Deep In My Heart Novels & Stories

I will not make The same mistake that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break The way you did, you fell so hard I've learned the hard way Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because i know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with

There goes my heart beating 'Cause you are the reason I'm losing my sleep Please come back now There goes my mind racing And you are the reason That I'm still breathing I'm hopeless now I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason There goes my hands shaking And you are the reason My heart keeps bleeding I need you now And if I could turn back the clock I'd make sure the light defeated the dark I'd spend every hour, of every day

Aku hanya tahu saja dari perubahan suhu di tubuhku dan debar jantungku yang meningkat kencang. “Richard,”

ucap Sbastian dengan suara yang lebih tegas. “Jika aku tidak mau bagaimana?” tanya Carla dengan wajah polos. “Aku akan membanting vas-vas itu dan menginjak-injak bunga-bunga kesayanganmu itu,” ucap Sbastian denagn penuh penekanan. Carla berkacak pinggang, “Dasar dokter berhati dingin. Kau harusnya tahu bunga daisy oranye ini memiliki arti kegembiraan, kehangatan, dan semangat. Aku membawakannya untukmu dan meletakkannya di ruanganmu karena aku berharap hari ini kau bisa menjalani harimu dengan lebih gembira dan lebih bersemangay, serta hatimu yang dingin itu bisa menjadi hangat. Bukannya berterima kasih tapi marah-marah,” gerutu Carla.