I Guess I'll Die Novels & Stories

The day my father's enemies kidnapped and tortured me, my family was celebrating my sister Isa's eighteenth birthday. The next day, she would be handed over to the Cammarata family, our rivals, to seal an alliance through marriage. My father is a Don with more enemies than he can count. When I was ten, the two families arranged a marriage alliance to keep the peace. If the two families ever went to war again, the one who'd been married off would be killed first to send a message. On the day they chose the bride, my sister grabbed the token first: a signet ring. From that day on, she was the one this family loved. My mother always said Isa was suffering in my place. So I had to give way to he

“Ivan tells everyone at school that I’m a liar, and then all the kids start laughing at me. And then he says he never wants to see me again because I made up stories about being his sister.” My throat closed up. “Oh, Mia—” “Mommy, do people die when their brothers stop loving them?” The question made me flinch. “What? No, sweetheart. People don’t die from that.” “But my head hurts so much, and my tummy won’t stop feeling sick, and I can’t eat anything because it all tastes wrong.” Mia’s gray eyes filled with fresh tears. “Maybe I’m dying because Ivan doesn’t love me anymore.” “Ivan does love you, Mia. He’s just confused—”

After my older sister, Elise Sterling, is supposedly imprisoned for financial crimes, I become the target of retaliation from her enemies. I can't find a job and live under constant threats. Almost every morning, I find garbage left outside my door. At night, I come home to find my front door splattered with red paint, imitating blood. I break down and fall into depression. Over the next five years, I make three attempts to end my life. The last time, as I lay there after emptying the entire bottle of sleeping pills down my throat, waiting for everything to end, I suddenly hear my sister's frantic voice. "I only wanted to punish Leon! Why did you take it this far?" Her godbrother,

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i can't stop thinking what should happen to me if i didn't go to the west but what could i possibly do now i will die tomorrow this cold and dark place i can't see any hope that we will leave the rotten smell of this place is littering in my body i know that i smell like dead people but i don't really care suddenly i feel like my senses shuts down all i care right now is to die in peace i want to die quietly maybe i should ask them to just stab me with their sword i don't care how many times they want to do it but at least i will not feel that my body is being buried alive to think that i would cry because my body is burning i will not die that instant and i don't want that I want to die ins

I'm just a mistake, waste of an egg, waste of a sperm, waste of oxygen, waste of water, waste of food, waste of money, waste, just waste, nothing more, nothing better than a waste, a waste where even flies don't come for food, yes I'm that useless I just wanna fucking die but I'm too pathetic, a fucking coward I wish I was never born I don't wanna exist, why me? Out of all people I just wanna die FUCK WHY WON'T I JUST DIE WHY AM I A FUCKING PATHETIC USELESS WASTE OF SPACE... FUCKING TRASH I looked up at Luke changing my mind about sleeping. I opened the TV, put on a random show. I don't know exactly what I want "Are you okay?" Luke asked me, "Do you feel hurt?"

Should I leave this family? [May, 2024: William made me give up my bedroom for Joy and gave her all the dresses Mom left for me. I’m beginning to think that perhaps Dad and Mom aren’t the only ones who died in the accident. Maybe the William who used to love me dearly died with them, too.] I saw William cradling his head and screaming like he had lost his mind after he finished reading my diary. After that, he asked the doctor if they could keep my body in cryogenesis so that it would not rot.

"Listen to this! Listen carefully to the audio and tell me what you mean by this!" The vicious recording was played again from the phone. Jayson's face turned deathly pale, his eyes filled with unconcealed terror. But he still tried to deny it, attempting to turn the situation around with his horrible acting. "No, wait, this isn't me! It's made with AI! Joshua must have gotten someone to do it! He's trying to frame me!" "Joshua is dead!" Mom screamed, lunging at Jayson and grabbing his neck in a chokehold. "He's been dead for three years! You killed him! It was you!"

Death. "God if you are hearing me, I need a miracle." I whispered in desperation not ready to die as I breathed my last breath hoping it was not too late. As I died an unexpected thing then happened...

Between the current and the stones, anyone going in would be unrecognizable. I had not even reached the river when Mom called. "Zendaya, what on earth is going on? The internet is blowing up right now. Everyone's saying Lily killed herself and that you drove her to it. I know you're not like that; there must be some misunderstanding. Your father and I can drive over right now to back you up!" Hearing Mom's voice, my nose tingled, and tears rolled down my cheeks. In my past life, no one believed me.