Novel & Cerita I Love You So Much That I Hate You

I fall at least three times every week on my company's stairs. "Do you need help, Clumsy Nancy?" "Fuck off, Ric!" I hate Alaric, I really hate him. We've been working together for seven years now, but we've never had a real conversation. We hate each other, and we take advantage of each other in negative situations like this. Everyone calls me Nancy, they say I remind them of their childhood show, 'Fancy Nancy'. Ric calls me 'Clumsy Nancy' or 'Clums'. We argue a lot, way too much for normal human beings, and I always get pissed first. Honestly, most times he wins the argument, and I hate him more for it. But at least, I get the most love at work and he gets the opposite due to his offensive,

maybe finding something which she never find in my eyes not because she is the girl I hate the most but because of the mess I am in. I am not a good man, I never am. she is right I am a monster dressed in a good reputation. A monster who destroys her , every part of her that she is hiding , every part that she don't want to break. She doesn't know that I am planning to ruin her dad fully because if she gets to know that she is never looking at me the way she is looking at me right now. “ I think we should go,” I said ….

‘Don’t brush it off. There was a pause as his voice dropped. ‘Don’t make me feel like I’m stupid for caring about you.’ ‘I’m not making you feel that way,’ she tried to defend herself, her expressions, shifting slightly. ‘You are,’ he replied. ‘Because I don’t know where I stand with you anymore.’ ‘What….’ She stuttered. ‘Yes, you know I love you, I like you. I have deep feelings for you, Michelle.’ She looked away.

song - i hate you I love you Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you

I hate him for making me feel this way! I hate how helpless I feel and I'll kill him!! I kill him with my hands and damn the mate bond!! I hate you, archer! I hate hate you so much!!!!

I pursued my lips again, gritting those words out like an unbreakable vows, " I hate you.. that you smile..at another man...but hates..me....Yes..I fucking hate you..Now..I will do something that...you will hate me the most... Since...I can't..be..the man..you love..I want to be..the man that...you hate..the most...I will.. take.. Ryan away... from you.. until... you are..at my mercy... begging.."

He can never be mine, I have known that a long time ago. Sometimes, I hate that the heart is persistent and very hopeful. I hate that it can endure pain and can love deeply without expecting in return. That love and hate are two sides of the same coin, and in my case, it's a volatile mix. I hate him with a passion. I hate that I'm so easily affected no matter how hard I try not to. I hate that things don't always go the way we want them to be and I hate that this love is so strong, patient and selfless. But I guess, I hate myself more for keep on loving him for all these years.

“Fine, i want you.” I felt something warm bloom in my chest. I tried to hide it with a smirk. “See? That wasn’t so hard.” “It was,” he muttered. “Because I shouldn’t.” “Too late.” I said. He shook his head again and rubbed a hand over his face. “I hate you.” “No, you don’t.” I laughed. “Yes, I do.” he said again. “You want me too much to hate me.” I said.. He groaned. “God, you’re infuriating.”

Just fucking how? “But I can promise you, it still doesn't change the fact that I'm completely irritated by your presence at the moment. Something has blinded me such that I can't stand the sight of you” He spat calmly, as though he didn't just indicate that he hated that he still loved me. My eyes bulged in realization, he didn't hate me for betraying and hurting him, he hated himself for not being able to hate me or hurt me in return despite it. He hated himself for loving me, just as I hated myself for hurting him.

“Even if you didn’t plan to, that’s what you did. You saw me. And still let me believe… still made me think you loved…” “I do love you!” I cut her words, as I reach for her, touching her shoulders. Her breath catches, and her whole body shudders. “Don’t.” “I love you, Leah.” She shakes her head, covering her ears like my voice is poison. “Don’t say that. Don’t you fucking say that.” “I mean it..” “I want to hate you,” she snarls, her eyes glistening. “I want to hate you so badly it burns through my skin. But I can’t, and that makes me hate you even more.”