Gusto Ko Nang Mamatay Novels & Stories

There was nothing left to fear but death anyway. Ivy Smith sat on the floor, shoulders trembling and laughing, staring at Marisa Darcywith contempt, one word at a time: "Even if I die, I will die clean, and even if you live, you will be stuck in a quagmire of hate, forever dirty and twisted, in the company of disgusting maggots!" As soon as the words left her mouth, she received a hard slap on the cheek, and her thin body was almost lifted over, half of her face became numb along with the skin of her neck.

she pulls my head back up "I'm-I'm not sad," I tell her surprised by my mind and feelings, "At all," I add "Well you never actually feel pain," she says "That's a condition, Mika. I feel emotional pain, or I was supposed to," My eyebrows furrow, "I saw him," I whispered "You saw him? Saw who?" She asks "Ha-Death I mean," I tell her turning to face her "You saw him?" She questioned as shock crossed her face, "I knew you were special," she whispers

"You mistakenly thought that the money was from Summer and called me ungrateful for not being able to give you anything. But I just want to say that I've really done my best." "I can't pay you back for giving birth to me, so I'll pay off my debt with my death. Truthfully, I didn't want to die, but it hurt too much. I know that my sickness cannot be cured. It hurts. It hurts so much. "It's time for me to say goodbye. Without me, you should be able to live happily. I wish for all of you to live blissful lives forever." When Andy was done reading my last message, Kenneth, Autumn, Sherman, and Jimmy started crying again. Each sob that they choked out was more anguished than the last.

this is what i want but im not happy as always Im kind of a person na hindi alam ang kaligayahan because hindi ko naman naranasan i know im heartless back then but this me ganito ako pinalaki at ganito din ako mabubuhay pathetic. They say na dapat daw tayong magpasalamat dahil na tamasa natin ang mundong meron tayo... na hindi na natamasa ng iba but me no. I want to disappear, i want just to die to like aling lucia now aling lucia dead hindi na siya masasaktan hindi na siya iiyak hindi na siya magdudusa, sana ako na lang sana siya na lang yong buhay kasi pag uwi niya may anak na kailangan niyang alagaan, na kailangan ng kalinga niya. Na kailangan siya while me hindi alam san lulugar hindi a

’ My grip tightened around my glass, eyes widened, gleaming with an ache that I was going through for a long time now but it feels fresh. “I love the sound of your laugh.” “Indeed.” I let out a husky laugh, breaking her rhythm. “Edmond is right…” She was taken aback to find me next to her and I knew it held an entirely different meaning when I spoke it. “Attaining after suffering provides you the sweetest taste.” I repeated Edmond’s words. I initially planned to ignore them but when he said it, I couldn’t stop myself from retorting. “If you haven’t been agonized and yearned for something then you won’t realize it’s worth. Having something after dying to have it is the most exquisite feeling.

I don't care if you say so I don't care if you have me killed but you should know that once am dead no one would be able to break that curse again and you know what will happen when you become barren ,you would lose your pack and you won't have a child to call you father ,you would a lonely and boring life ,I promise you that . the hard smack that I fekt on my checks made me spit out blood . I fell to the ground and groan out in pains . "You want to die right , then I would make that dream of yours cone true , I'm making you my slave ,I think you will be good dead because the thought of you being alive is making my skin crawl ,I just wabt you dead "he said and the moment he finished s

"You are crossing your limits and I don't want to get angry, now stop talking else..." "Else what? You are going to kill me? That will be the biggest gift you Will ever give me right now, I am not afraid of dying, it's better to die than to live the rest of my life serving ungrateful people like you, death will be more better than anything to me." Naya spat.

Masakit, nakakapagod pero maganda. Parang tula... 'yung tipong kahit maraming sugat, gusto mo pa ring ulitin. Only The Young can run... ────────────────────────────────────────────────────

Paulit-ulit lahat ng naririnig ko, mga nakikita ko, at mga salitang lumalabas sa bibig ng mga pinapatay ko. All of them are boring. The throne is boring. It's no fun when I'm doing the same thing. Ahh... this life is so boring. I just want to die. What would be the feeling of dying? Does it taste sweet like grape juice? Is it painful that I'll scream harder? I badly want to die. So I tried killing myself, one, two, three, until I killed myself for 100th times... but I didn't die. I had grown tired of this life.

Are you hungry enough to ask for more? Kailangan matapang ka. Kung mahina ka, ikaw ang mauuna. Matibay ang sikmura, kung hindi bibigay ka agad. Wala kang awa na dapat ipakita. Dahil sa laro na 'to, kapag inuna mo ang puso mo, ikaw ang kawawa. Kailangan mautak ka, kung hindi, baka maunahan ka.