Here I Come Again On My Own Novels & Stories

, I shout as loud as I can but no one answered me. "Hello ", I shout again but I just hear my voice echoed back at where I stand. I walked and search for the exit but I feel like I am always walking back to where I started. I tried to walk further again but then the forest became a maze of bushes. I tried many paths but I can't seem to find the exit. I am so tired to move already. All the walking wore me out. I was about to turn around when I saw an old man coming towards me.

I kept my eyes down to hide my embarrassment from the passersby. I immediately took out a mask from my handbag and put it on my face to hide my identity. I must be looking pathetic right now, sitting on the ground outside this high-end club. After putting the mask on my face, I took a few deep breaths and slowly stood up. After coming so far, I just couldn’t give up like this. I have to find a way to make Nathan come back to me. I gritted my teeth when I wobbled again. High heels only added more miseries and embarrassment.

After he r mum left she decides to go outside and water the flowers. She takes a bucket and goes outside with a bucket full of water,as soon as she steps out,a neighbor Mrs Ney was busy with her flowers too.Good morning ma'am Lucinda says ,morning Lucinda how are you?when did you come back.I am ok ma'am she smiled I came back yesterday oooh how is work?Work is fine thank you.Lucinda is one of the people who don't like sharing their life activities, she carries on watering her flowers and plugs in her earphones and starts singing loudly.Mrs Ney's son comes out with a bottle of water in a T-shirt and shorts good morning mum ,morning Dray how are you?I am fine mum wanna do my workout outdoors t

All I wanted was to heal, but I got broken again--- and again. What did I do to deserve this? What did I lack for him to lay his eyes on another? Why, why, why? I throw a fit on the ground as I cried out loud. "How can you do this to me!" I screech as I could feel my breath pitching.

It was so empty and white, I felt like anytime I’ll just get sick. I closed my eyes tight as I took a deep breath and calmed myself. Damn it. Why did I end up here again? Oh gosh. If they're going to banish me, for the second time, then I'm gonna be a lone wolf again. And shit, I don't think I could do that. Can I?

I will not celebrate my own doom. I walk backwards until I can't, no more my back, then hit the wall. I slide down to the ground and bring my knees to my chest. Wondering what I did so badly in another life to deserve the life I have. I'm alone and nothing will ever change. My life will always be controlled by the monster that lives inside me.

That's why at the end of the day, all I just have to count on is me, myself, and I. Yes, just me alone.

Not anyone. Only me.

I won’t let them find me again. This is my last resort.

And I struggle to get away. Not again. “No!”