100 Reasons To Live Novels & Stories

That would make sense If someone where to know the reason I choose the lake later. On my entire stroll to the lake, all I wanted to think about were reasons that would be worth my staying alive, just one reason that would make me re think my decision to end my life and want to find a reason, just one but as much as I searched on my mind and in my head, I could not find any. . . Absolutely nothing was worth it.

“Why would you do that stephany? You know the situation we're in right now,why would you drink now we have to do another checkup because what you did last night might even reduce the time you have left to live. how could you be so careless? I'm doing everything I can to keep you alive but you're throwing all that away” “Well I just wanted to live.I wanted to experience all the things because I'm going to die anyway. What's the purpose of staying at home? I'm trying to protect the heart that isn't even worth it. I'm going to die anyway Haley and you're not going to stop that, so please just let me be. I want to live just like everyone else”

another voice in Fortune's mind sounded more dominant, yes it was too quick, how can I just break up with Brandon then few days later, I accept Zack, my moves were too fast I should have given it time. The other voice objected, No...wait, in the first place, I had my doubts about Brandon which were obviously proved right later, and about what people might say, I have to remember that people will always talk, all the time. No matter what I do to make myself look good, they will always find a reason to say something bad about me, anyways I am not living to please people and I shouldn't care what others might say or think about me. why should I live my life to please people out there, no Fortun

As usual, it was a call from Natalie. Julian met my gaze as he parted his lips to explain. "There's no need to explain. I know you're busy with work," I cut him off before he could speak. However, my thoughtfulness seemed to have unsettled him even more. Desperate to figure out what came over me, his grip on my hand tightened. His ringtone grew even more insistent. Julian finally loosened his hold on me under my steady gaze. "I'll show up on our 100th proposal," he promised before hurrying away.

"Have you reconsidered it, Elle? If you don't like diamond rings, let's go look at something else, okay? I know everything's my fault. I was greedy and wanted to have cake and eat it too. But I just can't accept that… Can't accept that you're working so hard for your career! You're shining bright like a diamond… And I don't want anyone else to see it but me." Leon scoffed coldly. He was almost going to explode, but I held him back. I couldn't understand it. Was loving someone a good enough reason to make him or her one's property? Just because I was shining brightly, was that a good enough reason to clip my wings, chain my heart, and humiliate me however he liked? I firmly refused him again.

Her disappointment stung harder than the IV in my arm. "Shawn is the head of a mafia family. Ruthless and cold. Do you think a man like that would ever be gentle to a woman who tricked him into marriage? Do you think using suicide will make him care?" She scoffed. "Grow up. If you pull this stunt again, no one’s going to save you." No comfort. No concern. Just shame. I stared at the tiny holes in my hand from the needles and wondered when exactly I became someone so easy to give up on.

“Why?” I open my mouth to answer but no sound comes out, I've never questioned it before and I don't know what to say because I don't even know myself the reason why I do that. “I don't know...” I admit with confusion. A stony silence fills the office as I avoid eye contact. “Make your head stop seeing your illness as the center of the universe and start directing your thoughts in a different direction. Don't let the bad comments rumble any louder inside you”

One second she was feeling alive when her best friend was with her but now when she was all alone, lots of thoughts crossed her mind. “I have no reason to live. Why should I live? My parents are not going to forgive me, my love, for whom I risked everything was selfish, my husband who I fell in love with chased me away. And my baby…” she clenched her fist. “Even my baby left me all alone. How can I live now? I have no reason to live….” She stepped on the cold floor and pressing her feet against the floor got up. She felt dizzy getting up but holding her head tried her best to stay balanced. When she felt a little bit okay, slowly she began to make her way towards the door.

"Goodnight Daddy." He did not answer. But I knew this was only the beginning. I went up to my room with his taste still on my tongue and his fingers still burning inside me. The rain kept falling but I was no longer scared of it. I was scared of how much I wanted more. **100 Ways to Damn Yourself**

He is smiling a bit. "Oh, and also tell me one good reason why I shouldn't eat you right now!" He said and his face turned dark. It gave me a chill down my spine. My voice is trembling I--- One reason! I need one reason. O...one good reason. Why can't I think of anything? Will, Chris, Amber, Nora, Noah, mom, and finally...Ril. Everyone has a responsibility and a life so why can't I think of one reason why I have to live? My eyes started to tear up.