Iam Not Over Novels & Stories

Yohan's voice was hoarse. "What you said was right. That's why I only wanted to take good care of myself now," I said. "Have your memories returned to you, Naomi?" Yohan's tone was more careful than I'd heard before. "I've never lost my memories from the start. We'll meet in the courtroom in a month. Also, don't bother thinking I'll come back begging for you after I recover my memories," I gritted. "Things have ended between us for good." I could hear something glass-like breaking from the other end of the line. Without waiting for his reply, I ended the call and blocked his number. I would only contact him a month later.

"I'm burned out from Brittany's shit." "My what now?" Brit asks. "You're shit. I'm done with your drama. I'm leaving. Call me when you decide I'm important to you." "You're a real bitch when you're on your period," Brit says. "Yes, I know. So are you? Bye Brit."

Aphrodite said. I smile at her. “Thank you for your understanding. Uhh, but I am not ready to open it up for now. Sorry” I said. I know that the first step to gaining friends is to share some of your pieces of information with her so that both of you know how each other. But, As I’ve said, I am not yet ready to open up about my past. It was too dark for me to open it up. “Oh, it’s fine. You don’t have to say sorry. I understand. What’s important is, that I met you. I finally have a friend” she said happily.

I can’t wrap my head around that not being reality. “You’re still waiting for me to hurt you aren’t you? I can get the echo of what you’re thinking, and you are waiting for me to pounce on you. Is there something more than what I’m already doing that would make you more comfortable with the idea that that is not going to happen?”

I gathered myself and gently pushed Sylvia's hand away. "Hospital policy says family members can't interfere with medical staff. Please wait outside for updates." Years of training made my hands steady like machines. Even though everything inside me was chaos, every move I made on the table was exact. For years, my life had been nothing but midnight operations and silent exhaustion. Whenever I reached my breaking point, I told myself to hold on just a little longer, because Luca Colleone promised that once the debts were paid, we could finally live peacefully.

“It’s over.” “It’s not over,” I said, tightening my grip on Anita until she winced in pain. “It will never be over.”

I’m just scared she would decide to avoid me to save herself from any possible harm that could come with knowing me… Am I being selfish for wanting a close friend..? Mr. & Mrs. Jerome haven’t tried to call me and neither has Amanda or Armani… Their lines are not going through and the house is now empty like no one ever lived there.. Amanda and Armani are not replying my messages on Instagram. They just left without a proper goodbye. It hurts but I have found strength in all this and Shawn has been very nice and affectionate towards me lately. No, we have not been having sex.

Gives me privacy. I answer. Voice shaking. “ Amon? ” “ Hey. ” His voice is rough. Tired. Like he hasn't slept moreover. “ I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I did n’t mean — ” “ Can we video call? I need to see your face. ” I switched to video. We both look wrecked. Red eyes. Exhausted. Heartbroken. “ I love you,” I blurt incontinently. “ I’m not uncertain about that. I was just overwhelmed and spooked, and it came out wrong and — ”

it wont help me and wont help her either. "Hmmmm...I am in loved with you Amber...I love you...I have feelings for you...and you want to be with someone else, a guy...you want to be with everyone to discover yourself... and then you want me to stay? how? what about me...have you even try to think if you could understand me as well? I am sorry if I cant understand you for now...maybe in time once I moved on from you, if things is not so painful anymore...sorry for disturbing you...see you around"

A humorless laugh slips past my lips. Then calmly, I press delete. Block the number. And toss the phone back onto the table. A strange satisfaction spreads through me afterward. Now you can no longer reach Amara. And maybe it’s time you finally remain exactly where you belong. In the past.