How Can I Live Without You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

payo niya sa akin at natatawa na napailing ako. "I don't need a woman in my life just to be happy!" pinal na sagot ko at tiningnan lang niya ako. Wala akong balak na mag-asawa at kung anak naman ay maraming paraan para magkaroon ako. Hindi ko kailangan ng babae para makumpleto ang buhay ko dahil walang mabuting naidudulot iyon sa buhay ko. The last time I opened my heart and life to someone almost cost my life. I just need a successor, that's all. Sa panahon ngayon lahat ng tao ay praktikal na sa buhay.

~'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everything's okay I'm finally now believing~ ~Then maybe it's true that I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one But there's so much time to figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one~ sa hindi malamang dahilan, hindi ko inaalis ang mata ko sa mata niya, natatakot akong malingat at baka bumaling siya sa iba. ~I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought~ ~Maybe it's true that I can't live without you~ kasabay ng pagbigkas ko ng salitang iyon ay ang pagbagsak ng luha sa mata ko, hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naiiyak nga

Puro usapang trabaho ang unang topiko hanggang sa napunta sa personal na buhay. "How's life without Rena?" "To be honest, I really miss her. Since the day she left, hindi ko pa rin tanggap na wala na siya ngayon. I feel depress and lack of confidence since siya lang naman 'yung nagbibigay sa akin ng saya. I'm so lonely." Sana nga totoo 'yang mga sinasabi mo para naman paniwalaan ko. "How about you? You've been coma for almost seven months. How's new life since you wake up?"

Just as how can we unhear a song that we love? But not like her.. If Jezra doesn't want me anymore I'll set her free, even if that means losing my oxygen to breathe. The thing is she never uttered a single word even goodbye. How can I possibly move forward if that's the case? How can I move on, and pick up myself if I don't know where to start? Jezra didn't end anything.. She just.. just disappeared without a trace.

Why did you go away? You left me all alone No words can say My love, please, stay Please stay Baby. I don't know how to live my life without you. I can't live without you. You and I We have moments left to share You and I We can make it anywhere "Calm down, stop crying." Thunder whispered and offered me a hanky. I couldn't ask for more that my wife is here. I blink my eyes to remove my tears, but the more I do it the more tears are falling.

sabi ko habang nasa iba ang tingin. "Please give me a second chance hon pangako aayusin ko ang lahat." "You're not asking me second chance you're asking me a third chance tyler." galit na sabi ko "Please hayaan mo muna ako hayaan mo muna akong kalimutan ang lahat." sabi ko Mahigpit nitong hinawakan ang kamay "No please I can't live without you." "Oh my ghad tyler pinanganak ka ngang wala ako nabuhay ka nga na wala ako eh" sunod sunod na napailing ito.

Minsan niyang kinagat ang mapula niyang labi bago ito umikot para muling magpalit ng partner. Wala itong ideya kung patapos na ba ang music? O kung anong oras na nga ba? Ang alam niya lang ay pagod na siya at inaantok ng sobra. This night is a good for nothing, she doesn't know what's happening with her being. I mean, she used to like things like this. She's not anti-social, she's a party animal. Pero dahil lang sa absence ng isang tao ay nagkakaganito siya? Para siyang nanghihina at nauubusan ng battery. Tsss!

natatawang sabi ko at tumayo sa sarili kong paa habang wala sa sariling naglalakad. Knowing I will someone again breaks me, ilang tao pa ba ang kailangang mawala sa akim bago ako maging masaya ulit? Sasaya pa ba ako? Si Zai? Will I be able to be happy without him?

Nanantyang tanong muli ni Apple. Nginitian niya ito "Mas kaya kong tiisin ang sakit ng may kahati kesa ang sakit na wala siya sa tabi ko. Tawagin niyo na akong tanga pero minsan lang akong mabubuhay sa mundong ito and I want to be with the woman I love even if it's break me into tiny million pieces than to live without her in this lifetime."

Lahat ng pangit sa akin. Lahat ng madilim. Lahat ng hindi ko kayang ikuwento kahit sa sarili ko. “You’re not meant to be locked away,” sabi ko, paos. “But losing you—almost losing you—made me realize…” Tumingala ako sa kanya. Nakatingin siya pabalik—apoy na hindi nag-uurong. “…I don’t know how to live without you.” Napasinghap siya.