I Am Young Novels & Stories

She is a fictional character but she reminds me of my younger self When we are young, dear, have problems and insecurities, without friends, no family or anyone who can guide and give advice, it is inevitable to make stupid mistakes. That's what life is about. No one is perfect and rare are those who have figured it out at a young age. We must be able to forgive other people and ourselves even if it's the hardest things to do No matter how hard it gets, I always hope that things will one day get better

"I'm Amara Louise Lexecavriah, 25 years old." "You're 25 years old? I thought you're just 18 or something. You're small, too." Amara glared at him and pulled the tiny hair on his chest that made him groaned a bit. "Damn you! Do I look like a kid to you?! Hindi mo ba nakikita 'tong katawan ko?" She removed the comforter that is wrapped on her body. "Is this the kid that you're talking about, huh?" she said almost bragging while referring to her boobs that is now exposed in front of him.

I didn't even recognize my friend. "What is wrong? Are you surprised by my appearance?” I nodded, confirming her words. And for some reason, this new appearance seems familiar to me. The sheer makeup, the braided hair, and the thin bangs that were left around her forehead felt very familiar. "I feel like I saw myself in middle school," I sarcastically said. I could tell that the girl was really being sarcasticed, well it can't be helped, I'm just telling the truth. “Hey, are you the only one who looks like this? Everyone has too."

Then why should I be selfish? Sorry fellas, my name is May Jacobs. I am just a broken teenager who has been living a nightmare since I can remember. The treatment I got from my family left me wondering if all humanity has been wiped off. I am seventeen years old and at this moment, I have no idea where I am.

If someone didn't see me in person, they would probably think I was a child, not an adult who was almost 19 years old. Nothing was too important. I just felt a little confused. My birthday is in two weeks, remember? I'll be 19 this year. I've grown up with it, and I don't know how to feel about it. I don't think I'll be able to show myself until my 20th birthday. Besides, yesterday's strange feeling made me doubt my abilities. In dangerous situations, I feel like I can't protect myself. It makes me feel useless... I admitted it to Ariana.

Aur agar aap ye padh rahi hain, toh shayad wahi hua hai jiska hamein darr tha. (I tried to understand so much... and to know so much, too. But I might leave this world before I can tell you the truth. And right now, you are too young to know the truth. That is why I'm writing this letter. And if you are reading this, then perhaps what I feared has come to pass.)

He says. “Anyways, the fact that I'm here doesn't mean anything.” Okay. I'm just being a teenager. I'm 19 and will be 20 very soon. There is no time for me you know, to continue to be that quiet girl. “I'm ready for the world basically, and I guess the world is ready for you.” “Do not flatter yourself and do not lie to yourself.” Okay? “No one is exactly ready for the world. We're just hoping the world is ready for us?”

“My darling! You are a very beautiful girl! Do you mind me asking how old you are?" She said, looking at me. "Ma'am, I am twenty five years old, today!" I said, shyly. Yes, today is actually my birthday but I can't remember when I last i celebrated my birthday. Sometimes, I even forget totally about it. “Oh my goodness! You mean, it's your birthday today? Wow! Happy birthday, dear!” “Thank you ma'am!" I said, looking at the glass of juice in my hand.

Zie *flashback* I am still in college even though I am already 23 years old, I mean there's nothing wrong with graduating late but it's just the fucking society that tells us that we should graduate at the age of 21. What a dumb society. I have many courses where I failed and I don't have regrets about failing all those fucking courses. I don't know why I am still studying since when the right time comes I will just inherit my daddy's business, he always tells me that I will inherit all his businesses as I am his eldest son.

“Already eighteen, but many think I'm younger because I'm so small. Soon I'll be in the third degree. ” “ It will take a little longer for me. ”