Hidup Terasa Mati Novels & Stories

Felisa said sincerely. "I know it's not about living normally, but... every time I live, I'm content with staying at home and doing things for myself, but the emotions, I'm so scared of a lot of things, I can't even cry or be happy; I can stay and live the same life I have, but I'm tired of being emotionless, of not being able to laugh, be happy, or be sad... I feel like a dead body living in the house, so what is the difference between dying at the table and living my life like a dead person?" Ryzel remarked, and I suppose Felisa understands now.

From the water I saw the crack repeating on its own, locking me down in the icy cool water. I felt suffocated as I was drowning deep in the icy water. And felt like I was freezing. My heart stopped and I could feel that I was going to die. And the feeling was too hard to explain. Can someone describe the feeling when they were dying? I felt numb. All I could see was the ice and water until my eyes fell shut forever. I'm going to die.

I harshly wiped the tears from my eyes and face, my breath quickened, my vision turned black, it's getting hard to breathe, it feels like getting trapped in a small box without a hole. I blindly searched for my phone but it's not with me. I tried to shout but I couldn't say or see anything!! My body gave up as I fell flat down on the mat with a thud, but I was so busy trying to get oxygen that I didn't even notice the pain in my body. That's it!! It's all over. I'm going to die! But I didn't panic at the thought of dying. I was never to die. If I die then everything will be finished.

Liam "Death is not the opposite of life... It's a part of life..." -Haruki Murakami Unlike what is shown in movies and written in books, I somehow realized how easy and painless death was. Survival was hard. For death, all you have to do is make one single decision and all your agony and pain fades but survival...that's a whole different game.

Emily’s POV Do you have days when you don't feel alive? Days when your demons cloud your mental space and you feel the walls of your house closing in on you? days where you just want to die and days where you curse the day you were born? Those are the moments when life seems pointless. A waste of time. It's like a mantra that keeps repeating over and over again in your head until one day it's all you can think about, the only thing you want to do: Die. You can't do anything else, because what else is there for you to do? I hated my life, I hated everything that came with it.

I don’t know what to think anymore, and it feels like I’m dying. It hurts so much…

Austin Dying. My mate is dying. I stare at my desk blankly, feeling my wolf whimper. Her words from this afternoon keep haunting me. It took meeting you to really realize that I’m just so tired of being alive. Death is almost going to be a sweet relief at this point. I bury my face in my hands. What have I done? I lean back in my seat, mentally exhausted, hurting because I drove the beautiful, sassy woman who was supposed to be my mate to the brink of

"You make me feel the wrongness of you" Killer ******** Sienna Death is like a wind blowing, touching you all over. It’s that kiss from the sun on your face, that overwhelming sensation. The experience of everything, but the feeling of nothing. My mother told me death is an inevitability of our life. It’s the ride that gets us there, which makes all the difference. I’d like to think I chose my end well. In a way, many would mourn, and others would rejoice.

" It was exactly like that for her again. She always felt that she either had a poor stomach or an ailing heart. Nothing seemed to be going well for her. The fifth question was, "Do you think that life is worthless and meaningless, thus it's better to die than to live?" Eli was starting to feel hopeless. When she was wide awake in the dead of night, lying alone in bed, she would always wonder why she was still alive. She was repeatedly living the same life day in day out, and she would not be able to remember anything meaningful when she dies. She was just barely surviving now. Thus, it did not really matter when she would die.

"Living people, he is a living person... This is the smell of living people! There are actually living people coming here! Haha! I want to have a big meal, eat happily! I haven't been full for a long time. Oh, I remember, I seem to be dead, but so what? Now I pursue flesh and blood, I just want to devour flesh and blood!" "What's death? What's life? Maybe I'm dead, and his aura... is the smell of a living person! A living person must not be missed! I'm going to swallow him, eat him! Eat, eat, eat, swallow, swallow, swallow! Kill, kill, kill, kill!"