Mag-log inIn the quiet, spacious room, tucked in the comfort of warm blankets, Alex sleeps peacefully under the effect of medicines. My fingers thread through his hair, soft and slow as guilt swallows me whole.
“Mommy loves you, baby,” I whisper, placing a gentle kiss on his forehead before I quietly leave the bed and put pillows by the edge of the bed. Turning off the lights, I walk out of the room and head downstairs to the kitchen. My stomach growls softly but I can't bring myself to eat anything. Not after what happened with Alex and the noise I heard on the phone. Alex's scolding isn't what hurts me. The noise in the background and the instant end of the call did. Everything points to one conclusion. Something I can't bring myself to believe in. Asher has a woman behind my back. I inhale sharply and open the fridge; the light from inside falls on my face softly. My eyes skim over the bottles of beer and wine. I gulp, carelessly reaching for it but the moment my mind swirls back to Alex, I stop and put it back. Instead I grab a box of dessert. I walk out, into the dark living room and sit down. The first bite of chocolate cake consumes my taste buds. I hum in delight, momentarily forgetting about all the stress. My phone vibrates softly in my pants pocket. I fetch it out, expecting Asher but the screen lights up with ‘Rosa babe’ She must have gotten a clue about my case. I answer quickly. “Hey Rosa,” “Hey babe… what's up?” She asks, her voice lacks the usual enthusiasm which raises suspicion instantly. “Just put Alex to bed,” I answer, waiting for her to get to the point if there's any. “Hmm, have you taken a look at social media recently?” She asks carefully. “Not really. I had a rough day dealing with Alex's small accident– “Oh God, what accident? Is he okay?” She asks, panicking. “He fell off the slide's deck. Nothing major, just a small forearm fracture,” I sigh, putting the box down on the table. “It wouldn't have happened had I paid attention. God, I'm so careless,” I mutter, tired as I lean back into the couch. “Oh, poor thing. It's not your fault. Toddlers are always falling like it's set in their system by default. Besides, they have soft tissues and heal very fast,” she states. “It doesn't mean I shouldn't be careful” I say, wiping the corner of my eyes as they fill with tears again. “What I'm trying to say is don't be so hard on yourself,” She says softly. I hum into the phone. “Why did you call though? Did you get any clue on who was behind my kidnapping?” I ask. “Not yet and it doesn't help that there is no CCTV in the Bloodrose club. We checked the CCTV around the streets near that warehouse but I'm yet to figure out which vehicle could've been the kidnappers. Anyways, don't stress about it too much. Take care of yourself and Alex. Goodnight” She hangs up. I stare at the phone screen for a brief moment. Why did she want me to check social media? I press on one of the social apps, before it can open, Rosa calls me again. “Blue, I'm so sorry. I can't keep it to myself. Check the trends on tw**er. Just know that I'm here for you,” She says and I frown, ending the call before checking the trending section. “Scandal in the Limelight: Asher Vorozi Spotted in Intimate Moment with Business Partner’s Wife. ‘Z&K Enterprises CEO Asher Vorozi turns heads at a rock-pop concert in Las Vegas, being cozy with Ariel Viscot, wife of his longtime business partner, Dale Viscot. Below is a few-second clip from the concert. Asher is lounging on a chair while Ariel is in his lap. His hand on her thighs and she smiles so wide before the camera pans away. Shock settles over me. For a moment, I remain still, eyes stuck on the screen as the clip replays over and over again. Asher… My Asher… I stand up, close the app and dial his number. My calls go unanswered. My pulse throbs heavily, light pain surges through my head but I dial his Personal assistant's number. “Hello?” He says groggily, probably disturbed from sleep. “Hello, this is Blue Vorozi, Asher's wife” “G-Good morning, ma'am. What is it I can do for you?” he asks in a rush. “It's still night. Sorry to disturb but what's Asher's schedule for the next few days?” “Sir cleared his schedule for three days for family vacation” His answer spikes my anger. “Do one thing. Book a flight ticket to Las Vegas,” I order. I will see for myself how much further he has gone to break my trust and scar this relationship. .. Asher's assistant has already told me which hotel he has booked in the name of a family vacation. I bite my tongue too hard it bleeds but the turmoil in my head is far worse that I want to claw my brain out. I tap my feet impatiently as the car drives through the streets of Las Vegas. The city doesn't feel enchanting nor does the rainy weather excite me. The dark clouds are similar to the darkness in my chest. Any moment, it'll erupt. The car pulls through the driveway of the Hotel, the gleaming lights from the building cascade down on the pathway as I walk inside, heels clicking against the marble floor. I stop by the reception, fetch Asher's room number and head to the elevator. The soft mechanical ding wafts through the closed space and the door opens. I step out, walking through the black and grey corridor, glancing at the number plate on each door until I see the one I'm looking for. I stop by the door, the knot in my throat comes back as I wrap my palm around the doorknob. Hesitation lingers on me for a moment but I turn the knob and push it open. My nightmare wrapped with heartbreak welcomes me. The bare back of a woman and blonde hair is what I see first, on top of my husband who lies in the bed, bare and glistening with sweat. The sigh stabs me in the chest, waves of pain surge through me and my knees tremble under the pressure of this harsh truth. The woman halts abruptly, turning to look over her shoulder and the face makes everything much worse. Ariel Viscot. She smirks, moving her hair out of her face and clutching onto Asher's hands that are holding her hips. I tear my eyes off her and stare at my husband for answers. He just stares, not a single attempt to explain himself. “Get out Blue, he doesn't want you! Or be my guest and watch” Ariel exclaims, turning to continue her movements. Asher moans and I pull the door shut. Disgust. Betrayal. Pain. Anger. I feel it altogether. Tears blur my vision and the urge to cry threatens to consume me. With trembling legs, I force my feet to walk away. Why did he do this to me? What was it that took him away from me? I love him like he is my everything. God, he knows he is my everything, then why? Outside under the open sky, the heavy rain pours firmly on my skin. It doesn't help, only worsens everything. My thoughts are scrambled, his promises, laughter, and voice make my head throb. What do I do now? Unable to handle the heartbreak anymore, my knees give up and a cry tears from my chest. “Why! Why Asher! Why”I can't comprehend for a moment. Just stare as Agnor is lounging on a couch with a book in his hand while Ariel is standing a step away from him as though sneering down at him.They both turn to me. Ariel looks devoid of any expression. Agnor is sitting there with a calm that screams he isn't afraid of anything.“What are you two doing here?” I ask quietly, hand curling tightly around the doorknob from the tension that clings to me.“What do you think?” Ariel asks, crossing her arms. A smirk curls on her lips as she moves close to me.“Maybe I'm trying to steal your new husband,” she whispers.“Why? Did Asher fail to satisfy you or is it in your nature to be a bitch?” I ask, venom lacing my tone.“Aww, it's so easy to rile you up. Try breathing exercises. It’s good for the baby” She says then bumps her shoulder to me as she walks past. I look over my shoulder to her retreating back as she starts humming to herself. How can a person be this… aggravating?I flick my gaze back to Agnor
"No," I say firmly, my voice flat and final.Asher's expression crumples, his features twisting in silent anguish. His eyes glimmer with something between heartbreak and defeat. I hate seeing that look on his face but if he can't see the pain in our son's eyes, I refuse to see his."I know you're deeply in love with your wife, Asher," I begin, my tone weary but unwavering. "But the way you've done everything to keep Alex to yourself... I thought your love for him hadn’t changed. I was wrong. You're turning a blind eye to my little boy. I can’t even bring myself to imagine what she might’ve done to him all those days he was under her care.""I'm his father," Asher snaps, defensive. "I made sure he wasn’t hurt.""A father too busy pleasing his lover to notice his son's suffering," I bite back, the fury simmering beneath my voice. "That’s what you are.""Blue, just apologize and get this over with," he says, as if that’s all it takes to erase everything.From the side, Darren lets out a
THE NEXT MORNING:My eyes flutter open, for a moment I just stare at the closet as exhaustion still lingers within me. But my eyes widen, feeling hot air brushing against my skin, at the back of my neck.I glance down, an arm is wrapped around my waist and one under my head. I gulp, attempting to move but his soft snores make goosebumps erupt all over my skin. Heat radiates from his body from the way his chest is pressed against my back.My throat turns dry at the proximity. I turn to look over my shoulder, his hair brushes my chin as his face is snuggled into my neck.“Agnor” I try to voice out but it's barely audible. I clear my throat and gently try to remove his arm from my waist but he hums deeply, sending a shiver down my spine.“Agnor, Wake up” I say out in a hoarse voice. When he doesn't move, I tap his arm and call him again. “Agnor, wake up”He finally stirs and his hand trails up my bump to my breast, resting there. I freeze in response.“Agnor!” I yell. His eyes flutter o
BLUE: I gently brush Alex's hair as he sleeps peacefully, tucked under the blanket as his little chest rises and falls softly. I carefully leave the bed and glance towards the couch. Kate is sitting on the couch with a book on her lap but I have noticed, it barely interests her.I cross the room. She looks up and I can see the hurt still lingering in her expression.“Thank you for taking care of Alex,” I say softly. “And for not leaving him with Ariel.”Her brows knit, voice clipped. “What are you doing, Blue?”I blink, thrown by the question.“You heard me.” Her eyes flick to Alex, then back to me. “You have a son who loves you. Who can’t be happy without you. And you’re choosing happiness with someone else?”“I’m doing what I have to.”She exhales slowly, closing the book and setting it aside. “Agnor…” she starts, but hesitates.I frown. “What about him?”“He is complicated, Blue. How did you even get involved with him?”“He is a nice man,” I insist. “Gentle and caring.”Kate studi
BLUE:Asher stops at the door, his hand still on the doorknob as his eyes flicks between Alex and me. The light catches in his eyes and just for a split second, I see something raw there. Hesitation maybe or pain.I don't want to fool myself with the assumptions led by my stupid heart so I feign a stern face, lack of any softness for this man.“Dada!” Alex jumps up in delight.Asher smiles, one that doesn't quite reach his eyes.“Hey buddy”I rise slowly, my spine straightening out of pure instinct of protection for my child.“Seems like, it wasn't really a lie” He says in a sad voice. I frown, not understanding what he meant.“You and Agnor” he adds, averting his gaze for a slight second. “Of all the people in the world, did you really have to choose him?”“I chose you first but see what happened” I mutter.“You have little to no idea how sick of a person he is” Asher argues.“Not sicker than you who snatched a child from her mother and tried to get his wife killed” I utter out the t
BLUE:The drive to Tacoma city is quiet. Music hums softly in the car while my head throbs with countless nerve-wracking thoughts. Agnor had told me Asher will be there as well and although I tell myself to stay strong, I can't shrug off this uneasiness.After what happened that night, I'm not sure what game Asher is playing with me.“We are almost there,” Agnor says, breaking me out of my trance. I nod, just looking out the window and within the next few minutes, the car pulls through a big black gate. Inside is clean green ground flanking the driveway which leads to the house.A driver is already at the door, opening it for Carlos while I unbuckle myself and just as I reach for the door, Carlos is already by it and opens it for me.He offers me his hand, “Aren't you tired of being a gentleman?” I joke, taking his hand and stepping out of the car.His whole serious demeanor relaxes, “You want me to be bad?” He asks playfully. I chuckle softly, shaking my head as he leads me to the do







