Novel & Cerita Here I Come Again On My Own

I could just be there. I close my eyes. I just need one chance. One chance to start over.

I’m done. I’m not putting myself through this ever again.

On some occasions, some were won in silence. And I would continue to choose yourself again and again until someone would love me without needing to own you. “I'm such a confused creature” I whispered to myself

"I... c a n... n o t.... g o... i n s i d e.. T h i s... p l a c e.... i s... a... t i m e... a n d... s o... d o... I. I t... i s... f o r b i d d e n... f o r... m e. Y o u... a r e... o n... y o u r... o w n... f r o m... n o w... o n..." *l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l*

To find myself again. But now I was back in the storm—and I didn't know if I'd make it out this time.

I say softly so that anyone else listening can’t hear too much of it. “Honey, I get you. I have had my run ins with a fist or two, but it doesn’t get better or easier if you are down on yourself about it. I am unapologetically me because I can’t change who I am and I should not have to. You need to pick yourself up and stand proud,” Cade stretches out a hand to me and helps me up. “Now, where is all of this coming from, sugar?”

She didn’t understand why I wanted to get away of our mate. When I got control, I went behind the tree I had placed my clothes, I transformed back to my human body and I put them on. I was starting to go towards my friends and Katia and my brother were cheering saying congratulation. Katia came running for a hug. ‘’I’ m so happy for you. You found your mate! And he is Anton’’ she said enthusiastically. ‘’don’t be, cause I ain’t gonna accept him as my mate’’ I said going to the house, not wanting to see Anton.

"Why are you telling me this?" "Because I want you to understand." His father leaned forward. The blanket pooled around his waist. "You can't win. Every move you make, I'll be three steps ahead. Every time you think you're safe, I'll find a new way to hurt you. I will burn your entire life to the ground before I let you walk away from me."

No one is coming after me. I slow once I realize that. No one is coming after me. No enemy is coming after me. No one who cares about me is coming after me either. The ones I love don’t want to see if I’m okay. Whatever I did must have been so horrifying that no one dares come near me. No one wants me near them. I am completely alone in a way that I've never been before. And I don't know what to do now. But I do know that I’m on my own.

Never again. Never again I will let anyone get close to me unless I want to. No more, let’s try and see if it works shit! Probably I am supposed to be alone. I think to myself with a strange sense of angst. Little did I know someone was there for me too.