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The In-between

ผู้เขียน: Annie
last update วันที่เผยแพร่: 2026-09-20 01:36:05

Two weeks into whatever this was with Adrian, Rhona still didn't know what to call it.

They weren't dating, at least, Adrian had never actually asked her to be his girlfriend but they were also definitely doing boyfriend-and-girlfriend stuff. He would pick her up from the library at midnight because she'd stayed too late studying. He'd buy her coffee before class because he knew she'd skipped breakfast. He'd kissed her deeply in the hallway between Contracts and Criminal Law like it was the mos
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  • The love I'd promised myself to find    What the morning brought

    The phone rang at 2:47 in the morning and Rhona knew before she picked it up.She wasn't sure how. It was just the hour. Nobody called at that hour with good news, and she had spent enough nights in hospital corridors that her body understood it before her mind did. She was sitting up with her hand already out, her heart going hard, and the name on the screen was the one she'd told herself she wouldn't be waiting for.She answered anyway."Adrian?""Rhona." His voice was thin and flat, the voice of someone talking through a wall. "I'm sorry. I know it's late. I know you said not to call unless it was urgent.""What happened?""Claire's in the hospital. We're at Mount Sinai on the east side. She started bleeding about an hour ago. They took her in and they're doing something now, and I don't know." He stopped and she heard him breathe. "I just didn't want you to hear it from somebody else. I didn't want you to find out from Marcus or from a text going around. I wanted to tell you mysel

  • The love I'd promised myself to find    The waiting room

    Adrian had been awake for thirty hours when Claire went out for a walk.It was almost eleven on Thursday night and she said she needed air. She put on the yellow raincoat and stood at the door for a second with her hand on the knob, looking back at him like she wanted to say something else. Then she just said, "I won't be long," and went.He didn't ask where. He had given up asking Claire questions about three days ago, because every answer seemed to open a new one.The apartment went quiet. He sat on the couch with the laptop open on his knees and did nothing with it. The email he'd started on Wednesday was still there, half written, addressed to his supervisor, asking if he could take Friday off for a family matter. The words family matter looked ridiculous on the screen. He deleted them and typed personal matter and that looked worse.Ken came out of his room in a t-shirt and boxers and stood in the doorway with his arms crossed."She left again?""She wanted a walk.""At eleven at

  • The love I'd promised myself to find    Eleven weeks

    RhonaAdrian said it in the end, but not in the way she wanted."I don't know," he said.Two words. They sat in the room like something heavy that someone had dropped and nobody wanted to pick up. Rhona waited for them to turn into other words, for him to add a sentence that made it better, and he didn't."You don't know," she said."I don't know if it's mine.""That's not the same as saying it isn't.""No." He looked at the floor again. "It isn't."Claire made a small noise and sat back down on the arm of the couch, and for a second Rhona thought she might say something sharp. She didn't. She just held the tissue in her fist and stared at the dark window."Tell me how," Rhona said."Rhona.""I'm not going to scream. I'm not going to throw anything. I just want to know how this happened, and I want you to say it in order, like you would to a judge."He nodded slowly. It was the kind of nod a person gives when they know they have lost the right to argue about the terms."It was August,

  • The love I'd promised myself to find    The things he didn't say

    *Rhona*Rhona woke up to the smell of toast burning.For a second she had no idea where she was. The ceiling was the wrong shade of white. The light coming through the blinds was thin and grey. Then she felt the sheets against her bare shoulders, and the ache in her body that was the good kind of ache, and it all came back like a wave that had been waiting politely for her to open her eyes.Adrian's room. Ken's birthday. The kitchen counter.She pulled the blanket up to her chin and stared at the ceiling and let herself smile, just for a moment, before the smile got complicated.The bed beside her was empty. The pillow still had the dent of his head in it. She put her hand there and it was cold.Somewhere down the hall, a cupboard slammed. Then a voice, low and tight. Ken's, she thought. Then Adrian's, quieter. She couldn't make out the words, only the tone, which was the tone of two people arguing and trying very hard not to sound like it.She sat up slowly and found her top on the f

  • The love I'd promised myself to find    The night we weren't supposed to have

    *Rhona*October in New York had a way of making everything feel like a decision.The leaves on campus went orange and then brown. The air got sharp. People started carrying coffee cups with both hands. Rhona noticed all of it from the third floor window of the apartment while she pretended to read a casebook about civil procedure.She had read the same paragraph four times."You know that book isn't going to turn its own page," Priya said from the couch, not looking up from her laptop."I'm reading.""You're staring. There's a difference."Rhona closed the book. "I'm thinking.""Same thing, with worse posture."Priya had a way of saying things like that, light enough that you couldn't get properly offended, true enough that you couldn't argue. Rhona had missed that in the first week of school when she'd thought Priya was just the loud roommate from Jersey. Now Priya was the person who made sure she ate dinner."It's been two months," Rhona said."Since what? Since you asked him for s

  • The love I'd promised myself to find    Distance

    After that conversation, things between Adrian and Rhona became different in a way that Adrian couldn't quite articulate.They were still together. They still saw each other. But there was this space between them that hadn't been there before. Like they were both waiting to see what the other person would do.Adrian tried harder. He set boundaries at work. He left the office by 8 PM instead of staying until midnight. He made actual plans with Rhona and kept them.But Rhona still seemed distant. Like she was going through the motions but not really there.By the end of July, Adrian could feel it coming. Could feel the ending approaching like a storm you see on the horizon.One evening, they were at Rhona's apartment. Priya was out, and they had the place to themselves. They'd ordered pizza and were supposed to watch a movie, but mostly they were just sitting on the couch not talking."Talk to me," Adrian said finally."About what?""About whatever's going on in your head. You've been q

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