Here I Come Again On My Own Novels & Stories

The voice inside me whispered one last time, “This isn’t over…”

DONT WORRY, YOU WONT BE DYING ANYTIME SOON BABY GIRL. I hope so. I have a life of to lead and a promise to keep. And....wait....wait a minute....that wasn't me. I don go here no of those words just now. OF COURSE NOT,ITS ME. Me...? Wait who is the this me. Who are you? What am I even doing talking to myself. I must be hearing things. I am definitely going lococos. YOU ARE NOT. That wasn't me, again. I hear a loud screem and in shock I push myself back which resulted in me falling flat on the cold tiles.

Bella quickly his herself beneath her bedsheet and panted in fear. “Where is she?” The drunken man spoke while trying to stand up. “I am cold, I need to warm myself” he muttered while sleep walking. “Where are you? Are you hiding again?” He kept speaking to himself because Bella did not reply to any of his question. Instead, she held her mouth tight with her hands to avoid saying a word. Chase drew the curtain separating the rooms and got into hers. “Where are you?” He asked again and then giggled like a child.

Even when I thought that I would die, I didn't, and now here I am, fully healed and strong once more, but I am still utterly alone. Sighing, I pull my gaze away from the group in front of me and make my way outside to get some air, but when I step out those glass doors, something in me begins to stir. It’s so fucking familiar that it leaves me shocked and wondering if I was dreaming, because there was no way this could be happening again, right?

Now I want it to. I want it to come through so I can send it back myself. One piece at a time.

' 'Because I know where you sleep now. 'And I'm coming home.'

Why I am not strong like others? "I'm so sorry. So sorry. So sorry but I couldn't..." I whisper sobbing. "I miss you...I miss you so much. please come back....your honeybee miss you... Please come back no one love me now.... everyone hates me no one loves me .... please come back" I chock and start sobbing. "Honeybee remember I always with you" "Honeybee alwys remember who are you it's ok to be different but it's not ok to hate yourself"

Medically, my heart's beating fine, but emotionally, it's probably dying. Unsure of what the day would bring, I stood up from my bed. This time, I won't let fate decide for me. I have seen my future and there's no way I would go through that again. I was brought back for a reason, and I won't waste my time the second time around. I took a long bath and put on my favorite black shirt and black shorts. After wearing my sneakers, I grabbed my pink sweater in the closet and ran downstairs. "Did someone die?" Sienna asked as she eyed me from head to foot.

“Stop being mean to me! Stop being mean to me!” I break down in tears. My chest is stifling. It cannot contain my frustration. Why won't anything ever go my way? “Kael, what do I do?” Kael pats my back with an assuring look. “It's okay. This is not the end. You can still shift another full moon. Pull yourself together.” “What do I do? What do I do Kael…I'm so confused right now…” She sighs and without speaking another word, she just pulls me into her body. I stay there in her hands and my tears flow.

To try to exist again. I breathe. I finally breathe. ---