I Don't Feel So Good Novels & Stories

" How are you feeling ? " " I'm not feeling okay and it's not in there sick kind of way but it's in a feeling sort of way because I know that I've done something wrong and I don't know where to start to fix it because the one person that trusted me I betrayed their trust and I don't think that there is any coming back from what's going on. "

It's not going to work, at least not today. "I told you last night. I am not feeling well. Can't I take the day off?" I whispered to her. Last night. When I told her that I am sick. I am just making an excuse so they will leave me alone, but now, I am no longer faking it. My body feels heavy and sore, my throat hurts and I have this headache that is hummering the skull of my head.

, asked Dane. "Yes. I don't know what is it. But I have a feeling that I'm not well", I said to him. "Why?", he asked concerned. "I don't know I feel tired all the time", I said to him. "Fine let us visit the doctor", said Dane. "No need for that. I just want you. I will become magically better. I think what I feel is loneliness. Now you are working more and more. I'm sitting at home", I told him.

I glance at the small purple berries and feel my stomach turn. "No thanks, I don't feel like eating right now." "Well you don't look like you want to sleep either," he comments. "So, what do you want to do?" "I don't feel like doing anything right now. It's like everything is just . . ." I groan in frustration. "I don't know how to explain it. It just feels like everything is―" "Numb?" I nod and he offers a small half-smile. "Yeah I know that feeling," he sighs, looking down at the bowl of fruit.

That's what matters. “I’m okay. Tired.” It’s the same response I’ve given her every morning recently. Mary peers over her book. “You need to stop staying up so late. It’s not going to help your sickness. I rub my hand over my face. “I don’t even feel sick.” I don’t feel well…but I’m not sick. It’s manageable, I just have to get used to it, because it’s going to be a constant feature of my life from now on.

“Now I fееl bаd.” “Dо уоu wаnt mе tо mаkе уоu feel better?” hе аѕkеd tеаѕіnglу. I dіdn’t have thе еnеrgу. “Nоt rіght nоw, but you can make uр fоr іt later.” “Thаt I will.”

I also felt the changes in the way my head would suddenly feel light, and I would feel like barfing. But except those mild changes, I knew I was fine, and while it felt nice to have people worry this much about me, I couldn’t help but still feel uncomfortable about it. “I am okay,” I said firmly, looking away from Brittney and at my book. “I don’t know what’s wrong with everyone today, if I wasn’t feeling fine, I would say so.” Silence settled in the room as I sighed, my mood had spiked and veered negatively, I couldn’t help it and even though I tried my best to keep it on the low, I couldn’t help the way I exploded.

she asked. I hesitated. Because I didn’t have an answer. “I just feel… off,” I admitted finally. Her eyes narrowed slightly. “Off how?” “I don’t know,” I said, shaking my head. “Just… weird.” That wasn’t helpful. I knew it wasn’t. But it was the truth. Daniel stepped in then, his tone calmer but no less concerned. “Since when?” “Today,” I said. “Or maybe yesterday. I didn’t really notice at first.”

Maybe I was just a warm up? Why do I suddenly feel so sick? "Hey guys, I'm not feeling well," I say pulling away from Jeff and grabbing my purse. "You want me to take you home?" He offers. I know what he's wanting, but I'm not going to be able to help him with it. Not tonight at least. He's so damn sweet. And I would give anything to want him right now... but I don't. "No, you guys have a good night. I think I'm just going to go to sleep," I mumble.

It was all flat, no highs or lows and I fucking hated it. Maybe I should have consulted with doctor Angela. Because I was feeling really off today. I couldn’t focus, I forgot everything. Shit, I’m not even sure I brushed my teeth today. I don’t really care either, it’s not like any of that shit matters. I sighed, “fuck. Yes, let’s take a break.” Asher should be here in tonight and hopefully I’d feel fucking better when he was here.