I Am Alone I Am Utterly Alone Novels & Stories

I feel extremely sad and I still tend to have suicidal tendencies. I try my best to forget, I really do. I even cooked for you today, got dressed and wore make-up because I believed that if I spent time with you, the only reliable friend I have, I would feel better but you were quite busy today so I had to go back to my lonely world of tears and grief."

He is right I'm not good brother for him, I felt alone till I feel so cold Few seconds and I zoned out To be continued...

I whispered to the emptiness while watching the colorful sky brought by the fireworks. I found myself crying due to envy for my happy neighbors, contrasting with my feelings of loneliness and sadness. Will it always be like this? Will my new year always be like this? Will I always be alone in welcoming the new year? Will I always end up crying every new year? Will it always be like this?! For Pete's sake, I'm so tired! I'm so tired of feeling alone all the time. I'm so tired of being independent all the time. I feel alone. Yes, I know my grandma is there for me, but I still feel like I'm alone in this life. I feel like I'm the only one fighting the challenges of life. I fucking feel alone!

My face was a sticky mess of tears and snort. The quiet settled with a heavy weight. I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling dismally. The loneliness. This was it. I was all alone now.

It's just me. I am so lonely.

"To be honest, I have no damn clue. I've been saving my money though, and Marta and Bill would shit, bit I really just...ugh. Well, I want to go somewhere. Do something. Between the studying, side jobs and being in that depressing house, I just want to break the routine. A change of scenery." "I feel you! I'm wanting the same, but I was too afraid to do do alone. I was just waiting on you to say something like that so I'd have a partner in crime. I don't have the balls to go solo." I smile. "Me either. Bill has kind of freaked me out over the years. If a dude follows me through the 7/11 I'm already reaching for the industrial strength dog deterrent and convinced it's my end." She laughs.

Not even to Nanny. I’m all alone in this whole world.

Naked, blindfolded, humiliated, and the worst, Alone.

Caleb I'm so alone, despite being among familiar faces who mean well, I'm desolate and bereft. Not even whole, just the shadow of a broken man whose soul is dying. In the heart of my own personal storm, I see nothing but a vortex of dark monochromatic clouds circling overhead. My mind is a tornado of plagued thoughts, taunting whispers, mocking laughter, ridiculing me for living with a fool’s hope.

I raised my hands in surrender “ I plead not guilty to that accusation,my lord.” “Come on, I have lost count of all the girls you have been with since we moved here,” He said, crossing his hands together. “I can’t help it that everybody finds me attractive,” I smirked. “How about you start taking life more seriously and find a mate,” Noah said. I frowned “It’s not my fault, I have to be punished for the sins of my father, if the moon goddess wants me mateless, then I am going to enjoy every bit of my single life,”