Here I Come Again On My Own Novels & Stories

Today, I chose myself. This is the first step toward freedom. Tonight, maybe I’ll cry again. But that’s okay. Because I know, tomorrow always brings a new chance. One day, someday, I know love will come again. Not out of guilt… but because he truly sees me. Loves me. Just as I am.

Even when I thought that I would die, I didn't, and now here I am, fully healed and strong once more, but I am still utterly alone. Sighing, I pull my gaze away from the group in front of me and make my way outside to get some air, but when I step out those glass doors, something in me begins to stir. It’s so fucking familiar that it leaves me shocked and wondering if I was dreaming, because there was no way this could be happening again, right?

From now on, I’m going to be selfish. From now on, I choose me. From now on, I AM DONE!

I’m trying. I run a hand down my face. I just hope she starts to come back around. Because right now? She doesn’t look like she’s budging at all.

Because something in my voice is different. “I didn’t come here for you,” I continue. “I came here for me.” His expression shifts slightly to something softer, something uncertain. “I know,” he says. But it doesn’t sound like he fully believes it. I take a small step back, then another. “I’m done standing in the middle,” I say. And this time I mean it. I turn and walk away. The doors open, the music gets louder again, the lights brighter, the world sharper as someone stepped out

I have got my own shits to deal with. *

I'm always protected, located far away from all the adventure Carly got to do along with my Aunt Madonna as her backup. A new rise of hope is building within me. I can do this, I can do this. I can do this. There's no other way but to do this. I chant to myself that I am left with no choice but to not go down without a fight. All I need is one good shot in one of his vital area.

Go oᜈ᜔ ᜀᜈ᜔ᜇ᜔ Loᜅ᜔ ᜎᜒᜊᜒ ᜌ᜔oᜂ ᜀᜎ᜔ᜎ᜔. I ᜐ᜔ᜑᜎ᜔ᜎ᜔ ᜈ᜔oᜆ᜔ ᜃ᜔oᜋᜒ ᜊᜃ᜔ᜃ᜔. I shall not come back. Loᜊᜒᜅ᜔Loᜊᜒᜅ᜔Cᜑᜍ᜔ᜎ᜔oᜆ᜔ᜆᜒ

I nod confidently. At this moment, I promise myself that I will never return to this place ever again and never look back at those people who stooped so low and hurt me.

I shan't I chanted it inside my head, trying to believe every word of it as it comes out of my mouth. "I won't be. I will get away from this mess. I will--" I momentarily stopped from mumbling to myself as I collapsed with something. Or should I say, someone? 계속