At My Worst Lirik

My name is Freya, I'm 16 but will be turning 17 in a few weeks, I'm a Junior at Belleview High, I'm part of the art club along with the photography club, I have straight A's which has always made my dad proud of me. I am finally out of that awkward teenage stage where my head was to big for my body, plus I'm no longer built like a little boy. Andrew is 17, 6 foot at least, with dark chocolate brown hair, the most piercing blue eyes i have ever seen in my life, with a strong jaw and the most perfect tan pink lush lips that I would love to crash my own against, he's built like a God and just his eyes can send a shiver down my spine. Everything about him makes my insides tense. He pushes me against a wall, pinning me to it while holding my hands above my head, his deep voice vibrating through my chest as he speaks with our closeness. Does he want me the way I want him? Can we hide what happens between us from our parent? I will risk it all for him. Will he do the same for me?

[MATURE CONTENT 21+] I'm not sure if I'm here, at the moment, I don't know if I'm screaming or begging him to stop as the weight of his hands on my back feels more apparent. Maybe I'm just helplessly drowning in my despair with only silent tears running down my face. Nothing matters because even my mind could not wander off and protect me for long enough to silently surrender to a horrific situation. "You lied to me, You lied to me! You said you wouldn't do this if I " The words slip away as I sob and cry out in pain. "Hm..”" Alejandro lets out a breathless chuckle, "I did?"One of his hands leaves my hip, reaching down to wrap around my throat, forcing my back into an arch so I'm faced with the reflection of myself in the mirror. It is so I can watch the deranged, lustful look in his eyes as he roughly thrusts himself in and out of me while choking me against his hand at my throat.This is cruel. This is disgusting. This is shameful. But it makes Alejandro smile in pleasure, in pride, that he's able to break me and bend me into his will. "I believe I said that I was fine if you wanted to wait, " he admits. "However, I never said how long. "The reflection of myself in the mirror is someone unrecognisable; she's broken, and angry. I can see my eyes darken in misery, in hatred. The mirror also provides me with Alejandro's expression, filled with contentment and satisfaction. "I HATE YOU," I spit out with every inch of dignity that I may have left. The statement left no mark on Alejandro, instead, he thrusts into me harder, making me cry out but I didn't care, not anymore.

It started with revenge. It turned into obsession. It might just become love. Lillian never meant to fall for her boss. Especially not after one reckless night, a steamy mistake she hoped to forget. But when Nathaniel Caldwell offers her a promotion, she realizes two things: 1. He remembers. 2. He’s not letting her go. He’s charming and calculating. She’s guarded and vengeful. They’re both broken, but they might be perfect for each other. Until secrets explode and Lillian finds out she was just a pawn... or was she the one holding the strings all along? Perhaps a plan to finding love after hours?

Umur pernikahan baru 2 bulan, Anjani harus menelan kenyataan pahit kalau suaminya akan meneruskan studinya di kota sebrang. Anjani tidak bisa berbuat banyak mengingat ia masih belum menyelesaikan kuliahnya di Jakarta. Dengan berat hati, Arsya pergi ke Jogja meninggalkan istri dan calon anaknya yang baru berumur 2 minggu di kandungan. Awalnya mereka kira semua hanya tentang waktu saja, karena lambat laun mereka akan bersatu kembali, tapi apa mungkin semua berjalan seperti yang mereka bayangkan, sedangkan orang ketiga hadir dan mencari ruang. Memilih bertahan atau meninggalkan?

KAMBAL, iyan ang naiwan ni Dave kay Anastasia, matapos siya nitong pagtaksilan. Nilisan ni Anastasia ang dati niyang buhay bilang assassin ng organisasyong Dark Moon at tagapamahala ng mga ari-arian ng pamilya Clinton bilang nag-iisang tagapagmana kapalit ng buhay sa piling ni Dave. Ang buong akala ni Anastasia ay nahanap na niya ang labis na kasiyahan dahil sa naging relasyon nila ni Dave pero may nangyaring hindi inaasahan. Natunghayan mismo ng mga mata ni Anastasia na katalik ni Dave ang best friend niyang si Katrina, na labis na nagpadurog sa puso niya. Simula noon ay pinili ng dalaga na mangibang bansa at buhaying mag-isa ang kambal niyang supling. Inilaan ni Anastasia ang buhay niya pag-aalaga sa dalawa. Nagbalik-loob din ang dalaga sa dati niyang buhay bilang tagapamahala ng ari-arian ng pamilya Clinton at bilang isang assassin. Ilang taon ang lumipas ay nagbalik si Anastasia sa Pilipinas kasama ang kambal niyang anak matapos siyang pagnakawan ng mga kasosyo niya sa negosyo. Sa muling pagkakataon ay nagkita rin sila ni Dave. Hahayaan pa kaya ni Anastasia na kumatok sa puso niya ang binata matapos siya nitong labis na sinaktan? Manumbalik pa kaya ang naudlot nilang pag-iibigan? Makuha kaya ni Dave ang loob ng kambal niyang anak? Paano kung malaman ni Dave ang tunay na pagkatao ni Anastasia?

Sapphire is from a rich and well-known family, but little does the public know that Sapphire's family has a secret; their secret, Sapphire's family abuses Sapphire. Sapphire is abused for wanting to be an Author because being an Author is not part of the family business. Brock and Grant, Sapphire's older brothers, and their friends, Tom, Nate, and Drew bully Sapphire and her only friend, Diamond, at school. Two of the boys have a crush on Sapphire and Diamond, but don't show it because of who they are friends with. After all the years of abuse, will the girls forgive the boys and fall in love with them, or will the girls crush the boys' hearts? Will Sapphire get away from her abusive family, or will she stay with them? What will happen to Sapphire's future?

"Can you open up your heart to me?" Tyler whispered into her ear in a seductive tone and she could feel her legs become weak, he leaned forward and tried to kiss her but she moved away from him. "This isn't right, Tyler" Emily said sadly. " If loving you is a crime, then I'm willing to rot in jail for the rest of my life, Emily". ************************** Emily Hudson is an Actress, CEO and Heiress to the Hudson's family, she was betrayed by her sister and fiancee Few days to her wedding. that incident shattered her and she swore never to fall in love again until Tyler walked in to her life in an unexpected way and she found herself in a forbidden love with someone younger than her, her bodyguard. They were caught in the web of lies, deceits and betrayal as they fight for their love and what they believe in.

Kehidupan Luna Winterbourne terasa sangat memuakkan setelah ayahnya mempekerjakan Matteo Vicenzo sebagai bodyguardnya. Pria itu terlalu posesif, bahkan seolah tidak mengerti apa yang disebut privasi. Secara mengejutkan, suatu hal memalukan terjadi tepat di malam pertunangannya. Seseorang menjebaknya hingga Luna berakhir dalam satu ranjang dengan Matteo. Hal tersebut membuat ayah Luna murka, hingga berujung pada pengusiran dan pemecatan Matteo secara tidak terhormat. Ketika tidak ada lagi anggota keluarga yang menerimanya, Matteo menawarkan tempat untuk tinggal, yang jelas saja Luna terima, meski berat baginya untuk mempercayai bahwa bukan Matteo yang menginginkan kejadian memalukan itu terjadi. Seiring berjalannya waktu, Luna ahirnya mulai luluh dengan segala ketulusan Matteo. Cinta tumbuh di antara keduanya, sampai akhirnya Matteo mengakui siapa dia sebenarnya!

Have you ever been in a situation where you're at a crossroads? That was the case of Kayla who became an orphan at a young age. Brutally rejected by the son of her Alpha after deeming her worthless, she goes on to have a night of her own where she meets a handsome stranger and they end up having a passionate night together. But like fate was mocking her, she was caught by her Alpha who sold her off to another pack as a peace treaty. But the cruelest Alpha she was being sold to had a soft soft for her which made her call slowly in love with him. But soon afterwards, she realised she was pregnant for that stranger and what's worse, she discovers the cruel Alpha King had ordered the killing of her parents. Will she confront her feelings for him and stay despite his act? Or will she flee to take care of her child and find the mysterious stranger?

"I knew he was trouble the moment I walked into our shared house. The way his hands gripped my waist when no one was looking, the way his voice dipped when he said my name, it wasn’t just wrong, it was dangerous. He wasn’t just my stepbrother, he was my undoing." **** All Evie Hayes wanted was to finish her college degree in peace, far from the chaos of her past. But when she moves into her stepfather’s house near Ravencrest University, she finds herself stuck with Ryder Kingsley, her stepbrother and the school’s golden boy. Ryder is everything she’s sworn to avoid, arrogant, infuriatingly handsome, and completely off-limits. When late-night arguments turn into stolen touches, their forbidden connection becomes impossible to ignore. But in a world where secrets don’t stay hidden, someone’s bound to uncover the truth. And when they do, Ryder and Evie will have to decide if the risk is worth the ruin.