Seven o’clock Saturday evening, Kara was ready and just as she came into the living room, she heard Brad’s car pull up outside. She had been a little late with getting ready, since she had lost track of time while training the horse and letting her mind wander on Matthew. Something she just could not seem to stop doing for some reason.
Kara opened the door and smiled welcoming at Brad as he came up the stairs in casual jeans, which was new to her. She had always seen him in a suit, except at her welcoming party, but that had been a more formal look. His gray eyes sparkled with humor, like they always did.
He looked comfortable in the jeans and the checked beige button-up shirt he wore. As he came to stand in front of her, he planted a confident kiss on her cheek, startling her slightly with the ease of the action; she was still not used to the ease with which people tended to touch others. Then he glanced over her outfit with a smi
When she had watched his car disappear into the night, she turned and went to her room. Changing out of her clothes, she got into bed to get some sleep, but sleep eluded her. Kara finally dressed in irritation and went outside. The moon was full and bright and the evening still warm and she saddled her horse to ride to the little waterfall.The water would help her to ease her mind so she could get some sleep. Perhaps once the ranch was running well she ought to consider getting a pool, but somehow she did not think it would match the magic of the waterfall that kept calling to her.She still felt rather lightheaded from the night’s glass of wine, but it was not enough to make her sleep or drunk like she had been with the champagne. She rode slowly across the field and soon found herself in the shelter of the trees. Impulsively, Kara undressed and walked into the water without even bothering to look around.D
He was glad that this year was still warm at this time in autumn. Matthew had gone riding when he could not get the picture of Kara kissing Brad’s cheek out of his mind. He had wanted to shove Brad away and pull her possessively into his arms. She was his. In her anger and passion, in her laughter and tears; he wanted her to belong to him and no one else.Business on the ranch had kept him from visiting her, though he had wanted to before now, but he had forced himself to stay away when he walked into the house late in the evenings. This time of year they all worked until late to get everything done for the winter. She had things keeping her busy too and undoubtedly she was also exhausted when she walked into her house in the evenings.He knew with her situation she probably had more to do and more on her mind than he did. And though he had considered offering her help he was not sure if she would accept it; she was
Spurring his horse into a gallop again, he charged at the cougar, yelling and waving his arms. The terrified horse was throwing its head up in terror and neighing desperately before it reared.The commotion set the cougar to flee and he dismounted the petrified horse and held it for a minute to soothe it, before he moved fearfully towards the still figure.Matthew hesitated before he reached out. Was he prepared to see her dead? Was he prepared to see the damage the cougar had done to her? But he had to see if she was still alive.Gently, he brushed the wet strands from her cheek and looked down at her. She was white as snow in the moonlight and he worriedly put his fingertips to the weak pulse in her throat. Leaning over he sighed with strained relief when he heard her faint breathing.Matthew methodically checked her over for any and all her injuries. There were cuts on her face and his hand came away stic
Matthew held her hand where she lay prostrate on the hard board that supported her back and neck. She was tied down and the bruises were much more obvious now and he wondered if they would be able to save her. He was afraid she would die before he had had a chance to tell her what he had intended to tell her at the river. The fact that she was still unconscious could not be a good sign.Gently he kissed her hand. He did not want to lose her now. Why had she fled from him like that? She had seemed willing enough when he had kissed her. Had he read her signals wrong? He had not even done more than just enjoy the feel of her skin and the taste of her kiss; what had driven her to run away?Was all this his fault? It had to be! She would never ride like that, unless something had upset her badly. He looked at the slither of rock that was still protruding from her back; stained with her blood. There had
“What’s wrong with her, why can’t she talk?” Matthew asked with worry thick in his voice; his face and eyes mirroring his anxiety.“It could be that she’s just a little confused.” The nurse answered calmly. “If she hasn’t talked by the time the doctor comes, we’ll have him take a look.”“Ok.” He answered uncertainly as he still held her hand while he shuffled from one foot to the other in his nervousness.His tone made Kara look at him again and she took in his appearance for the first time. He was bare-chested, though he did not seem to realize it. He had a day old beard shadowing his face, his eyes looked haunted and he was still gently holding her hand. As if he had been here since her accident; never considering that he ought to go home and change.What was wrong with him? She could not understand his reactions. Vaguely she rea
The doctor indicated for a stunned Matthew to follow him before he retreated. Matthew obeyed and stood outside, waiting for the doctor to finish the sentence he had started. He knew there was important information, but he had been so stunned by Kara’s reaction that he had frozen for a moment. But then, how would he react if he were in her position?“Mr. Daniels, I need you to understand that the feeling in her feet is a good sign. It could mean that with therapy, she might be able to walk again. But it will take a lot of work on her side. And she will need your support. It will be a difficult road to recovery and she needs love and understanding at this time.”T
He stepped inside and stuck a smile on his face while he placed the flowers where she could see them, but not reach them. “Hey Kara, how are you doing?” He asked lightly, but stopped when he saw the expression on her face. “Kara?”“Leave me alone…. I just want to die…” She mumbled without moving her eyes from the blank stare she aimed at the wall.“Kara, you don’t want to die.” He stated softly while he sat down in the chair. The expression on her face was frightening. “You didn’t give the doctor a chance to give you the good news.”
Matthew was miserable. He longed to see her, but he realized that showing up might make her fall back into her depression if she really thought that he was the reason for her state of health.And in truth she was right. If he had not walked into that water and kissed her like he had, he would not have scared her and she would not have ridden her horse so hard. It was his fault entirely.He had noticed his foreman watching him and he knew he looked horrible, but he could not get himself to care. He was depressed at his role in her accident and though he longed to correct it he knew he could not face her with the knowledge he had. And what right did he have after what he had done to her.The doctor had called him a few times and asked him when he would visit again, but he kept coming up with excuses. A few nurses had even phoned to ask if he would be coming in, but he would have an excuse ready. He could not face her accus