LOGINI blinked hard, trying to clear the haze from my eyes. I whispered Jackson’s name one more time, but got no answer. The guy standing in front of me looked taller than I remembered, and he was breathing hard, almost panting. His face stayed hidden in the shadows the hallway light was just as dim as the one inside the room.
While I was still trying to figure out if this was really him, he stepped forward and pushed his way into the room. I reached out quickly to steady him in case he lost his balance. “Jackson, you okay?” I asked softly. I was pretty drunk myself, so the question probably applied to me too. He let out a low groan, and the sound didn’t feel familiar at all. Before I could think straight, he grabbed my wrist, spun me around, and pressed me against the wall. My bare back hit the cold surface, and I shivered. I still couldn’t see his face clearly, but I could feel his eyes locked on me. Another shiver ran down my spine. “Help… help me,” he whispered, leaning in so close that his breath brushed my cheek. Was I drunker than I thought, or had I really never noticed how deep and sexy Jackson’s voice could sound? “I… need your help,” he said again, his words rough with something I couldn’t quite name. He pinned my hands to the wall on either side of me and dragged his lips across my cheek. I breathed him in rich, spicy, pure male and every thought in my head just melted away. I opened my mouth to tell him something felt off, that this didn’t feel like Jackson, but the second my lips parted, he kissed me hard. Heat and electricity shot through my entire body. If he hadn’t been holding me up, I would’ve melted straight to the floor. My brain turned to mush, but somewhere in the back of my mind, I still knew this wasn’t him. I moaned against his mouth and tried to push him away, but the alcohol had made me weak and he was too strong. The more I resisted, the deeper and hungrier his kiss became. His tongue slid in and tangled with mine. Warmth pooled low in my belly, thick and urgent. He made a rough sound in his throat and slid his hands down my back. All the worry and frustration I’d been carrying just dissolved as we kissed. My skin felt like it was on fire. Every place he touched turned the heat up even higher. I could feel myself throbbing as he pressed his body against mine. God, I had never been this turned on before. Never wanted anyone this badly. I told myself it was just the champagne talking. He lifted me like I weighed nothing and carried me over to the bed. He dropped me onto the mattress a little roughly, and in seconds my clothes were gone ripped away. My chest rose and fell fast while I yanked his shirt and pants off him. He groaned. I whimpered. A sliver of light from the hallway cut across the room for a second, and I caught the sharp, intense look in his eyes. My stomach flipped hard, and the ache between my legs grew almost painful. “Fuck,” he growled as he came down on top of me. He was completely naked now, his cock right there, teasing my wet entrance. My mind was nothing but a hazy, horny mess, and the only thing I wanted in the world was to feel him inside me. There was no slow teasing, no soft words. He thrust in hard and I cried out. “Christ,” he hissed through clenched teeth as he started moving. My nipples were so tight they felt like they could cut glass, and every time they brushed his chest I couldn’t stop the moans from spilling out. After that, everything started to blur. Our sounds filled the room, and the only clear thing left was the soft glow from the corner lamp. **NEXT MORNING** What the hell is this? Something soft but solid… it actually feels kind of nice. My eyes snapped open when I felt a heavy arm draped across my stomach. The first thing I saw was a head of thick black hair. A man’s head. Wait what? Why was there a guy in my bed? I winced and sat up fast, looking around in total confusion. This wasn’t my room. Where was I Anniversary. Jackson. Drunk. Kissing. Pieces of last night came rushing back in jagged flashes, and my head started to pound. I groaned and pressed my fingers to my temple. Then I heard a deep, sleepy sound beside me. I’d almost forgotten about him. I turned my head and there he was, sleeping peacefully on his side, back turned to me. His bare body looked amazing in the morning light, and for a second I actually wanted to reach out and touch him. Then reality crashed in. Jackson didn’t have black hair. He had sandy blond hair. Every drop of color drained from my face. The man lying next to me wasn’t Jackson. Shit. Holy crap. Had I really slept with a stranger? No. No way. How could I have done that? I hissed under my breath and spotted the empty champagne bottle lying on the carpet. I never should’ve drunk that much I knew my tolerance was terrible. The memory of him kissing me so suddenly, so hungrily, flashed through my mind and my cheeks burned. I’d known he wasn’t Jackson even in the moment, but I’d been so turned on I didn’t care. Nothing changed the fact that I had cheated on Jackson. I CHEATED ON HIM. God, what was I supposed to do now? He would never forgive me. While I was spiraling, my phone started ringing on the couch. My heart jumped into my throat. I scrambled out of bed and grabbed it. The guy was still dead asleep, breathing slow and steady. Clara’s name flashed on the screen. I answered, trying to keep the panic out of my voice. “Hey.” It was only seven in the morning. I couldn’t figure out why she’d be calling this early. “Elara! Please tell me Jackson is with you right now?” She sounded rushed and worried. Did she somehow know? I swallowed hard. “No… he never showed up last night. Why? What’s wrong?” “Damn it! You’re not going to believe this, but you need to hear it. Elara, Jackson is here at this hotel. With another woman!” For a second my brain just went blank. Had I heard her right? “Jackson’s here?” I asked, still not sure I believed it. Clara confirmed he was. A cold wave of hurt washed over me and my whole body started to go numb. “You have to come see it for yourself! Room 207 hurry!” The line went dead. Jackson was here, but with someone else. I wouldn’t have taken Clara’s word on something this big if it came from anyone else, but she wouldn’t joke about it first thing in the morning. Was he really cheating on me? The guilt I’d felt a few minutes ago suddenly turned ice-cold. I took a couple of deep breaths and tried to steady myself. There was no proof yet. I needed to see it with my own eyes. I was completely naked, so I had to get dressed fast. I hunted for the gold satin dress I’d worn last night. It was ripped to pieces and totally unwearable. Damn him. That dress had cost me over seven hundred dollars. I didn’t have time to wake the guy up and yell. I pulled on the spare jeans and t-shirt I’d packed yesterday. Five minutes later I was out the door, phone and purse in hand. The elevator ride felt endless. My heart hammered louder the closer I got. I found room 207 and spotted Clara waiting in the hall. She saw me and waved me over quickly. I was still praying this was all some kind of mistake as I hurried toward her. “He’s in there with another woman,” Clara said, her face twisted in disgust. My palms were slick with sweat. I swallowed the thick lump in my throat, stomach knotting tighter. I knocked on the door. The few seconds I waited felt like forever. Then the door swung open and a woman with gorgeous ginger hair stood there. A flicker of relief hit me when I saw her. “Can I help you?” she asked, frowning slightly. “I…” I started, but then a familiar voice drifted out from inside the room and my knees almost gave out. “Hunnie, who is it?”I hadn’t kept up with any of my high school friends except for Clara Bennett. It still caught me off guard sometimes, how we’d stayed close through all the hard times. When her parents split and she fell apart senior year, I never left her side. And when my own parents kicked me out six years ago after finding out I was pregnant with Leo, Clara was the only one I could turn to.Now my best friend was getting married. I couldn’t stop smiling as she told me every little detail about Nathaniel Carter’s proposal.I was genuinely thrilled for her. Clara had been through so many awful relationships. Her taste in guys had been terrible, and the moment she finally swore off love, she met Nathaniel.“Are you crying?” she asked. I cried even harder—happy tears this time. My best friend was finally getting married. “Stop it! You’re going to make me cry too!” she pouted, her voice already cracking.“I’m so happy for you, Clara! I wish I could hug you right now!”“You will soon!” she said with a p
**SIX YEARS LATER**“It looks gorgeous!” Freya Evergreen beamed as she admired her reflection in the mirror. The smoky eyes, sculpted cheekbones, and soft nude lipstick gave her that expensive, polished glow that always turned heads.She turned to me with a bright smile. “I love what you did! If you weren’t always so busy, I’d steal you as my personal makeup artist in a heartbeat.”I laughed softly and ran my fingers through her dark hair, smoothing a few stray strands. She was all set for the runway, and I was relieved my part was almost done. I glanced at my watch, feeling the anticipation build. Just one more hour and I could finally breathe.“Elara! I need you over here!” Josh Murray, the fashion world’s golden boy, called out. I excused myself from Freya and hurried over. Backstage was pure chaos—models rushing around, stylists scrambling, everyone on edge.“Not too bold, keep it balanced with the dress, okay?” he said quickly. I nodded with a smile as he moved on to the next gir
“…what were you doing at the hospital? What abortion?” Mom’s voice was shaking so hard it filled my ear.“Mom, calm down. I’ll explain everything, I promise. I’ll tell you tonight when I come over for dinner.”“You really know how to give me a heart attack. Fine. Just come early,” she sighed.“Bye, Mom. Love you.”“Love you, Elara.” I hung up and let out a long groan. Oh God, what was I supposed to do now? What was I even going to say to them? How would they react when I told them I was pregnant?And the worst part? I had no idea who the father was. If I hadn’t stopped the doctor at the very last second, the abortion would already be done.When I went in for the procedure, everything was moving along like it should. But the moment I felt that tiny life growing inside me, something shifted. I don’t know what came over me, but I grabbed the doctor’s wrist right before she could inject the syringe.I didn’t regret stopping her. For a minute or two afterward I did, but then it hit me what
I watched the kids tearing around the field, chasing the football like it was the most important thing in the world. Their shouts and laughs filled the air, and something about it warmed me from the inside. Just seeing their huge grins and hearing all that pure joy made me smile without even trying.“Pass it! Hurry up!” Rees, the little seven-year-old, bossed his teammate.Phineas kicked the ball over and, in a flash, Rees slammed it into the goal. His whole team exploded into cheers as they won.“Hey, boys!” I called out, loud enough to carry. All twelve heads whipped around, eyes bright with that kid kind of hope. “I brought gifts! Come on over!” They raced toward me like it was Christmas morning and I couldn’t help laughing. “Okay, line up nice and straight.”They did it right away. It still surprised me how quickly they listened now. I remembered when I first started volunteering here—these same boys were just toddlers. So much time had passed, and over the years I’d gotten to kno
PRESENTThe sharp smell of chlorine hit me and my stomach rolled. Even the soft lily scent of my own shampoo made me queasy now. I took a slow breath, trying to settle it, and kept walking toward room twelve—the gynecology department.Finding out I was pregnant had knocked the air out of me, but I was still clinging to the tiny hope that the tests were wrong. I wasn’t going to believe it until a doctor said the words out loud.I moved down the hallway, turned left, and spotted the sign from a distance. ROOM 12.Two women were already waiting. I was relieved it wasn’t packed—sometimes the line stretched way longer. One had dark curly hair and stood right in front of the door, arms folded, clutching a file to her chest. The other sat on the metal bench with a nice round baby bump.I dropped into the seat beside her and gave a small smile when she smiled at me. She kept glancing my way, curious, and it made me shift a little.“Hi!” she said brightly, her cheeks a soft pink. She looked li
Something inside me shattered the moment I heard that voice. There was no mistaking it. I pushed past the redhead and stepped into the room before she could stop me. In my worst nightmare, I never would’ve imagined Jackson lying there completely naked with another woman. But there he was.I sucked in a sharp breath, my eyes widening in shock. Jackson’s lazy smile vanished the second he saw me. All the color drained from his face as he scrambled out of the bed like he’d seen a ghost. “E-Elara,” he stammered. For the first time in two years, hearing my name come from his mouth made my stomach turn.“Hey, you! What the hell do you think you’re doing?” the redhead snapped, but I didn’t even look at her. My hands clenched into tight fists as the sheet slipped, leaving Jackson standing there in nothing but his briefs.“Elara… I..”“Don’t,” I cut him off, disgust thick in my voice. He took a step toward me and I threw my hand up. “Don’t you dare come any closer.”Every muscle in my body stay







