I Cheated Myself Like I Knew I Would Novels & Stories

"Instead, why don't you tell me why you were so anxious?" I hesitated for a moment, unsure if I really wanted to revisit the past. But Damien had asked, so I took a deep breath and decided to just get it off my chest. "I just don't want to get accused of cheating again," I confessed. "Again?" Damien repeated, his eyebrows raising. I exhaled slowly. "Okay, in the past, i got caught cheating. So I made myself stand out less to avoid that. But this time, I know for a fact that I aced it. Which means, soon, there'll probably be some cheating allegations against me."

Didn’t that make me the cheater? I looked down at my hands…clean, healed, trembling. But my insides churned. What is going on? Why am I suddenly thinking about that other man?

I even fucking fell asleep? I blew out a deep breath, regret flooding my entire system as the scene replayed vividly in my head. The way he ate me out and finger fucked me, making me orgasm up to three times. God, It felt good! That...that I won't lie about My hand curled tightly on the sheets as my thighs instinctively pressed together. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I really getting wet again from recalling it? I just cheated. Cheated on Leo, I'm in a relationship for crying out loud, how can I fucking let Kaden touch me, and instead of feeling bad...here...I was almost dripping again

“Let me.” He chuckled and released his pants, giving me the opportunity I was looking for. As my hand drifted down his front, I inwardly cringed at pulling down his zipper, knowing what was going to await me. This was my only way out of here, but it was not going to be done without some desperation. Not only that, but I felt like I was doing something wrong. After spending months with one man, I was cheating on him by touching another. Gavril would understand, I reassured myself. He would forgive me for doing what was necessary to save myself.

My mate was trying to make me jealous. I felt a tingling under my shirt right where my hidden bruises lied. If only he knew. I really felt irritated by myself knowing that I had caused harm to myself simply because of a cheating mate. I should have known that I was the price regardless of how he acted. Now I felt really stupid for inflicting harm on myself, thanks to Alexa. She had made me see myself in a new light. Now I would only work harder to be a tracker, that was my dream.

“This isn’t the ring you threw away. I went to the hospital and had one of my ribs removed to make a new one.” A shiver crawled up my spine. He had actually broken his own rib just to keep me. Though I didn’t feel moved by his devotion, only horrified by his madness. He continued, “This ring isn’t the old one, and I’m not the old Dylan anymore. So, can’t we start again?” I stared at the ring with mixed emotions. A part of me mourned the love we could never regain. The rest simply regretted the time I wasted on him. “Cheating is cheating. That fact doesn’t disappear. A ring or an apology won’t erase it.

“I d‍on’t want‌ to. I don⁠’t ev‌en‍ recogn‌ize myself anymor⁠e. It’s like I’ve bec⁠ome a chea‌t.” ‍“You’re not a c‍heat‌,” I said quickly. “But I bro‍ke our marr‍ia‌g‌e vows.”⁠ “‌It wasn⁠’t really c‌h⁠eating,” I s⁠aid, my vo‍ice trem‍bling as I tried to con​vinc⁠e both of us. “We agreed to‌ the party. I’ve thought abou⁠t i‌t.”

“It all started after we lost our baby. I was shattered, Mom. Completely broken. I didn’t even realize Richard was hurting just as much. He was there for me—he took care of me, helped me through everything for years… but I didn’t see what he was going through inside.” My voice trembled, and I paused, taking a shaky breath. “He ended up confiding in someone else. Another woman. And when I found out… I lost it. I was so angry. I never imagined him as someone who could cheat.” My fingers tightened around each other. “So… I cheated too.” Mom turned to me, her expression a mix of shock and sadness. “You cheated back… without confronting him?” I nodded slowly, shame creeping up my throat. “I just

With each passing second, I couldn't wait to get away… so as soon as he had waved me away , I hurried back to my room. Soon as I walked Into my room, my face scrunched up like I was about to start crying again, it was coming to my head now … Yes, I had cheated . I was a cheat and in this case there was nothing to justify my actions. It was only a matter of moment before I was crying, it had been what I had been doing for the past twenty minutes, sobbing and hoping that all of this feeling went away but how could it. The tears were falling heavily now, it rained down my face like a dam shut for years,

All those years of dreaming, of believing in the sacred bond the Moon Goddess herself had tied, went up in flames. “Aria! Wait....” Ethan called out to me in shock, on the brink of his release, I guessed. His voice was breathless, and he didn’t even pull out of her. He released everything inside her. That told me everything I needed to know about them. I turned, rage and humiliation burning through my chest, but the tears betrayed me anyway. I wasn’t strong in that moment. I was broken, gutted, ripped apart in a way no rejection could match.