Novel & Cerita I Think I Am Alone Now

“I'm sorry. I'm sorry.” And I truly am. I mean every word I fucking say because without Amelia, I feel like an empty man. I feel so empty and out of place and these past few days have intact shown me that I am. I have always been. I've always been alone, thinking that was what I wanted.

he's gone. Leaving me shattered. I wail, realizing that I'm alone now. It takes me a while to scan the surroundings, where this area seems limitless. There's no one around except me. No. The feeling of being alone is truly torturous. One by one, they find their happiness while I? I sit among the crushed flowers, devastated. "Ai?"

But I wasn’t bracing the same way anymore. I wasn’t alone. And for now, that was enough.

And I didn’t feel alone. Not anymore.

God help me, I did. I was twenty four. In love. Stupid. Tonight, I’m none of those things. I’m alone. Focused. Dangerous. I stare at the skyline. Take a slow breath. And whisper— “I’m not done with you yet.” Because I am not. Not even close.

And I don’t know what that means. I don’t know what’s happening to me. I don’t know who I am anymore. I just stand there, surrounded by celebration and noise, feeling completely alone.

I was done for now. And at this moment, I wanted to be alone.

And just like that, I was alone again. Alone with my thoughts.

I feel depressed. I feel so alone here.

I'm alone now or so I thought. "Love, I'm waiting"