GIANNA
~•~ Brandon and I barely had time to spend together, but now, it was ruined by his bratty little sister and their supposed family friend, aka, Brandon’s best friend, who was always a little too touchy with him. I had hoped we could leave the house but now, I was forced to stay in and have a pool day. I looked flattering in the one piece I was wearing, but Bailey’s two piece totally stole my shine. I knew I sounded bitter and jealous but I had every reason to when I was sitting alone on the sun bed and Bailey was speaking with Brandon across from me. Bernice was having fun by herself in the pool. It was obvious she didn’t come to hang out with her brother. She just wanted to bring Bailey near him. I didn’t know what kind of expression was on my face, but Brandon locked gazes with me and his eyes went wide. Eventually, he dismissed Bailey and walked toward me, but the pest trailed behind him. “Oh, I almost forgot,” Bailey said when they were within earshot. “The only reason I came today was because you forgot your wallet at my place two nights ago.” I blinked and Brandon halted, turning around immediately to face her. She didn’t let him speak though. “It’s in my purse. I’ll go get it.” As she disappeared from our sight, Brandon turned around slowly, assessing my face. I was seething but I kept my emotions in check. Two nights ago was the night of my birthday party. He had gotten a call and he’d left and didn’t come back that night. I didn’t think much of it but I didn’t think he would be with Bailey. Then again, maybe there was a good reason for it. Maybe, he merely visited and didn’t spend the night at her place. Maybe I was still insecure about their friendship. “You’re not going to ask me what she means by that?” He asked carefully. “You’re going to tell me anyway. I trust you.” It was true. I trusted him. I just didn’t trust his best friend. As a woman, I could tell she had feelings for him. I didn’t know if he couldn’t tell but he wasn’t dumb. He closed his eyes briefly, looking pained. He opened his mouth to speak, but Allison arrived with a tray, containing a jar of orange juice. Brandon usually preferred wine on our pool days, but he quickly switched to orange juice when he realized I had a fear of drowning after getting drunk. “Thanks.” I took the tray from her and placed it on the side table. “You may leave.” She looked between the two of us, knowing damn well that something was wrong, but kept her mouth shut and left as told. I sat up and poured the juice into a glass, taking a sip, still as calm as ever. “Gianna…” he pinched the bridge of his nose. “Let’s talk later, okay? When they’re gone, I’ll tell you what happens, I promise.” A gasp was heard behind us and I realized the bitch was back. “Are you two fighting? I’m sorry. I thought he already told you about the night we spent together.” “Bailey!” Brandon scolded and she widened her eyes, trying to act innocent. I knew that she did it on purpose but it still did the job of hurting me. “Spent the night together?” I asked. I had tried to lie to myself that it was a mere visit. They were friends after all, but apparently not. “As in slept together?” “You didn’t tell her?” “Bailey.” He gritted out. “Shut the fuck up. One more word and I’ll throw you out.” One more word? He couldn’t even throw her out now? After all she had said, he was still tolerating her? Did he even feel bad about it? The thought of them having sex together left a bitter taste in my mouth and I felt like throwing up. I closed my eyes briefly, took a deep breath, and stood up. “Excuse me.” “Gianna.” Brandon held my arm, stopping me from walking away. “Let’s talk about this later, please.” “We’ll talk about it later. Excuse me for now.” Bailey rolled her eyes as though I was being dramatic and I had the strongest urge to pluck them out. She was acting as though she didn’t just tell me she slept with my husband; as though it wasn’t a big deal for my husband to cheat on me with her. “Please, G, calm down.” “I’m calm. Let go of me while I still am.” He released my arm slowly and I started to walk away, but his sister’s voice stopped me. “What’s going on? Did she find out about you and Brandon?” Great. So everyone but me knew my husband cheated on me. “You told Bernice?” Brandon sounded incredulous. “What? Am I not supposed to know?” “Stay out of this, Bernice. I’m not joking.” Bernice scoffed, disregarding the words of the brother she idolized. “You guys are so dramatic. Why are you acting like it’s the first time?” I whipped around immediately. “It has happened before?” “I can explain, G. It’s not what you think, please.” I shook my head. I couldn’t stay in that place any longer. I would actually throw up then. I heard Brandon calling my name as I walked away, but I pretended not to hear. I couldn’t even look at him. He said he could explain. How the hell could he salvage this?GIANNA~•~His day off finally made sense. When he came back yesterday, all did was wash up and go straight to work without even having breakfast. He couldn’t even look me in the eye.He felt guilty and was trying to make it up to me by spending the day with me, as if that would solve anything.I should have expected this. Brandon and Bailey had always been close and he was pressured into marrying me. Why did I think he would be loyal to me? I tried to be the best wife anyone could have, but… fuck.I didn’t want to cry. I knew he was going to come in soon and I didn’t want him to see me crying. He was an asshole. He always told me not to worry about Bailey but he didn’t just fuck her once.As expected, the door to our room opened and he walked towards me. “They’re gone.”I laughed bitterly. “Is their absence supposed to change the fact that you left my party, making me cover up for you, only to go and spend the night at your supposed best friend’s house? And your sister, who absolutel
THREE WEEKS LATERGIANNA~•~The last three weeks have been awkward. Brandon was much more affectionate than he had ever been since we got married. I knew it was out of guilt, but it made me think I made the right choice by choosing to ignore the affair.It was like the setback made our relationship much stronger. I hated that I had to live with the fact that my husband knew how it felt to be inside his best friend, but I couldn’t say that I hated the outcome of their affair.He complimented me regularly, ate breakfast with me every day, came back from work early, and ate dinner with me as well. Sometimes, he even bought presents on his way back from work.A pair of hands settled on my shoulders and before I could turn around, Brandon placed a kiss on my neck. “Are you coming to bed anytime soon?”Heat rose to my cheeks, knowing exactly why he wanted me in bed. It was just nine o’clock in the evening and Brandon usually slept late because he was always busy with work.“There’ll be art
BRANDON~•~“You don’t mean this, do you?” I stood up from the bed and approached her slowly. “You’re just venting, right?”“Brandon…” she sighed.“I am not signing these papers, Gianna. Absolutely not.”“What is that supposed to mean?” She asked, folding her arms across her chest, unintentionally drawing my attention there.“Let’s sit down and talk about this first, then we can come to a conclusion. We can’t just part ways like this.” I knew I fucked up. I admitted that, but I didn’t know how to show her my sincerity. I never wanted to sleep with Bailey. We were just friends, nothing more.Bailey and I had been friends since we were born because our parents were friends. While growing up, there were talks that we were going to get married, but I didn’t see her in that light. She also didn’t like me and later on, my father had a bright idea to use my marriage as a collaboration between two companies which was how I ended up with Gianna.I didn’t know Gianna before we got engaged, but
GIANNA~•~I lied about visiting my parents.I felt sick and was going to the hospital. I was still mad at Brandon so I didn’t feel like telling him the truth. He would fuss over me and make me forget that I currently hated him for getting his best friend pregnant while we were married.Brandon’s family was very high profile so I had to wear a baseball cap and a pair of sunglasses to avert attention from me. It was very easy for them to make up a story when they saw me entering the hospital.I pulled over at the parking lot and came down from the car, heading straight inside the building. I didn’t have an appointment so I had to wait in line for the available doctor for diagnosis.I spent almost an hour waiting and throughout then, I was wondering what my life would look like after I divorced Brandon. Definitely, the media would take the news but where would I go from there? I didn’t have a job. I had only two friends who were busy with work. How would I even start over? Brandon and I
GIANNA~•~I woke up even more tired and when my eyes fluttered open, I realized I was in a strange place. It looked like a hotel room, which was weird.Did I get drugged? But the last person I was with was Bernice. She had no reason to drug me, did she?I quickly peeked under the covers to see that my clothes were still intact. The jeans I’d been wearing were tight and my top was still on my body. It meant nobody took advantage of me, so what was I doing here?I looked around to find my phone sitting on one of the nightstands. When I turned it on, there were various phone calls from Brandon, my mother, my friends, and my sister. However, my eyes zeroed in on the time and date. It was eight am in the morning. I blinked in surprise. I had come to the hotel around noon yesterday. I remembered falling over when I tried to walk away but how could I sleep for over twenty hours?The first person I called was my sister. Thankfully, she wasn’t busy and answered almost immediately. “Gianna!” S
GIANNA~•~I couldn’t stop myself from scoffing. “What are these?”“You don’t recognize the papers you gave me yesterday?”My teeth automatically gritted at the attitude in his voice. What right did he have to speak to me in that tone? “What was with the drama yesterday about you not signing it? All I had to do was give you space for you to realize you actually want me out of your life?”My voice was laced with pain and I didn’t even care if he could detect it. I had complained when he had put up a fight yesterday, but that didn’t mean I wanted him to give in so easily. Couldn’t he try to fight for our marriage? Did I mean that little to him?I couldn’t deny that it stung realizing that he didn’t care about me as a wife. He just didn’t want to be the bad person which was why he resisted divorce and tried to apologize three weeks ago.I had given him enough grace, hadn’t I? I stayed with him after learning that he slept with Bailey twice. Couldn’t he fight harder? Why was the pressure
BRANDON~•~I hated the situation I found myself in.I didn’t necessarily want to divorce Gianna but it was better than staying with each other and fucking people outside our marriage.She kept insisting that she didn’t cheat but the proof was right in my hands. I didn’t even show her the worst of it. The one where her arms were around his neck and he was kissing her while his hands were on her breasts. I almost fainted when I saw that picture and I deleted it immediately, not wanting to keep thinking about it.I wanted to believe her but she didn’t even have a valid explanation.The previous day, she told me she was visiting her parents, but when I called her parents at night to ask if she would be sleeping over there, they said they didn’t see her at all. I was worried all night only for me to get an anonymous text very early in the morning with pictures that Gianna was cheating on me.Granted, it was done by someone that wanted to destroy our marriage but that didn’t make it any le
GIANNA~•~When I knocked on the door to my parents’ place, Sheila opened it for me. She squealed when she saw me, wrapping me in a hug. I hugged her back immediately, feeling slightly better already.After a while, she pulled away and stared at me. “You didn’t mention you’d be coming home today.”I shrugged. “Well, here I am.”“I’ve missed you so much.” Sheila and I were only two years apart so we grew up very close. She was bummed when I got married as soon as I graduated but it was nothing either of us could control. “Are you staying for a while?” She questioned, eyeing my bag that was flung over my shoulder.“Until further notice,” I responded as we entered the house and Sheila closed the door behind us.“What? Did you fight with Brandon?”“Who fought with Brandon?” My mom asked, coming out from the kitchen. My mother was a housewife and since she married my father, she never worked for money. She merely focused on managing the house and looking after us. She thought that was the
BRANDON~•~I slept earlier than usual. I wanted to forget about everything that had happened recently so I went to sleep to stop thinking about it. Due to my bad luck, I only ended up dreaming about Gianna.The dream started out good but it quickly turned into a nightmare. The opposite of reality was happening in my dream. Gianna was pregnant with another man’s child and wanted to bring the man into our matrimonial home. It was scary and frightening and it forced me awake.I didn’t want to think of the future but I also knew the press would soon find out about our divorce. I could already imagine the articles they would write about Gianna even if everything was my fault. I hated the situation I was in. Even more so, I hated the situation I put her in. I didn’t draw clear boundaries with Bailey and look where it got us.My eyes fluttered open and I grabbed my phone to check the time. It was nine o’clock in the morning. I sat up when I saw that I had gotten a message from Gianna. She s
GIANNA~•~“You’ve been through so much, Gianna. Come here.” Emily opened her arms for me and I slid right in, needing the hug now more than ever. “I knew something was wrong when your parents called to ask your whereabouts but I never would have thought it was this serious. I’m so sorry.”“Brandon is such a dick. He was audacious enough to fuck his best friend twice yet he kept giving me the evil eye whenever we came around each other. Such a hypocrite.” Tyler spat out. Brandon was quite insecure when it came to Tyler. He always thought something was going to happen between us, but now that I thought of it, maybe it was because something had happened between him and his best friend so he thought I was like him.To think that Bailey and Brandon had slept with each other once before we got married. No wonder she always walked around with an air of superiority. She knew she had fucked my husband already and for two years, I tried to show her who’s boss, not knowing that they were maki
GIANNA~•~I loved that Bernice was slapped but I hated that I wasn’t the one to do it.As chaos broke, Bailey remained quiet. However, I could see the small smirk on her lips. She was happy with how things were playing out, especially as she didn’t have to get involved. I hated Bernice but I hated Bailey even more. I barely had violent tendencies but I wanted to scratch her eyes out.I was low-key wishing she was involved in the fight so I could smack the shit out of her.“That’s enough!” My father yelled out but Sheila and Bernice were too busy fighting to care. They were fighting over the table so there wasn’t much physical damage but they still had to be pulled away from each other and I had no part in it. I was more than happy that Sheila came with me to put her in her place. “Can you guys stop acting like kids so we can have a mature conversation here?” He continued when their respective mothers had pulled them away from each other.Sheila came back with Bernice’s hair so I woul
BRANDON~•~I winced at the way Gianna’s mother looked directly at me as she said those words. I could tell she was very disappointed and I hated that there was nothing I could do to salvage the situation.My marriage with Gianna was mainly a business deal between our fathers and I had disrespected them by disrespecting their daughter. I hated myself for it. I hated that I was sitting in between Bernice and Bailey. I hated that I was sitting across from Gianna. I wanted her by my side, not opposite me.“The kids agreed not to give birth yet,” Gianna’s mom continued. “Yet he went ahead to impregnate another woman. How do you intend to explain this to us?”“Boys will be boys, ma.” I didn’t know why Bernice didn’t know when to keep her mouth shut. “If he’s close to a beautiful single woman, something is bound to happen between them.”“Emphasis on single.” Sheila attacked her. “Didn’t he realize he wasn’t single? Or are you trying to defend the fact that your brother cheated?”My tongue p
GIANNA~•~I didn’t want to attend a family meeting, especially one where the three people I currently hated the most would be present; Brandon, Bailey, and Bernice. It was called a family meeting but somehow, Bailey was invited. When did she become a part of the family? Fuck, I didn’t even know why I was referring to him as my family.“Gianna, why aren’t you dressed yet?” My mother scolded me when she came into my room and saw me in the sweatpants I’d been wearing all day.“I’m not going if Sheila isn’t going,” I told her honestly. Sheila wanted to be in attendance but my parents said it had nothing to do with her. Sure, my mom would be supporting me but she could easily be swayed. Sheila could stand her ground, especially as she hated Bailey and Bernice.“Don’t be a child, Gianna. This has to do with your marriage.”“What marriage? It’s over already. Or do you think meeting with his family will make me change my mind?” Even if I was reluctant to finalize the divorce, I couldn’t ima
GIANNA~•~When I knocked on the door to my parents’ place, Sheila opened it for me. She squealed when she saw me, wrapping me in a hug. I hugged her back immediately, feeling slightly better already.After a while, she pulled away and stared at me. “You didn’t mention you’d be coming home today.”I shrugged. “Well, here I am.”“I’ve missed you so much.” Sheila and I were only two years apart so we grew up very close. She was bummed when I got married as soon as I graduated but it was nothing either of us could control. “Are you staying for a while?” She questioned, eyeing my bag that was flung over my shoulder.“Until further notice,” I responded as we entered the house and Sheila closed the door behind us.“What? Did you fight with Brandon?”“Who fought with Brandon?” My mom asked, coming out from the kitchen. My mother was a housewife and since she married my father, she never worked for money. She merely focused on managing the house and looking after us. She thought that was the
BRANDON~•~I hated the situation I found myself in.I didn’t necessarily want to divorce Gianna but it was better than staying with each other and fucking people outside our marriage.She kept insisting that she didn’t cheat but the proof was right in my hands. I didn’t even show her the worst of it. The one where her arms were around his neck and he was kissing her while his hands were on her breasts. I almost fainted when I saw that picture and I deleted it immediately, not wanting to keep thinking about it.I wanted to believe her but she didn’t even have a valid explanation.The previous day, she told me she was visiting her parents, but when I called her parents at night to ask if she would be sleeping over there, they said they didn’t see her at all. I was worried all night only for me to get an anonymous text very early in the morning with pictures that Gianna was cheating on me.Granted, it was done by someone that wanted to destroy our marriage but that didn’t make it any le
GIANNA~•~I couldn’t stop myself from scoffing. “What are these?”“You don’t recognize the papers you gave me yesterday?”My teeth automatically gritted at the attitude in his voice. What right did he have to speak to me in that tone? “What was with the drama yesterday about you not signing it? All I had to do was give you space for you to realize you actually want me out of your life?”My voice was laced with pain and I didn’t even care if he could detect it. I had complained when he had put up a fight yesterday, but that didn’t mean I wanted him to give in so easily. Couldn’t he try to fight for our marriage? Did I mean that little to him?I couldn’t deny that it stung realizing that he didn’t care about me as a wife. He just didn’t want to be the bad person which was why he resisted divorce and tried to apologize three weeks ago.I had given him enough grace, hadn’t I? I stayed with him after learning that he slept with Bailey twice. Couldn’t he fight harder? Why was the pressure
GIANNA~•~I woke up even more tired and when my eyes fluttered open, I realized I was in a strange place. It looked like a hotel room, which was weird.Did I get drugged? But the last person I was with was Bernice. She had no reason to drug me, did she?I quickly peeked under the covers to see that my clothes were still intact. The jeans I’d been wearing were tight and my top was still on my body. It meant nobody took advantage of me, so what was I doing here?I looked around to find my phone sitting on one of the nightstands. When I turned it on, there were various phone calls from Brandon, my mother, my friends, and my sister. However, my eyes zeroed in on the time and date. It was eight am in the morning. I blinked in surprise. I had come to the hotel around noon yesterday. I remembered falling over when I tried to walk away but how could I sleep for over twenty hours?The first person I called was my sister. Thankfully, she wasn’t busy and answered almost immediately. “Gianna!” S