CHAPTER XIII (INTO THE DARKNESS)

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TRINITY’S POV

N E V E R . . . in her entire eighteen years of existence, did Trinity ever imagined na mangyayari sa kanya ang lahat ng pinagdaraanan niya ngayon. She had always had tight a security. And Xtasis is the same. Kaya hindi niya maintindihan kung paanong na-kidnap siya habang nasa loob mismo ng exclusive pool bar, where she would normally hang out and nothing every happened. 

She hates uncertainties. Wala sa personalidad niya ng tumaya sa mga bagay at pagkakataong walang kasiguraduhan. But with the situation that she is in right now, not only she was filled with vagueness, but also with fear…lots of it. 

“Ano na Reeeeed?!” narinig niyang sigaw ng isang tinig. 

Magmula nang magkamalay siya, matapos siyang madukot, ay nakapiring na ang kanyang mga mata. All she sees is darkness. Ni wala siyang ideya kung gaano katagal na siyang bihag ng mga ito. 

Naramdaman niya ang paglapit isang bulto sa tabi niya. Hindi niya mapigilan ang mapaiyak.

“Please…don’t”, she pleaded.

Dang! Ni hindi na niya maalala kung kailan ang huling pagkakataong umiyak siya at nagmakaawa. Matapos niyang makawala sa pang-mamaltrato ng sarili niyang ama, she never allowed herself to be in that same situation again. But now, sadly, that’s all she could do, to plead for her life. 

“Kung ayaw mo bata, kami na lang! Takam na takam na kami riyan kay tisay!” she heard another man say. Sinundan iyon ng tawanan at hiyawan. 

Lalo siyang natakot sa narinig. They already ripped her dress off. Hindi naman siya tanga para hindi maintindihan kung ano ang nakapintong mangyari sa kanya. 

Napaiktad siya nang maramdaman ang paghawak ng dalawang kamay sa magkabila niyang pisngi. 

“NO!!!” mariin niyang protesta.

“STOP!!!”

Sinubukan niya pa ring pumalag kahit na alam niyang walang silbi iyon dahil nakagapos ang mga kamay at paa niya. 

He pinned both of her arms down to stop her from moving. Ngunit marahil bigo ito, kaya dumiretso na itong pumaibabaw sa kanya. 

“AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!” she cried out loud as she desperately tried to escape his weight on her. But her efforts were all in vain. Masyado itong mabigat para sa kanya. 

Isinubsob nito ang mukha sa leeg niya, then she felt his disgusting lips against her skin. 

Mas lalo siyang naalarma nang maramdamang tila nagmamadaling bumaba ang halik nito sa dibdib niya. 

“Please! Stop! Please!”

Muli siyang napaiyak. Mukhang ito na yata talaga ang kapalaran niya. 

His rough hands made its journey down and caressed her belly for a little while. Pero hindi ito nagtagal doon. Agad din itong dumiretso pababa para himasina ng hita niya, habang bumalik naman pataas sa leeg niya ang mga halik nito. 

“Wag mo ako masyadong pag-antayin Red!” she heard someone shout. 

“Wag mo nang romansahin, puny*ta! Tirahin mo na! Kung hindi ako titira d’yan!” another man shouted followed by cheers full of perverted comments. 

She cannot decide which is worse, is it the fact that she is being raped? Or is it the fact that that is happening in front of many perverted men, like she is some whore on a live show?

Lalong lumakas ang hiyawang naririnig niya nang tuluyang sirain ng lalaking nakapakubabaw sa kanya ang natitirang bahagi ng suot niyang cocktail dress. 

he heard the sounds of him unbuckling his belt. 

No! she thought.

When he dived back into her neck, she felt his bare skin against hers. Patunay na wala na rin itong suot na pantaas. She heard his heavy breathing as he starred caressing her torso again.

“Please, don’t”, she said weakly in between her tears. 

“I’m sorry”, she heard him whisper.

Hindi siya sigurado kung tama ba ang narinig niyang sinseridad sa tono nito. She’s not even sure if he did say anything in the first place. 

Pero bago pa siya makapagdesisyon ay marahas na nitong hinila pababa ang bra niya, exposing her firm, creamy breasts. He immediately took one to his mouth and cupped the other cupped with his hand. 

Her screams of pleas and protests were covered by the loud cheers around her. 

She felt so disgusted by his hot tongue and thumb swirling around her nipples  at the same time.

“Stop! Please! Tama na!” pagmamakaawa niya.

Pero balewala ang mga iyon dito. He just went on with what he was doing. Nagpalipat-lipat ang bibig nito sa magkabila niyang bundok na tila ba wiling-wili ito sa ginagawa. At one point, he even squeezed one of her breasts so hard as he sucked the other’s quivering tip intently, to the point that it hurts. Napahiyaw siya sa tila pang-gigigil nito sa dibdib niya. 

His mouth still covering her now sensitive peaks, his one hand slid down to caress her inner thigh. His prickly hands went up and down there a few times until it had found what it was searching for. 

“NO!!! PLEASE HELP ME! PLEASE!” ubod ng lakas niyang sigaw at muling nagpapalag to attempt to stop this man from continuing. 

“Wag mo kami bitinin, Red! Ta’ena, bagal!” sabi ng isa sa mga audience nila. 

This man whom they call Red seemed to just blindly follow whatever he is told. Paano’y matapos ang komento ng isa sa mga lalaki ay mabilis din nitong ipinasok ang kamay sa loob ng panty niya. He had finally reached the very spot she had never allowed anyone to touch, not even look,  in the last eighteen years of her life. His hands were burning against her womanhood. He stroked the middle of her core, just like how he did with her thigh, up and down. Sa una ay mabagal, pero unti-unting bumibilis ang pagtaas-baba ng daliri nito sa gitna niya. Walang ano-ano’y pinunit na nito ang huling piraso ng tela na tumatabing sa pinakapribadong bahagi ng katawan niya. 

“Yoooowwnnn!”

“Sa wakas!”

“Bakbakan na!”

“Sals*lan na!”

Halos magkakasabay na kantiyawan ang narinig niya sa ginawang iyon ng lalaki. 

“STOP!!! Mommy!!! Help me!” sigaw niya ulit.

Her screams were silenced by his mouth. Pilit niyang iniiwas ang mukha niya ngunit ikinulong nito ang magkabila niyang pisngi sa mga kamay nito kaya wala siyang kawala. She forces her mouth shut as he tries to invade it with his powerful tongue. That wasn’t her first kiss, but it was definitely the first time she was kissed this way. And she is nothing but disgusted by it.

He squeezed her face even harder, making her scream in pain. Sinamantala nito ang pagkakataong iyon para tuluyang makapasok ang dila nito sa bibig niya. Gusto niyang masuka sa pandidiring nararamdaman niya nang galugarin nito ang bawat sulok niyon. Ramdam na ramdam niya ang pang-gigigil nito sa labi niya. S******p nito iyon ng paulit-ulit at nang hindi makuntento ay ang dila niya naman ang pinagdiskitahan. All she could do was beg for him to stop.

And he did stop. But only for a split second. Dahil awtomatikong bumaba ang labi nito sa leeg niya, then to her chest, down to her belly where he nestled for a short while. Maya-maya ay naramdaman niyang umalis ito sa pagkakakubabaw sa kanya. Mukhang bumaba ito mula sa lamesa. Muli siyang napasigaw ng bigla nitong ibuka pa lalo ang mga hita niya. She is all naked, kaya siguradong nakahantad na ang pinakapribadong bahagi ng katawan niya. Pero dahil nga nakagapos din ang mga paa niya, ay hindi niya magawang pagdikitin ang mga hita para itago iyon. It didn’t take long before she felt his breath against her womanhood. She was not born yesterday, of course she knows what he is trying to do. 

“No! No! Huwag! Please! Huwa—-ahhh!”

Ang protesta niya sanang iyon ay nauwi sa pagbulahaw ng iyak, nang maramdaman niya ang basa at mainit nitong dila na pumasada sa bukana niya. 

Nagpapalag siya kaya pinigil nito ng mariin ang mga hita niya nang hindi nilulubayan ang hati niya sa gitna. His tongue went up and down, swirled around and even went in and out of her cave giving her the most sickening feeling.

“Huuutang ‘na…magaling pala ‘kumain ‘tong si Pogi eh!” she heard someone say.

“Patikim naman!” may gigil pang sagot naman ng isa.

Nilubayan ng lalaki ang kanyng perlas. Maya-maya ay naramdaman niya muli ang bigat nito sa ibabaw niya. Nagsimula siyang magpanic ulit nang may maramdaman siyang mainit at matigas na bagay na tila inihihimas nito sa pwerta niya.

“Try to relax”, she heard him whisper when he buried his face on her neck again. 

“No! No! Please, huwag! Maawa ka!”

She felt the most excruciating pain she had ever felt in her entire life, as he slowly entered her. She screamed and cried and begged him to stop. Huminto naman ito saglit, as if he was giving her time to breathe. Mas lalong lumakas ang hiyawan ng mga tao sa paligid niya. But she didn’t have the time to worry about that for now. Sadyang napakasakit ng nararamdaman niya sa kaselanan niya. They said it would really hurt the first time. But she wasn’t sure kung dahil nga ba iyon sa unang karanasan niya o dahil sadyang malaki ang sandatang ipinasok sa kanya ng lalaking nagngangalang Red. 

As he started to move inside her, all she could think of was for the pain to end. 

“Tama na, please. Tama na”, she cried. 

“Shhh…it’s okay, it’s okay…” bulong ulit nito habang patuloy ang paggalaw sa ibabaw niya. She felt his finger gently massaging her clit as he started to build up his pace with every shove. Napapikit siya ng mariin sa sakit dahil sa lumalakas nitong pagbayo sa kanya. 

“Uhh! Sh*t!” she heard him cursed under his breath.

“Stop! Please, tama na…maawa ka sa ‘kin”

Her voice started to tremble due to the intensity of his every blow. Patunay roon ang malakas na tunog na nililikha ng bawat pagsalpok ng katawan nito sa kanya. 

“Aahh! F*ck! F*ck!” 

Naging mabigat ang bawat paghinga nito habang mas lalo pang binibilisan ang bawat ulos.

A few more strokes and she felt his hot liquid explode inside her. He collapsed right on top of her, his face still buried on her neck. Tila hapong-hapo itong naghahabol ng hininga.