Gusto Ko Nang Mamatay Novels & Stories

"Grabe ka naman. Hindi ko naman inakalang hihimatayin ako kagabi. Sana ginising mo ako para nakauwi ako agad o kaya sana hinayaan mo na lang ako doon sa sahig— "At kapag namatay ka doon, ako ang lalabas na killer. You should be thankful that I let you sleep in my condo. Pero kapag naulit pa 'yun, malalagot ka talaga sa'kin, Bakery girl." Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa sinabi niya at sa tawag niya sa 'kin. Ang lakas yata ng tama nito sa ulo. Dinugo lang ang ilong, mamamatay na agad? May namamatay ba sa gano'n?

Parang gusto ko na lang mamatay! "Don't look down!" Hindi ko magawang punasan ang butil ng luha ko, dumagdag pa ang malakas na hangin na tumama sa aking mukha. Pero kahit na nanlalabo ang mata, nasipatan ko pa rin ang magandang view. I won't lie, it's magnificent. Kung hindi lang sana ako takot ngayon ay ma-e-enjoy ko ang pagtitig. For now, all I want is to get off!

Every move was hurting me This man was strong and ruthless. Then I saw death approaching. "You hurt my partner and now you deserve punishment." he approached Jack with his gun, who was standing and barely watching. He had been crushed by a fight. "Please dont." I began to cry inconsolably as hard as I could. With all the strength I had left. "I'll take away what you love most." he laughed and smashed my life to pieces with a thunderbolt. He killed him. He killed my future.

Ding-Ding Nino takes out his phone nervously and cautiously after hearing the notice. However, all the expectations fade with just one single peek. Well, it is not surprising at all that it’s another rejection from the interview. He throws himself into the bed leaving the poor phone nowhere to be found in the mess, though it seems that he should be the poor one actually. Life sucks. Nino doesn't even remember how many times he has cursed his life ever since he started to find a job as he will graduate from college in months. The insecurity and anxiety are killing him, though all his classmates probably are experiencing the same.

Hindi dahil sa ayaw niya kung hindi ay dahil kailangan ko para mabuhay kami. Ang piliin ang maging kagaya ni nanay at sa ginagawa niya ay walang maidudulot na maganda para sa amin. Dahil kung gagawin ko rin iyon ay alam kong pareho lamang kaming walang magandang kahihinatnan. Alam ko naman na masakit at mahirap iyon para kay nanay, ang pagkamatay ni tatay, ngunit hindi ko inakalang gano'n ang magiging epekto no'n sa kanya. Magkulong at hindi kumibo. At kung minsan pa ay pinipiling hindi kumain at tumitig na lamang sa kawalan at umiyak.

I don't care if you say so I don't care if you have me killed but you should know that once am dead no one would be able to break that curse again and you know what will happen when you become barren ,you would lose your pack and you won't have a child to call you father ,you would a lonely and boring life ,I promise you that . the hard smack that I fekt on my checks made me spit out blood . I fell to the ground and groan out in pains . "You want to die right , then I would make that dream of yours cone true , I'm making you my slave ,I think you will be good dead because the thought of you being alive is making my skin crawl ,I just wabt you dead "he said and the moment he finished s

"What do you mean when you say one death will be less awful than the other?" Alexander sighed heavily. "First death will be one where I die without chasing the love I have for you, thus Starving my Soulpearl of his half and the experience that comes with it and like the fishes I die with an empty belly, starved, with no meaning to the life spent, and while the other death is one where I die knowing that I gave my chase its best, ate of my treats until my Soulpearl content and die with a smile and the memories of the life spent with you, just like the fishes who are swept away by the fishermerman's nets and died but with filled stomach and happy memories, in the end, there will be death but o

Reklamo ko pa. "Eh 'di 'wag! Sa lahat ng nakaratay ng matagal at nagkaroon ng amnesia, ikaw talaga 'yong naiiba. Ikaw 'yong tipo ng tao na parang wala man lang sakit. Tingnan mo nga 'yang katawan mo, oo nga't magaling na ang sugat mo, pero 'yang benda sa ulo mo ay hindi pa rin naaalis. So, ibig sabihin ay delikado pa 'yan!"

All my emotion and feeling came back rushing and I almost drown on the many thoughts and emotion. Kung mayroon man akong natutunan mula nang mamatay at lumipat sa mundong ito ay ang buhay ay pabagu-bago. Bawat segundo, may pagkakataon na maaari kang mamatay. Walang ligtas sa kamatayan, lalo na para sa mga extra at knotrabida na ang tanging tungkulin ay mamatay o makalimutan sa mga huling yugto ng nobela. But once again I escaped death’s finger tips, once again I choose to do it myself.