I Never Thought Of It That Way Novels & Stories

But that doesn’t mean they don’t care. I thought... I thought he would understand. I thought he’d know ‘those people’ aren’t just people, but me. No. I was wrong, or maybe not. Maybe it’s just the fact that... that I was overthinking.

I wondered if she was thinking about me the way I was thinking about her, which was constantly, which was the kind of thing I would never say out loud to anyone. I missed her in a way that had no clean edges to it.

"Are you thinking of me like that too?" "Hm," I looked at him and shrug. "Why do you think I had never confessed to you?" "Rejection?" I nod my head, "Bingo." "That's part of life though, right?" "Not for me, it's become the usual for me, Milo." "Usual?"

I never thought something like this would happen to us. Those words kept circling round and round in my head. Sometimes they were different, only slightly, like I never thought this would happen to me or I never thought this would happen to my Mum or Zach. I was in shock, Doctor I-forgot-his-name said. Which would explain why I felt so numb.

the more I thought about what was happening, the more it mare me recreational everything I had done in the past. I was going to put my head down to think of ways tk make him pay for everything he had made me go through.

“ I know that I shouldn’t be here now , but my mom would be so mad and more mad than I had ever imagined. I know how pissed she would get that I came here with a gut , but that woman is hurting me so much and I don’t know if she would forgive me again . Thinking about my mom brought nothing to my eyes , all that I could think of was just my mother how pissed she was going to be . “ You know what , I think you should just stop thinking about what your mom would say or think , because I don’t think that she will hate you for it , I know that she would miss you , yours is even better , if only I had a mom then maybe . I wouldn’t be living with two different brothers at different times and chang

I didn't know how else to say it to her. I was overly worried. I wished there was a way to make things easier for me. I guess there were so many things I wasn't considering at this time. I didn't even want to think about it, but I guess I have to think about it no matter how much it ends up being. "You need to understand that things aren't that bad. You just have to understand that it's not so hard. You have to be happy about it. Since you're the one who made the decision.”

But I knew that it was the only thing to do. "I'm sorry, Agetha. But I don't think that's ever going to happen."

I used the whole what she didn’t know couldn’t hurt her way of thinking. On the drive to the apartment, I tried my best to shove all my worries to the side. People could be nice just to be nice still right? Just because Lucas had helped me out didn’t mean he would hold it over my head. The more I told myself that the more it sounded believable. Not everyone in this world was bad.

My mother would never let go of what she had bitten, and I really didn't know how to think of lies. 'I mean. Why would I think of being his girlfriend of all other things in the first place?'