How Can I Live Without You Novels & Stories

"Gusto kong tumakbo." Inis ko siyang nilingon. "Natututo pa lang humakbang ang mga paa mo. Huwag mo naman abusuhin." "Paano kapag natunton uli nila tayo? Mas manganganib lang ang buhay mo nang dahil sa akin. Masyado akong pabigat sa inyo. Napakainutil ko." Nagbuga ako ng hangin. "Hindi ka pabigat. Hindi ka inutil. Love, ikaw ang mundo ko. I'd rather be lost forever than to continue living without you. So, please, keep yourself safe and stay with us, always."

I choose to disregard everything out just because I want to learn more about him. Look at how it turned out... "I think... Let's just disappear from each other's lives for a while as if we don't know each other. You don't have to call me. We don't need to talk. I know you can survive. In that way, maybe you can find yourself and like other people." [And why do I have to like other people?] "I don't know. Well, just in case...you realize that you don't like me that much." [Are you crazy]

Without you to hold me and heal my heart To guide me and keep me from falling apart My life is so empty, so hollow and cold Footsteps and echoes of nowhere to go Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Without you, who am I? What am I to do? My life's out of focus and so are my views I need you to give me the strength to go on

"Aren't you gonna say something?" Napabuga na lamang ako ng hangin at tsaka s'ya tinignan. "Ano bang gusto mong marinig? Wala naman akong pakialam kahit landiin mo pa ang lahat ng mga babae sa buong mundo. I am the happiest person alive living without you." Walang preno kong sabi.

Not all but at least. In this world where we lived, you are nothing without money. Walang gustong makipaglapit at makipagkaibigan sa ‘yo. Kung meron man, nabibilang lang din. Yun lang yung mga taong nakaka-relate sa ‘yo at sa sitwasyon mo.

Sagot nito. "Pag isipan mong mabuti ang desisyon mo Ice, kaya ko namang buhayin ang bata without you." Saad ko. "But,i can live without you.." pabulong nitong sabi. Bahagya akong napangisi dahil sa inis. "Please for the sake of our child?" Pagmamakaawa pa ni Ice. Hindi na ako sumagot, bagkus ay tumingin lang ako sa kawalan.

Nagpapalipas ng maghapon na tila walang pakialam sa mga nangyayari sa paligid. Sinulyapan ko ang relos kong pambisig at bahagyang umiling. Isang araw nanaman ang lumipas. I don't know how I survived my day without him, without his touch, his kiss and his warm hug. Pakiramdam ko ay mababaliw na ako kakaisip kung paano ko malalampasan ang mga darating pang araw na wala siya.

pahayag ko naman sabay balik ng upo. Halo-halo ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Hindi ko alam kung paano pa ako makakapagsimula ngayon sa sitwasyon ko na 'to. Alam kong papalayasin ako rito ng mga magulan ni Alex, pero hindi lang 'yon ang problema ko. I can't live without him. Siya ang nagbigay ng direksyon sa buhay ko, without him baka hindi ko na rin ngayon alam ang gagawin ko.

"Love means trust, and you shattered mine into pieces. Do you think you can just fix this with a few words?!" Para akong nalunod sa bigat ng kanyang mga salita. Para akong unti-unting nawawalan ng lakas, at halos hindi ko na magawang manatiling nakatayo. "Fin, please... I’ll do anything, just please don’t leave me like this. I can't... I can't live without you." Nanginginig na ang boses ko, at wala na akong pakialam kung mukha akong mahina.

Walang nakakaalam kung nasaan siya, pati ang kaniyang pamilya. I was lifeless. I am longing for her in everyday. Without Cary, I was all empty. Para akong muling ibinalik sa dilim matapos makakita ng liwanag. Sinagip mula sa pagkakalunod para lamang muling mawalan ng buhay sa pagkawala niya. Because a life without her isn't living at all. I can only find this life meaningful when I have her. I vow myself to love her with all of me. With her and our family in the future, we will build a happy home. I vow to myself to dedicate my whole life for them.