God Forgive Me I Have Sinned นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I stated as I stared out the window. "No problem" We came to a stop and I hopped off. I walked into the church and as usual, not one person was there. I bent down on my knee and held my cross in my hands. I started praying, The Hail Mary and our Father, I always come here after I do these deadly sins, in the hope that God would forgive me. Not that I expect him to, since I keep doing the same thing over and over. "Lord forgive me for my sins, in Jesus's name I pray, Amen!"

“Thanks a lot. You-you don't know how much this means to me," ~~~ Sophia stared at the statue of Mother Mary standing proudly in front and towering over her in the church. She clasped her palms together and closed her eyes softly. “Blessed Mother Mary, I-what have I ever done to deserve a life like this?” She sniffled a sob. "M-my mama and papa were taken away from me at such a young age, and I was left with nightmares. I got kidnapped for witnessing a sin, and I've been made to sin. Someone other than my husband touched me without my permission. That makes me a sinner, right? I-I always wanted a life where I'd live peacefully with my Nana and be a successful nurse but it was all taken away

She shook her head slowly, her voice carrying the warmth of unshaken faith. “Can a mother forget her suckling child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? She may forget… yet I will not forget thee, saith the Lord.” His gaze flickered, as though something within him wished to hope, but dared not yet. “And if I have disobeyed,” he whispered, “to a depth where forgiveness no longer reaches?” She did not flinch. “All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men, whether against the Father or the Son. But the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven.”

Just tell me who. Silence answered me. “I’ll apologize,” I begged again. “I’ll make it right. Just tell me what you want.” The response was another blow, then another, until my body shook and my thoughts scattered. “This is for everything,” someone muttered. “For everything,” I repeated weakly, my head drooping. “I know I’m a bad person. I know. I’ve sinned. I’ll pay for it.” “You are paying already,” a voice replied. I passed out again.

“I’m not worthy. But just know… I am truly sorry.” She inhaled shakily. “If we confess our sins, the Lord is faithful and just to forgive us.” She paused, voice almost trembling. “And we must forgive, on a countless number of seventy times seven.” She quoted the Bible quietly, drawing wisdom from the holy book as if clinging to its words. Then she turned toward the door. “Alicia,” Zara called. Alicia stopped. “Those letters in the mailbox… the anonymous dinners…” She turned slowly. “That was you?”

I was doomed. I immediately got to my knees, not caring that I fell with so much force that it could bruise my knees for a while. I felt filthy. Unworthy before the Lord. But I pleaded for forgiveness anyway. It was all because of the pills. “God of mercy and compassion, look with pity upon me. Father, let me call thee Father, 'tis thy child returns to thee. Lord, I ask for mercy, let me not implore in vain.”

Thinking of her, all he could recall was the bad experience he had given her. "What have I done ya Allah?" He asked out loud. Will she ever forgive this sinner? I know that you are a merciful God Allah. Your mercy exceeds your wrath. Forgive this sinful soul ya Allah. I took away someone's happiness. I almost broke apart a couple that loved each other to death.

I broke each and every item in the room making Melissa scream. I fell to the ground on my knees, my hands covering my face as I cried, cried for my Faith....for her pain. "I'm so sorry Faith....I'm so sorry" I cried in regret. I was so stupid....so fucking stupid to believe in her....why did I do that?....why didn't I trust my Faith?....why did I believe Melissa?. I knew Faith all my life and still I chose to go against her. What have I done?....what have a done?.....I have committed a sin.....I have committed a sin. "Faith"

that little gentle voice said to me a second time and the next thing to happen was that I could not believe my eyes as looking up I saw writings forming up in the sky using clouds. And the writings read, But God is faithful and fair. If we admit that we have sinned, he will forgive us our sins. He will forgive every wrong thing we have done. He will make us pure” (1 John 1:9). Tears started wailing down my face as I could not believe that this God still wanted me, even after all I had done, even after all the times I had rejected him, cursed him even working with his enemy the devil. And here he was offering to just forgive and forget,

But I pray he helps me once again. "Dear LORD, I'm sorry. For my disobedience, self-centered nature, and ignorance. You so many times told me to visit Amanda, but I... I didn't. I was tending to my scars and hurt and I blocked out your voice, and I'm sorry... I never thought my disobedience would cost so much. Three lives, LORD! Have mercy... Please... I... I'm sorry. I... I have faith in you. I believe in you. I believe in your words and your ways.