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I said. “Not now, please, just a little more,” he said, clenching the robe on my back into his fists. After a few minutes, he parted from me and wiped off his tears. “I never wanted you to see me like this, but right now, everything around me looks pitch black…” “No need to explain yourself. It’s ok, I understand you are going through a lot. Men feel emotionally heavy too, they can cry too. Crying doesn’t make you a lesser man, it makes you more humane. So it’s ok…” I said, lowering my gaze.

The tears I tried not to show but you can force a smile and not a tear. "It's okay to cry" I could hear Jake's voice in my head.The tears fell immediately. "Goodbye" I turned,walked slowly and then ran. **I'm trying to smile,to keep it going.But it's hurts so much**

August's POV My tears were flowing like it is a stream. I can't control my emotions anymore. I am heaving and I feel like I want someone to approach and beat it. But I held myself. I'm not in my territory so I can't be like that. "August, I'm sorry." He was uttering those words with so much pain in his eyes. "Please don't cry." I smiled happily at this. Sorry? What can his sorry do? Can it erase my feelings? Can his pestilent sorry replace the pain I feel? I thought I was fine, but I'm not.

August's POV My tears were flowing like it is a stream. I can't control my emotions anymore. I am heaving and I feel like I want someone to approach and beat it. But I held myself. I'm not in my territory so I can't be like that. "August, I'm sorry." He was uttering those words with so much pain in his eyes. "Please don't cry." I smiled happily at this. Sorry? What can his sorry do? Can it erase my feelings? Can his pestilent sorry replace the pain I feel? I thought I was fine, but I'm not.

I release the air I didn’t even know I was holding and blink away the tears from the corners of my eyes. “Can I hold him?”

I cant believe… With that, tears fell from my eyes but then this time… it isn’t bound by sadness. This tears is… the tears of happiness.

"I am a Beta. I'm supposed to be strong. I'm not supposed to cry about anything. I'm such a weakling." She bent her head down in shame. I sighed sadly and tilted her face to look at me. "Kaya, I know you are a Beta but you are also a child and it's alright to cry when you feel pain or get hurt. True strength lies when you don't let something bad beat you up for too long. Even the toughest people cry." "Do you cry?" she asked me curiously. "Yes I do. And guess what your also allowed to do as a child?" "What?"

It's hard to separate the water of the eyes from the water of the waterfall, especially when you cry into it. Even with all the many things that have brought me some laughter and joy, my heart still aches for my mom. I miss her every day, and each day I wake, I have to relive the fact that I have to live another day without her. Some days, I don't want to leave my bed, but no one allows me to stay to myself. I'm grateful, but I'd also like to grieve. That's why I cry at the waterfall. No one can ask if I was crying if all of me is wet.

Tears stung my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. But guess what? It fell.

I reply while battling the prodigal tears that are escaping my eyes. "If it's a good thing, why are you crying? "She questions as she uses her tender hands to wipe my tears. I force a laugh before walking over to a couch and sitting on it, with Angela on my lap. "Sometimes, we can't stop our tears from falling. It happens to every normal person. "I reply, and she tilts her head while staring closely at me. " Like when you lose your favorite doll? "She questions, and I chuckle.