Gusto Ko Nang Mamatay Novels & Stories

God bless her, she remains perfectly silent till we get to Mama's house. I am presented with another round of fake tears, wailing and speeches about how the world would remain in great chaos because someone as beautiful as Mama was allowed to die. There is a lot of food, I am hardly ever hungry and seeing the endless bowls doesn't make me salivate, they make me want to puke. Expensive wines Expensive food Expensive designs

"Coco, uma ufunda lokhu, ngithemba ukuthi uyaqonda. Inkumbulo yami isuliwe futhi yaklanywa kabusha ukuba ngeyomunye umuntu. Umuntu wokuzonda, umuntu ozokubulala. Ngokushesha ungidedele, ngizokubulala ngakho qaphela. Ngiyakuthanda." "Coco, se estás lendo isto, espero que o entendas. A miña memoria foi borrada e rediseñado para ser outra persoa. Alguén que te odie, alguén que te mate. Inmediatamente me deixas ir, voute matar así que ten coidado. Quérote." The first one was written in Zulu, the second Galician. Both with one meaning.

He feeds me another cup, and I down it with relish, even as it burns in my throat, sets me to choking, convulsing… No more pain, that’s all the blackness means. I guess death is not so bad really.

After my older sister, Elise Sterling, is supposedly imprisoned for financial crimes, I become the target of retaliation from her enemies. I can't find a job and live under constant threats. Almost every morning, I find garbage left outside my door. At night, I come home to find my front door splattered with red paint, imitating blood. I break down and fall into depression. Over the next five years, I make three attempts to end my life. The last time, as I lay there after emptying the entire bottle of sleeping pills down my throat, waiting for everything to end, I suddenly hear my sister's frantic voice. "I only wanted to punish Leon! Why did you take it this far?" Her godbrother,

As one of the country's top high school teachers, I have helped countless students get into the best colleges. But I somehow find myself reborn as a poor kid from the countryside while attending a ceremony honoring my achievements. A mysterious voice echoes in my mind. "If you fail to get into college, you'll die!" How hard can that be? It's just getting into college. That's hardly a challenge for a genius like me. But soon I realize that getting into college isn't really about how smart you are. In the end, it all comes down to people and their motives.

Reklamo ko pa. "Eh 'di 'wag! Sa lahat ng nakaratay ng matagal at nagkaroon ng amnesia, ikaw talaga 'yong naiiba. Ikaw 'yong tipo ng tao na parang wala man lang sakit. Tingnan mo nga 'yang katawan mo, oo nga't magaling na ang sugat mo, pero 'yang benda sa ulo mo ay hindi pa rin naaalis. So, ibig sabihin ay delikado pa 'yan!"

I can’t accept that I died young and just months away para sa 18 debut ko. I’m not scared of dying dahil alam ko lahat ng tao babalik rin nature. Death is part of nature so as Life. Pero ang hindi ko matanggap at ang kinakatakot ko ay yung hindi ko man lang masuklian ng mabuti ang aking mga magulang at kaibigan. I’m scared of not paying them back for all their good deeds, I’m scared of not fulfilling my dreams ,and be a burden because all the things they have to prepare after my death. And if ever, I want to say goodbye for the last time.

She looked at me in dismay while I was laughing my heart out. "Sinungaling!" marahas niyang balewala sa sagot ko. Napabaling ako sa kaniya at namamasa na ang gilid ng mata. I smiled that it went through my heart, it stung like millions of needles were piercing my heart. "Ayos lang po talaga. Alam ko naman po na may katapusan talaga ang buhay. Ayaw man natin ngunit natatapos talaga."

I stare at the lovely city of Manchester as I weigh my options. It’s either bankruptcy and death or marriage and coronation. I guess the latter isn’t much of a bad idea, only it is. Whatever the case, my father’s murders must pay. I have a secret after all, I can hardly die.

“I believe I’ve made myself clear. Perhaps you think that I still love you and would not want you to jump. You might even think that my heart will go out to you. “But Joshua, all the things you’ve done over this period have destroyed the remaining love I have for you. So, I only find it funny that you’d resort to threatening me to be back together with you through suicide. If I don’t love you anymore, why would I care whether you live or die?” Her words were too harsh, and Joshua could not accept it. With an ashen face, he shook his head. “Don’t. Stop talking.” Yet Rain continued, “If you really died today, the most I will feel is a slight regret that I did not manage to stop you. “But unlik