LOGIN“Have you completely lost your mind?!” Vicky was yelling at me while Kirill stood there silently with his arms crossed over his chest. Turns out she missed the kids so much she cut their vacation short by a few days. “You made our children lie that their own mother abandoned them! Me?!!”
We had picked the kids up from my father and were now sitting in the living room of Kirill’s house. The ones “on the carpet” were me and the kids, sitting with their heads lowered. Of course, all the backlash was meant for me, but the younger twins were also sitting there, glancing sadly at their Sony PlayStation. Only Soli acted like nothing had happened, playing with a new doll their parents had brought from Japan. “But it was just pretend,” I tried to justify myself, and the kids nodded in agreement. “It was like a game, and they agreed to help. Not for free, by the way!” “Oh really? A pretend game?” Kirill snapped angrily. “And is that girl aware that this is just a game? She seemed pretty sincere and sympathetic to me! Fine, your temporary flings are one thing, but why drag a good girl into this? She genuinely wanted to help you with the kids, and you?” Damn. I really have lied my ass off beyond belief. Looks like it’s time to come clean to her. But I have to do it myself. Maybe even today. “Don’t drag her into this,” I step in defensively. “I’ll tell her everything myself. And anyway, it was a forced measure!” “Oh really?!” Vicky hisses, ready to claw my eyes out. “What, were your pants itching that bad that you had to drag my kids into it?! I’m just shocked! I knew I shouldn’t have trusted you with them!” “They’re not little kids anymore!” I snap back. “Yeah, they’re children, but not toddlers like you still see them! The boys already show serious business instincts and a strong grip! They’re perfectly capable of thinking clearly about a lot of pretty grown-up things!” “Alright, you three—rooms, now, and don’t show your faces,” the blonde orders her kids, and they disappear instantly. Then she turns back to me. “I’m their mother, I know perfectly well what my children are capable of!” Victoria hisses at me. “Oh really?! Then why don’t you let them near tech and gadgets?” “It’s harmful!” “Oh, come on! That’s modern reality! And the boys have real talent for it. I’m not just talking about games—they’re genuinely good with technology. But you’re not letting that potential develop. I’ve watched them, and I can tell you for sure—that’s their thing.” “Of course! So they can grow up and create their own escort website and work there themselves!” my brother’s wife rolls her eyes sarcastically. “Well, if I remember correctly, that’s exactly how we met,” I shoot back just as sharply. “If it wasn’t for that site, there wouldn’t be these kids, and none of your family happiness either…” “That’s enough, all of you!” Kirill cuts in, finally reaching his limit. “But he—” Vicky starts. “I said enough,” my brother snaps, and I see Vicky’s face change as she takes offense. “We’ll talk to the kids later and figure something out about their ‘talents’ since we apparently missed it before. But Nazar, you do realize how messed up it looks that you used our kids for your pickup attempts?” “They kindly agreed to help,” I remind him. “But they’re kids! It’s not exactly hard to plant an idea in their heads,” my twin says skeptically. “Oh, believe me! The PlayStation idea was completely theirs—and probably their long-standing dream.” “Nazar, when are you finally going to grow up…” Kirill shakes his head tiredly.I see my little performer is about to come down to me. Oh no. Not that fast you’ll understand your fate.I switch off the light and step back into the shade, blending with it, becoming it.There it is—she got nervous when she didn’t find the client. But she keeps her composure and continues to seduce. No shame at all, touching herself… and doing it so beautifully, so skillfully it makes my balls ache.And—fuck!—she took her panties off so easily!I get it with my head that she’s an experienced stripper and being naked in front of men is just her job, but I can’t fucking handle it. My teeth grind, my eyes go red at the thought of her stripping in front of everyone… and not just stripping.I’m behind her in a second, touching her body, her lush breasts, noticing that I’m a complete idiot for not realizing earlier she’s got neat implants that drive me insane. Done perfectly, like they’re real—kudos to the surgeon! And all that for lustful eyes!Rage clouds my vision again and I smack her
Nazar Yartsev:The moment my runaway slipped off the stage after finishing her number, I snapped like a dog off the leash. The blonde whore who had been dragging me somewhere to fuck by the hand got instantly dumped from my attention, zero interest left.“So, you liked the beauty?” Alex asked smugly and sarcastically, grinning like an idiot and staring at where my Ann had disappeared. “Fucking amazing little thing! I fucked her!”My instincts kicked in instantly and I lost it. I came back to reality only when some guys pulled me off that unconscious dumbfuck lying on the floor. Around his smashed face, a few snow-white but now bloody teeth were scattered. That bastard won’t be smiling pretty anytime soon.I see security rush in right away, two massive bouncers. They were about to come at me with some cocky complaint, but then they recognized me and immediately backed off, toning it down.“Mr. Yartsev, why like that?” Valera said with a hint of reproach, looking at me respectfully. Val
Suddenly, I feel Shade step up behind me, close. And again that intoxicating scent, my personal drug. Something inside me trembles, my whole body reacting as I remember those green eyes.A hot hand touches my stomach, and heat floods between my legs. Then a second hand joins, sliding upward to my breasts, squeezing them firmly, skillfully tracing my sensitive areolas.Ksyusha was right. If this is Shade’s aura, no wonder women line up for him. Without even seeing his face, I’m already ready for anything he wants. Ready to even… forget Nazar.He said he loved me, and I saw it, felt it. He meant it. Because… I felt the same. And I know a man like Nazar wouldn’t let me go easily. But I couldn’t ruin his life. I’m not the one he deserves. Sooner or later, he’ll forget me and move on, find someone honest, someone clean. Me? I’m useless, with so many skeletons in my closet they’re about to start falling out. The truth will come out eventually, and I don’t want to see disgust in his eyes.
After changing into another stage outfit, I head toward the required room, but for some reason I freeze at the entrance, unable to make myself open the door leading to the mini stage with the pole. Some strange worrying crashes over me, goosebumps racing across my skin. Maybe it’s just post-adrenaline jitters?Taking a deep breath, I force myself past the nerves and step inside. Near the door, behind a small curtain, there’s a laptop, and I turn on the music I need.Ksyusha painted such a vivid picture of the man waiting for me that I decided to perform one of my more difficult, but very effective dances. For some reason, I wanted to impress this spoiled god of depravity. So, dressed in an outfit with an oriental vibe, I turn on Amanati – Moh.The first chords hit, and I slowly step out to the pole. Outwardly, nothing shows, but inside me there’s a full-blown storm of sensations. A strange fear mixed with anticipation. Like I’m not dancing for a man, but in the same cage with a hungry
Putting a very clear full stop to anything between me and Nazar, I didn’t think it would hit me this damn hard. After the brunet drove me “home,” I kind of slipped into a haze and don’t even remember how I called a taxi and ended up in my real apartment. Heavy, depressing thoughts rushed through me like a hurricane, because with Nazar it had been incredible, in every sense. That’s a rare thing for me.I completely lost my appetite, became scattered, and half the time I don’t even hear what people say to me, because I’m constantly stuck in my own head… in memories. Nazar is everywhere.Sometimes I swear I hear his pleasant voice, but the moment I try to find where it’s coming from, I realize it’s just my imagination. When the hell did I get so used to him? At what point did he sink into my skin, my thoughts, my feelings this deep?I suddenly stopped talking to my mom and Kirill, which has my mother seriously worried. She doesn’t understand this sudden change at all. Even Kir called m
Fueled by ridiculous motivation and enthusiasm, I barely slept half the night, digging through the endless depths of the internet, trying to find as much information as possible about Nazar’s problem. I can’t even explain why exactly, but I wanted to be useful to him, wanted to ease the man’s inner struggles as a father. I saw how much this topic bothered and unsettled him, and I genuinely felt sorry for him, just on a human level.After digging around, I actually found a few pretty interesting and clearly written materials. I downloaded them and even went as far as printing them out.We had a date planned for today, and so I wouldn’t have to drag this whole damn stack around in the evening, I decided to stop by Nazar’s workplace, his shop, and give him the materials in advance. He mentioned yesterday that he had a busy workday today, so I figured I’d just drop in for a minute.Though, if I’m being honest, I just wanted to see him again. Yesterday’s kiss and the desire it sparked kee







