Romans & histoires Don't Leave It's My Fault

“It’s no one’s fault!” I shook my head, but he stood from his chair and limped over to me and hugged me. “It’s not your fault, anymore than it’s Scott’s or Tiff’s or Shirley’s or mine. It’s just something that happened, and there isn’t anything we can do to change it. You can’t keep blaming yourselves,” he said, looking at each of us. “It’s not your fault,” he whispered, tucking my head under his chin.

"Gale, it's not my fault..." 'Don't blame me.'

This is all my fault. What have I done?

And that’s going to haunt me for a long, long time. “Don’t be so hard on yourself,” his free hand comes over to squeeze mine gently, and I let him. “It wasn’t your fault.” “Wasn’t it?” I can’t help but silently snap back, angry at myself. “I hired those people. I trusted them with my and my son’s safety. But they turned out to be such a huge disappointment. It was I who failed, not them. Even with all the money and power in the world, I couldn’t protect my son. How can it not be my fault?”

“I’m so sorry, baby. I didn’t mean to make you scared.” “You didn’t mean to get shot either,” I sniffled, trying to wipe my tears with my sleeve. “But you did, It was because of me , the whole time I was here, praying, hoping you’d wake up and… you did.” I smiled faintly, holding his hand against my cheek. “ It’s not your fault …Don’t say that “ Rue stared at me for a long moment, his eyes soft. “You really stayed here all through?” “Yes,” I said firmly. “Where else would I go? You think I could just leave you like that? No way.”

I needed him to understand that it was not his fault. But he shook his head, his expression filled with regret as he said, "No, it was my fault. If I had paid closer attention to you and not just left you in the hands of Aiden, you wouldn't have gone through all this." His voice trembled with self-blame.

Do you understand everything is my fault, I yelled at him Nothing is your fault. Just stop blaming yourself, he yelled me back But that's the truth Shiva. Everything is my fault. My biggest fault is to meet you, I said cursing myself What?? He asked in his broken voice Navi just stop this. We can discuss it tomorrow, piya said trying to stop me No I want to talk today, I said and look at Shiva. His broken look killing me Everything is my fault. I don't meet you in the first place. My fault is accepted your proposal and fall for you. It's all my fault Shiva. If I get a chance then I erased you from my life from starting itself, I said killing myself

To close-minded people, it would never make sense. I stood up and left with no words. "Remember this one thing. Whatever you are in right now is your fault. They may fool you but it was you who let them fool you. You own your foot and it is your fault to where ever it leads you. You may not hold the situation, but you hold how would it affect you, and only your decision would make you suffer, and otherwise. Feeling lost? Maybe you throw your map away. Or you never wanted a map."

I tried to lighten the mood, wiping away her tears, though my own eyes were prickling. "It's all your fault for leaving without a word!" Summer pouted, her eyes still filled with unshed tears, blaming me. "Alright, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have left without saying anything. I made you worry." "Of course, it's your fault. You won't leave again, right? If you dare disappear without a word again, I'll never talk to you again!" Summer's eyes began to clear up a bit, given my earnest admission of guilt.

Her calm face card shattering as her big fat tears made their ways out of her eyes, sliding down to her pink cheeks. "I am sorry Marilyn, it was all my fault. I should not have left you alone.. if only I was with you none of this would have happened to you , look at yourself you are hurt and I couldn't even- " "oh god Ty ! Who said this to you? It is not your fault, did you hear me Tylor ? It. is .not. your. fault. It's that Crazy Andrew who is at wrong . please Ty don't blame yourself" "But-"