เข้าสู่ระบบRIVER
I am sitting alone, munching on my chicken, when I see a familiar figure pass by me. I don't know where I know her from, but it is etched in my memory.
"River?" The voice comes out, and I recognise it at once. I look up at the girl as she slides into the seat in front of me, and her face forms in my head. "You came here? I swore you were going to go to Harvard or maybe Oxford; I never thought that Adlerbridge would be your choice. Her eyes are twinkling with excitement.
"Same here, Lana." Lana was a classmate at my high school, and we did not really talk; it was a surprise to see her here. I never imagined she’d make it to Adlerbridge. Not because I thought she wasn’t smart, but more because I never paid attention.
"Oh my goodness, what are you in for?"
"Pharmacy," I murmur, wishing she would leave me alone.
"Same," she shrieks as if she had gotten big news. "We can be study buddies," she adds with excitement. I am not sure if I need a study buddy, but I am hoping that would be enough to get her off my back. I did not know she was smart enough to get
"So where are you staying?" she proceeds to ask when I stay silent, staring at her.
"Manson's Apartment," I respond, and she nods.
"Well, I took one of the campus accommodations," she replies, and right now I wish I had taken the accommodation on campus. There must have been no way that I would get entangled with a boy. The only problem I had with that was no privacy; I'd have to be in the face of my roommate all the time, and I was not sure if I was ready for that.
"That is good," I said, nodding silently, hoping and praying she had company and would leave me alone. "I am so glad to see a familiar face; I hope we can get along."
"Me too," I say, trying to be sarcastic, but it was almost as if she did not get it, or maybe she wanted to pretend as if she did not care.
"I would be going in tomorrow to get all of my courses registered. Should we meet up?" I wanted to tell her that I had done it or that I did not want to do it yet, but I knew she would see right through my lie, and I would be at the department tomorrow.
"Sure," I say with a nod, and she claps too happily.
"Let me get your number." She takes out her phone from the little purse hanging on her shoulder that I had not realised until now. "Here," she turns the phone to me, and I look up and begging to disappear. I take it and begin to punch in the number.
"River," she says as she saves the number and gives me a call. "Save mine too, and I will see you tomorrow."
I almost say thank you when she stands up and walks away with a wave. I stayed there until I finished my meal and decided to walk back to the house just in case Taylor still had the girl over.
My phone rings, and it's my dad. I had thought that by the time I was speaking to him this evening, the roommate situation would have been a story we could both laugh at, but now I couldn't bring myself to tell him. I did not even know how he was going to react. I had never had a boyfriend all through high school, and he never brought up the topic. I had to steer clear of mentioning Taylor until I was sure what his reaction was going to be.
"Kiddo," he sounded too happy. Maybe he had been drinking. Knowing that I had been so eager to come to school and leave him all by himself broke my heart. I just wanted to come here because my mom had come here, and this was the only piece of my life I could use to get closer to her.
"How are you enjoying the experience?" He had been so adamant that a university was an experience and I should not waste it. I just wanted to be a pharmacist like my mom and see why she enjoyed the course so much.
"Fine," I lie because nothing about today has been fine. Everything seemed to be crumbling all on its own, and I wanted just a little bit of control.
"I want you to have a good time."
"And I am having a good time." One lie, and now an entire portal is open. I know it's only more lies from here, but I promise to make it all right soon. "Dad, are you drinking?" I ask because I can't shake off the feeling from my mind.
"I just had a few with Mr..."
"Come on, Dad, you drank last night, and you are there to drink again? Do you want to relapse and become an addict again?"
"River, I have told you times without number that I am the parent and you are..."
"The child, I know, but you can't be drinking, and you know it," I say. If I had been right by his side, then he would not have been able to sneak away and have a drink.
"I can take care of myself; you don't have to worry," he adds, and I have to trust him. "How is your roommate?" He asks, and even though I know it's his effort to try and change the topic, I can't help but feel guilty that I was about to hide a big secret from him.
"She's fine," I say, hoping he would not catch me in my lie. "The same Taylor DeLuca," I add nervously.
"I know you have better things to do, and I just wanted to hear from you, so take care of yourself, and I will talk to you later."
"Bye, Dad."
"Bye, kiddo." The line drops dead at once, and I stand on the pavement considering my life. What could I do to remedy this situation so I stop lying to my father? I walk a few more miles and stop right in front of the door. The motorcycle out front is neatly parked, and I roll my eyes.
Of course, he is one of those who would ride something like that. I open the door and enter the house, and I am relieved to find that the blind girl from earlier is gone.
"Sweetheart, you are back!" I stare at him in annoyance; of course he is shirtless.
Hello, Dearest Reader,
I want to be accountable and upload this book as many times as I should, but for the next fourteen days, I will be busy with an important project and program. So that I do not have to overburden myself with work, I ask that you accept one chapter a day for the next fourteen days, and then I will make it up to you as much as I can.
River is lying to her dad. She’s stuck with a smirking, tattooed bad boy. And now there’s a clingy classmate trying to schedule her downfall via “study dates.” If this isn’t a slow descent into emotional chaos, I don’t know what is COMMENT BELOW: Would you tell your dad the truth? Is Lana harmless or about to ruin everything? And most importantly… do you secretly like it when Taylor calls her sweetheart? Don’t just scroll past. Say something. Before Taylor gives you a nickname. Love, Your emotionally unhinged but still chicken-munching author, Zera
RIVERMy fingers were itching to see what Taylor had written in his letter, but I waited until the seatbelt sign went off and the plane was not cruising at the altitude he intended for me to read it. I pulled it out with shaky hands and began to read each folded line with pain and subtle understanding. Each word felt like a tribute to a part of us that we lost during that ridiculous fight. He dated every time he penned down a few words. Every word he couldnt say because i was too busy trying to pay him back to even see how much he was hurtingIt felt like I was peering into his soul and a timeline or diary where he recorded every single emotion he felt and why he felt it. ‘I don't want to stand on stage if she won't be clapping for me.’ I read those words over and over again. I reached out to him across the armrest and intertwined our fingers. He was pretending to be engrossed in the flight magazine, but I could feel his trembling hands against mine and how he tried not to look up
TAYLORThe wrap-up party was not a party like the team had expected. The director had a line of people who were ready to scout us, and I already had a few offers waiting for me after the vacation. River was eager and insisted that we spend the holidays getting ready for the auditions, so I did extremely well, and as much as I appreciated the gesture, I was not ready for that at all. “I don't want to spend my summer break working," I grumbled after her speech on why it was best for us to stay back and practise. "It's not working …" “I am going to spend the rest of my life working. I just want to spend fourteen days with you and you alone," I whispered and kissed her lips gently. She couldn't hide how much she was blushing and just hit me in the chest gently. “You don't get to do that." “I am going to live the rest of my life doing that." The house is a mess, with all of our things scattered on the floor in a mess. River had tried to convince me that she had it under control, but
RIVERThe high-end restaurant that Taylor's father had reserved. The kind that required you to have a membership to get in. Yet Noah and Hendrix stack three tables together and put chairs around them. I had never thought that I would find such a big family when I came to school here. I was sure I would be a nobody who would do well in school and give the valedictorian speech on graduation day, while thinking every other person who didn't have a good enough grade was just not good enough. I found friends, a family and even a super-perfect boyfriend. Taylor was seated between his mother and me, but still he couldn't take his eyes off his father, who was seated next to mine. My father was suddenly a chatterbox who knew quite a lot about Taylor and was ready to share with him. “I tell you the boy is a star," he bragged while taking a sip from his wine glass. At the end of the table, Elise and Hendrix are seated beside each other, engrossed in a more serious conversation than the on
TAYLOR‘Super proud of you, Taylor! I would be watching from the crowd, Dad.’ River is still holding the card, and her mouth is slightly open as she looks at me. I swallowed the lump in my throat and tried to act as if it didn't matter, but she already looked worried. “I am sure he is just here to see your showcase," she said. It sounded like she was the one who needed the convincing because I could hear all of the things she wanted to say, but couldn't. "Yeah," I nodded. I wanted to tell her not to worry, but before I could even make a word out, a loud voice cut through the air. "We go live in ten minutes, people," the director shouted, and the frantic energy backstage intensified. The thought of my father’s words was suddenly replaced by the reality of having to step on stage in ten minutes. Everyone was moving faster because in ten minutes the play had to start. And like me, everyone was panicking in the best way they knew how to."Here," I held the brooch up to her face. “
RIVERThe semester flew by faster than I thought after the first two weeks of chaos were over. Vanessa didn't come back after her suspension. She ahhed and gloated that she was transferring abroad, but everyone knew she was too ashamed to face the rest of her team members, and the guarantee that they would ever welcome her back was slim, so she took the right path. I was seated in the front row while Taylor was on stage with the new lead – Sarah. She was the unproblematic and humble girl who took Vanessa's part. She was talented, and watching her with Taylor on stage didn't make me nervous. In fact, it made me feel secure to see that he was just acting with her. The emotions were real, and once again, I was seeing how good he was on stage. I was busy putting the final touches on our first draft. That semester had included Caleb and me spending late nights together. We had found other students who were interested in the topic and turned it into a funny study group project. Our pr
RIVERThe hearing is silent, and Vanessa is suspended for a few weeks. Some students claim that the dean was being diplomatic because they couldn't deny her father's influence, even though they wanted to still act high and mighty for the public. So even though she originally deserved an advisory to withdraw, they were all playing it safe. I did not wish for her to leave school; I just wanted her to butt out of the situation. Mr Road and Vanessa are waiting for us by the door. Vanessa steps into our path with her hands crossed over her chest and a scowl on her face. “You think you have won? Is that the reason you are smiling so brightly?” she scoffed, her eyes red with fury. She is no longer screaming like she had done when the director announced she was going to have to step down from the leading role. It looked like she was plotting, but if she were wise enough, she would know it was pointless to try anything now. All would point to her if anything fishy were to happen. "Well,







