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“ I am sorry …we tried all we could to save him but we lost him “
Those words shattered my heart more than a sword could , The doctors slowly started to leave the room but I was still in disbelief, there was no way …My dad was dead , I couldn’t believe it . “ Daddy …” I called out slowly walking to his death bed , the nurse was covering him up, I rushed to stop her “ No , No , No …You can’t do that …Don’t put that on him ! My Dad is not dead , Please …Let me talk to him “ I cried out , one of the nurses rushed to grab me but i shrugged her off . “ We are so sorry for your loss …” I was stiffened, they moved my dad from the room and i was left alone , it dawned on me that I was alone now , It was just me , all by myself, my dad was the only one I had and now he was gone , he was dead . “ He can’t be dead …He can’t leave me here “ I whimpered scratching my fingers on the wall . “ Lilly …” I heard my name from behind , it was Monica , My father’s best friend. “ Oh my baby ….I am so sorry “ She burst into tears wrapping her hands around mine , I buried my face in her shoulders, screaming and crying in pains , My body was trembling, I couldn’t stop my heart from racing so fast , I was sweating so much , my clothes were soaked, i was more than devasted , I was broken , my life wasn’t making sense anymore . “ We will figure this together…Trust me …We will figure it together” She tried calming me down but words alone couldn’t , I had just lost my father , there was no way I could figure that out . It’s been two weeks since the only family I had left me , I haven’t slept since my Dad died , barely even ate , I just sat in his study, imagining he was sitted right there in his chair while I read my Anatomy text book but today I was staring at it one last time before I leave turns out Monica figured it out afterall , she was taking me to that woman’s place . “ Lily we have to go now …” “ Monica ! I don’t want to go , let me stay here …I will manage “ “ I wish I can but that’s not what your father wants , he gave me an instruction, I have to follow it “ “ My dad wants me to go and stay with that beast ? The same woman that left me the day I was born , she’s not even human , how do I manage ? We are two different species” Technically my mother wasn’t human , she was a werewolf, it sounds crazy but it’s true , My mother and my father met years ago when humans and werewolf were allowed to cohabit, they fell in love and that’s how I came along but after the pandemic, Wolves were in extinct here and according to history , they left to stay far away and that’s how my mom left , she waited till when I was born and the moment I was placed on my father’s arms , she ran away , You might wonder why I have a good memory of it ? My father told me everything, he doesn’t stop talking about mother even I was tired of hearing about her but my father was so in love , he always made excuses for her . “ She had a career “ “ It was a forbidden love story “ “ Humans and Wolves became sworn enemies “ “ It wasn’t meant to be “ “ I know she would have made it happen if she could “ I would have at least agreed to what he said even once if she had made an effort to see me but she never did ,i know what she looks like because of dad’s pictures of her but she doesn’t know what I look like “ This was the woman they wanted me to start a life with ? “ You will manage , it’s just for a year untill you get accepted to medicine school…Just 365 days “ Monica said as she drove , I didn’t respond, My eyes were outside the window as i gaze upon the city I grew up in , I was leaving all of this behind to stay in a pack ? Isn’t that basically a village of wolves ? “ Can’t i stay with you ? I will behave …I promise “ “ I wish you can sweetie but you know how my husband can be and I promised your dad to take you to her “ “ Yeah he’s a jerk “ I scoffed . “ Raven Pack is no different from Centervile town , It’s better …it’s like a different world “ “ I have seen packs in movies , doesn’t look better than centervile if you ask me “ I shot back. “ Well that’s in the movies , I have been there before back when humans were allowed in it “ “ Hold on ! Humans aren’t allowed? So why are you taking me there !” I asked , fixing my gaze at her now , she gave me a weak smile . “ Your mother has a plan …” “ She is not my mother “ I retired back to my position. Monica didn’t respond , she was focused on driving , We have been driving for hours and since passed Centervile town and its neighborhood cities, She was driving pass lonely roads, bushes , trees , there were no sign of houses anywhere . “ Why didn’t she pick me up herself ? How are you going to drive back ?” “ Your mom is a really busy woman besides I am used to this road , we see each other once in a while …in a small house around …that’s where I am dropping you off , she will come pick you up from there “ “ She can see you but not me ? intresting …” “ Your mom isn’t a bad person …it’s just hard to navigate being _” “ You don’t have to explain! I am going to take a quick nap “ I leaned on the other side of the back seat , took a deep breath and I shot my eyes. “ By the time you wake up , we’d be in our destination “ Monica said , I nodded and dozed off . “ Lilly ….Lilly, Wake up …We’re here “ I slowly opened my eyes , the sun was shining directly into my eyes, I picked up my glasses , stretched and looked outside. It didn’t look like anything I was expecting, just a small house and bushes around it , there was a small river by the backyard. “ What the fuck ?” “ It’s our meeting place …it’s still wolf territory…Here you should wear this” She started bathing me with a perfume that smells really harsh but in a nice way . “ What’s that?” I said coughing . “ It’s to hide our human scent so the wolves don’t pick it up…Apparently we smell like one of them now “ She giggled but I didn’t find it funny . “ Are you kidding me right now ? Is this a joke ? Please tell me it’s a prank and we can go home …” “ I wish I can , I am gonna miss you kiddo , She promised you could come visiting once in six months , I am not greedy …that’s enough “ Monica laughed but I could see the sadness in her eyes , She raised me like I was her daughter and now she was giving me up for a woman who barely even knows what I looked like . “ Monica …I don’t want to go “ I whimpered . “ I don’t want you to go too but we have to respect your dad’s wish , he wants her to continue from where he stopped , She’s your mother …Promise me you won’t cause any trouble and you will get along with her “ “ I can’t promise you that “ “ I have to go now …I have an approximately four hours drive…You can wait for her in there , it’s safe …You will be fine “ Monica hugged me and we stayed like that for a while. “ You should go now …it’s getting late” I faked a smiled and let go of her grip, she waved me untill she was in her car and i waved her till she was gone . I was alone now accompanied by the sound of crickets, I walked inside the small house and it had just a bed , I looked around and it had some clinical items too,Was this an inn ?, It also had A kitchen with two chairs , there was a wash room too ,It looked like a camping house too. I dragged one of the chair out and i sat down , I didn’t have much luggages , Just a travel bag, my self care kit, My favourite fictional and Medicine books and some stuffs , Monica said I wasn’t allowed to bring so much and that included my phone . “ When is she coming ” I looked around and I found a clock , it was going to get dark anytime soon . it was dark in here so I couldn’t read , I just sat there , confused . “ This is what happens when you try to reconnect with a woman who abandoned you since she birth , how am I sure she hasn’t abandoned me here too ?” Staying inside wasn’t going to help , so I took my book outside , there was a log of wood outside, It was perfect , there was some evening light outside, I could read my book . Fifty pages in , the night was fast approaching but that woman wasn’t here . “ Monica …this doesn’t look good “ I said to myself,the evening breeze was thick and heavy , My body hair was popping up, I doubt if it was the cold , I was scared . As I was about to rush back inside , I heard noises from the bushes . “ Who is there ? Mom? Is that you ?” I moved closer. “ I don’t think it’s a perfect way to make an en_” It happened like a flash of lightning before I could even complete my sentence, It jumped out of the bush and started howling, I couldn’t believe my eyes , Was I seeing an actual wolf ? It was a huge black wolf, Monica did say it was a wolf territory but she also said it was safe , It was moving closer to me , howling . “ What the fuck ? What the fuck ? What the fuck ?” I fell to the ground, screaming in shock , I shut my eyes untill the howling was over and when I opened it , I couldn’t believe my eyes . It was a boy about my age , he had a blonde hair with eyes that looked icy blue, he had a perfect beauty, I stared at him and it dawned on me , he had torn trousers, he was shirtless, he was breathing heavily, Was he the wolf? He had shifted back ?? I was stunned.(Final chapter )Dear Diary…Today might be the last day I write to you from this room.It is my mating ceremony today…And Rex’s coronation.I thought I should write to you one last time before everything changes.I’ve been so busy these past few months helping Amber at the clinic that I barely had time to sit down with you.It’s been almost four months since I graduated from Raven Academy.Will I miss it?Of course I will.Before graduation, Rex officially abolished the hierarchy rule he once created. From now on, every wolf in Raven Pack stands as an equal. No classes. No ranks. Just one Pack.I was so proud of him.I also heard the council has finally begun discussing adjustments to the No Human Law. That explains why Aunt Monica is here today.The change…Started with me.Graduation was even more beautiful than I imagined.It was emotional walking out of Raven Academy for the last time and realizing life had finally begun.There was one surprise none of us expected.Clara came ba
By the time I got home, the sun had already begun to rise. The palace was still lively when Rex walked me to my car, but we eventually said our goodbyes. He had insisted on driving behind me all the way home just to make sure I arrived safely, but Anastasia and I decided to walk instead. I needed to fill her in on everything. It was still overwhelming… everything that had happened last night. Telling it all to Anastasia, reliving every moment… it was beautiful. I smiled to myself as I unlocked the front door. The smell of breakfast immediately greeted me. Amber and Aunt Matilda were already seated at the dining table, halfway through breakfast. Amber looked up first. “Oh, she’s back.” She glanced at the clock hanging on the wall before raising an eyebrow. “You guys partied all night?” I laughed awkwardly as I closed the door behind me. “It lasted a little after dawn.” “A little?” Aunt Matilda scoffed. “The sun is already up.” I walked closer to them. “I know…” I reached
Everything around us seemed to stand still.I could still hear the music playing somewhere in the background, but it sounded so far away. The only thing I could hear clearly was Rex’s heartbeat against my chest as he held me. His arms were still wrapped around me, and mine were wrapped around him.“Rex and Lily are mates!”Someone had shouted, and everyone was applauding and cheering.The musicians, who had stopped playing moments ago, immediately began again, this time with a much livelier tune.Only then did I realize…Everyone was staring at us.I quickly buried my face against Rex’s chest, wishing the floor would open up and swallow me.“You embarrassed?”I nodded against him.“Everyone is looking.”“They’ve been looking. We just had our mate bond in front of all our peers. You’re used to having milestones happen in public, remember?” he teased, referring to my first shift.“Rex…”He laughed softly before gently rubbing my back.“I think they’re waiting for us to stop pretending t
Rex’s POVIt was exactly midnight.I adjusted the black masquerade mask over my face one last time before looking at my reflection.A new age….. Somehow, it didn’t feel any different, it’s not like I was expecting a transformation or something grand , I knew exactly how this things works A knock came on my bedroom door.“Rex?” my mother’s assistant called from outside. “Sebastian is already here. Your mother is waiting.”“I’m coming.”I took off the mask, grabbed my jacket, and made my way down the hallway.Sebastian was already standing inside my mother’s room when I walked in. He was dressed in a dark navy suit with a matching mask in a different shade hanging loosely around his neck.“There he is.” Sebastian grinned. “You finally decided to show up.”I rolled my eyes.“Didn’t this new age transform you?”“It’s only been a few minutes. No transformation happens that fast,” he scoffed.Mother laughed as she walked toward us carrying three crystal glasses and a bottle of red wine.“T
It had been four days since Clara disappeared.Four days of searching.Every day after classes ended, we gathered together and searched until the sun began to set.We had covered the woods, the eastern trails, and the neighboring packs.Even old abandoned cabins that nobody had stepped foot in for years.Someone claimed they saw her heading toward the North, so we all went North, but there was no trace of her.Every clue we got led us somewhere, and that somewhere led us nowhere. It was always the same answer.As the days passed, people slowly started losing hope and stopped showing up. Some days we weren’t even many in number. They had started saying maybe Clara didn’t want to be found.Others believed she had already crossed into another pack to begin a new life, or even gone into human territory. I don’t know if that was said to spite me, but at the same time, I also thought about it.What if Clara wasn’t in wolf territory at all?“She isn’t dead… that is for sure. From what I know
Rose had packed breakfast for Clara before leaving for the Academy. It wasn’t much, just a small loaf of bread, some fresh fruit and a bottle of juice. She had planned to stop by the cottage first to make sure Clara had something to eat before classes began.The night before, she had gone to drop off the spare uniform, but Clara had told her she still couldn’t come to school that day. She had asked Rose not to worry about her.Before leaving, Rose had noticed how red Clara’s eyes were from crying. She had been sitting quietly by the window, staring outside, and somehow… that image had stayed with Rose all night.She picked up the basket and was about to head for the door when her eyes landed on the old clock hanging above the kitchen entrance.“Oh no…”She looked at the time again.“I’m late.”If she stopped by the cottage now, she would definitely miss the first lesson. She had already dropped some fruits off for Clara the previous night, so she hoped that would be enough.Rose stood







