ...where , ... is my mother , where .... is my mother ? " i said it without looking at him yet was stammering so bad .
he destroyed something in me , something wouldn't heal .
"I would have forgiven your attitude if you just didn't flater like a drunken duck "he said while coming closer to me , giving me the thunder coming look .
"look at me , " he graped me from my shoulders bluntly and roughly .
"you don't look like her , not a hint, not even like me ,I wish you were never born girl , you useless can't find anything useful to do with you ...yet "
"when you came to life , you made things harder with Asian , and if I wasn't here upon her order , you wouldn't have saw me at all "
"STOP" I shouted while pushing him away by both of my hands .
"you want to hear me without stammering ok, so hear me out clearly , if you come near or did you try to come near my mother or came to your thought to hurt her I will come to you , and I will hurt you where you have never been hurt before, I will hurt you so bad that you won't imagine , I will revenge what you did to me and her , your negligence, your absence, and your cruelty , a king is supposed to be a fair ruler with justice to people , the justice you didn't give to your family rather you threw us and panished us here to rote ,I , I ,..I hate you , I HATE YOU FATHER " I said it , i said it , finally , but WHY I AM SO HURT .
he looked surprised, and took few steps back , and took a look at me from up to down many times , then he let a furious laugh saying "you infuriate me , Mais "
"GUARDS, take her now "
"what no stop" I resisted i even punched one in his face and the other got the best kick where it hurts the most .
I ran to him but was restrained before I could just reach him with my extended finger tips .
he got scared and were conquered back in fear .
" WHAT A MONSTER SHE MADE YOU "he yelled
" but that suits you you don't know where are you going to , you soon gonna regret it that filthy attitude of yours "
" where is she ,stop ,"I screamed while resisting the 5 guards , restraing me by all their strength .
Not a princess would do at all right , but I was never raised to be one .
Three of the guards went the get the carriage .
they carried me while restraing my hands , while waiting for carriage to enter , but Emerald trapped in front of us , used my dress to stand while whisper to me "run"
" hey you "i meant my alleged father
he came to me angry " you need to ..."
before he completes his sentence " I am Muons "
And
on her signal
Emarld attacked the man who held my right hand once she freed it , I attacked the other one and pushed him to fall over my father .
maids came to help and I let my legs race the wind not looking back , knowing that I have got my back covered by my mom's alhorian maids , all I felt that time , all the betrayal and saddness, I turned them into miles and miles as long as I can go, no gates or guards would stop me at this point , my tears are flying behind me slamming guards horses following me, who is chasing me like unfortunate rare shaden in hunting season, the whole village near by saw them chasing me , villagers knew me , i used to spend lots of time there, some of them helped by stumbling them leaving only one after me , I suddenly stood and leaned down his rearing horse, jumped high , and caught him by surprise and kicked the hell out of him and took the horse and ran straight out of the village and into the dark woods .
I see none following me ,as I enter the forest, the horse became anxious and refused to go forward he almost threw me , I feared guards might catch me , so I untied his saddle quickly and let him run away , at least one of us is free now .
I entered deep inside , walking ,and walking , I noticed some branches moving , since when branches moves!!! I thought I was hallucinating but for my wonder I started following them , I heard guards screaming i became too anxious they will find me, and catch me , what to do now .
suddenly the trees started to to come closer and closer , I stood there amazed until I was behind a wall of moving trees I hid behind it and heard guards go away , i was reassured for instance .
I felt my dress being graped from it's selvage , a small branch graping me hard , making me move forward, so it is time to move.
While watching closely from the back besides monitoring their moves , I saw them signaling something I don’t know and their positions even changed, I felt that I need to leave this place imediately but all the gateways were closed , suddenly I heard aloud noise where a surprise ambush of people and gurads entered through the gates now opened and started attacking the royal gurads and defenseless people , what is happeneing , this is bigger than I thought !. It was a complete mascare , all running out over bodies , I looked up searching for Kalim but saw his throne empty , where is he ?? how can he be gone now ?. I saw them pointing at me I started to back off really slowly then I started to run quickly away with the crowds, but by the side of my eye I saw his sister pointing at me to them while leaving with her mother in peace with an evil smile drawn over her face , it is all her plan , isnot it ? . I tried my best to escape but got surrounded by many of them who were all focused
Suddenly Muons woke up from her day dreaming , was it really daydreaming ?she was smiling in happiness while stretching out but unfortunately she started to remember all so vividly...she was so shocked , that her eyes were so wide open that would let a bird nest inside ,she remembered that dream , it was so lecherous but thanks God it was only dream phew hahahawas it a dream this time , like the last time , remember Muons ???? I will just lay again to the bed , that quiet bad mattress I wonder how did I sleep on it so easy , it was so tough and rough I turned back to tidy it but it was little squishy , for a mattress it felt like a human , I raised the cover to find him below me all along , that is why it felt like human !!!!!I let a silent scream while putting my hand over my mouth to suppress it from coming out .seems like i was sleeping in his hug all night , so what happened and the kisses and me touching him oh my god what did i do ? oh him how could he sleep so peacefull
The air felt so intense, and breathing became labour over my bounding chest and specially being so near to him worked as a catalyst for my silly thoughts , how can I find him hot in situations like this ? Why is he saying that he will make me stay !!!!! i shouldnot stay silent , it is not like i am agreeing to him ."You can't make me stay , you don't own me your highness , I am not a mirror you buy and trash it and whenever you want to look at and whenever you don’t want to , you just ignore like it have never been , you DON’T OWN ME your highness you don’t , I am not YOUR thing "I said it to him while looking straight in his eyes .He intensly just stared back at me while smirking ."You can own lands , castles , armies and scared servants that are so afraid of you that they will faint to the ground and hurt themselves just to obey you , but me no no and no , me is another whole human you Don't get to own I amm ..." didn't get to complete my words to him but saw him getting low
Hitting his tough sturdy chest , with my sore back , felt like I had crashed into a rock. But with moist human skin , I looked back at him with a terrified face , on the contrary , he looked down at me but with a furious face , his anger that silenced my mouth for a moment , I couldn't bring myself to tell him the truth that I just wanted to see if it was really him here for me and to be honest I was just trying to escape by any way , so it was a baragin , yet a win win situation to me , and coming to think that I am looking for his attention I donot know why I want something like that from such a man .His raven horse kept running ,and I felt his grip getting stronger and stronger pushing over my frigid waist like he was so afraid to let go of me , that reminded me of that first time when we were together on the same horse , but it felt different , he was different .but the harder he presses, the closer I was to him ,that I can feel his chest muscles hitting me like drum dom dam d
I went outside the big castle where I sat on the green land over there , and laid my back to the fullest ,where i freed my hair to the swirling winds, and filled my lungs with the fresh breeze of the purple orchids dancing near me ,for a moment I enjoyed the peace , like I had nothing to worry ."Ma'am " I heard someone calls while taking his breath out of running.I slowly turned my head with one eye closed in complete laziness i answered " oh it is u Jewel ""We are very late , we have to go now , please m'am "She extended her hand to me but I was reluctant to take it , i didnot want my short timed peace to end , but I had to , I can't leave her hanging all of this time .Once she had my hand she started running literally while pulling me behind her , am I now a bag of empty pototas now she carries in hurry . like I am a young child who doesn't want to leave his grandparents but his angry mom insist on leaving and dragging him behind her ."Relax , what is going on , why so much
but I grabbed her at time .It was his sister , I politely apologised to her and kept walking on my path but she got clingy to my arms in fake sweetness that made me nauseaus yet i am trying not to judge her .she insisted on inviting me to her room for tea and talk , I poorly agreed but actually I just hated tea more than anything in my life and talk with her , we have just met ??? what do we have to talk about right now , and who would like to talk while drinking something bitter , in my country it is insult to drink it with suger , hope they don’t follow this role too here .We are sitting in this big cozy room , full of fur and feathers of poor ostriches which was put in huge pots in everywhere ,and also with the waving servents like it was supposed to bring fresh air but i cannt help but thinking about the poor ostrishes and for sure red roses everywhere too, yet so much red for my eyes making them twitch