Euphoria
I faced the floor for the flashes of an unpleasant past replayed briefly in my eyes.
"It replays like a sequence, a broken record with vivid flashes and feeling. When it happens, I feel like I'm going crazy, I will be detached from myself and from reality, I will be running out of breath and shivering and it will be hard to hold me or to tell me to calm down because I simply can't, but I hope you still try." I caught my breath as I remained to gaze below, refusing to meet Vernon.
"I wouldn't be able to breathe or feel, but hold my hand, and count to ten with me, help me inhale and exhale. Help me breathe."